*eurGh* Wad the Hell....?!

Sheitz.. feeling soo crappish now, feeling soo different... i dunnoe why.. ma heart is like soo uneasy.. damn it.. hate this kinda feeling early in the morning.. juz hate it! *eurgh* i hope it wun spoil ma whole day... freakish.. arrgghh... i think i woke up at the wrong side of the bed...

What the hell sey... alot of feelings in me now... disappointment? Anger? Sadness? Happy? Confused? I dunnoe... *eurghhhh* why am i feeling this way.. I DON'T KNOW!!!! I can just snap anyone, anytime now.... and no.. i'm not havin pms.. sheitz... *eurghhh* at this time 10.30 am.. m like.. different... hope it'll change soon... *grrr*

ahhh.. sheitzz arh... "great" feeling... superr "great"...

ma back still hurts... and now, seem like ma shoulders starting to hurt too...*damn* finally told ma mum bout ma back.. she asked me to go to the doc.. nah.. dun bother to.. it'll be ok soon {or maybe}.. wadever ah.. dun wanna care anymore.. i'll juz get used to it.. i'll be immune to it...

*eurghhh* that's it.. enuff letting out ma stuff here... i hope i'll be ok soon.. maybe jus one of ma mood swingz.. wadever~~~

{10:26 AM}

Shopping List

Yessa~~ I'm doin ma shopping list now... so.. it means i'm going shopping anytime soon... wow weeee~~ can't wait to buy all these stuff... well most of the stuff is for hari raya.. some are for normal lifestyle... so here it goes... {not in order of importance.. muahahaha}

1. Handbag - Spotted a Guess black handbag at metro just now, cost $95 *grinz* my bro and sis will be buying it for me... yessssss~
2. Perfume - Anyting will do, as long as it smell nice....
3. L'oreal Lipgloss/lipstick - Glam Shine, Sorbet
4. Blusher - any type
5. Eye Shadow - wanna buy brownish colour
6. Earrings
7. Bracelet
8. Lingerie {hahahhaa}
9. Eminem "Encore" CD
10. Eminem 2005 Calendar
11. Watch - a casual one, adidas maybe.. ;)
12. A nice long sleeve top

Well.. that's it for now... can't think of anyting more.. so.. yea.. hehehe.. can't wait.... *winkz* anyone wanna follow?? hahaha.. u sure gonna be dead beat tired.... hahahaa..

{11:10 PM}

Ayah..

Owel, feelin really down now... ma bro just msged me... great, why must he msged like that while i was werking.... really great...

well, he msged me that he dreamt of ma late dad. My bro salam my dad and asked how is he. Ma dad just nod and smile.. gosh... i swear i was like crying in the office wen ma bro msged me that... thank god ma boss wasn't in... i couldn't hold back the tears ah... juzt tat i miss ma dad alot.... sooo very much... {semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat... amin...}

I miss the ol time me wit ma dad... i was somewhat pampered by him.. gosh..

If he's still alive.. i bet he's gonna be proud of me, cuz i got into poly.. that's what he wanted... {yes ayah, i got into poly....} i noe u wud have told all the sedaras at kampung bout me... just like how u told dem bout me before u passed away...

Now that u gone.. i could only dream about u ayah.. i miss u alot... i do... gosh.. m crying now... i betta stop...

=:End:=

{1:19 PM}

Wandering....

Well... now ma mind seem to be drifting... wandering... thinking how things going on over the other side... i hope it's fine.. worrying bout it... i hope u calm down... wish i was there...

yea.. so.. now.. here i am.. troubleshooting some stuff.. i just hate troubleshooting, but den wen i know it's all ok.. feel really satisfied.... well, kinda learning more stuff here... about excel, about some stupid communication skillz.. it's good arh... needing all this wen i'm gonna start ma real werk... well.. yea... i'm dead beat tired.. or rather sleepy now... ma back still hurts... since last sat.. i wonder wad's wrong... *hmmmmz* yea.. wondering wen me going to geylang again.. hahaha.. wanna buy the deng2 lagi.. :P actually, wondering wen i'm gonna meet pple again... haiz.. been bz wit ma werk i guess...

owel, yest helped ma sis out.. buat kuih.. hehehe.. started off with cornflakes.. and den amos cookies.. yummy i tell u ... ahahhhaaa... ;) den.. ma sis say more to come arh... hehehee... well.. yea.. so, now.. i'm hungry.. hehehe.. oh.. ya.. talking bout hari raya preparation... ma baju raya is all set!! it's ready.. wuhoooO~~~ damn early huh?? :P it's nice arh... i like each one of it.. khehehe... now.. still buying ma handbag.. and den.. i'mm off for hari raya... hehehehe... this yr hari raya gonna be different... {or maybe}.. esp wit the bb fam... cuz we have "grown" hahaha..

hopefully this yr everything runs smoothly... hopefully I'll be happy this yr, no more fake smile esp wen i'm out wit ma frenz.. nvm, i mean, wad the hell.. it's the past... it's an old chapter in ma life.. now.. it's a new chapter... *winkz*

oh ya did i ever mention that i got a digi cam already. cool eh.. ;D now i can all the pics i want.... wahahhahaa.... :D

yea, so that's bout it... hmm.. till den...

=:End:=

{3:20 PM}

SORRY!

This entry is for you......

I'm really sorry fer what i had said...

And pls stop telling me it's isn't ma fault...

I was being selfish i guess....

I'm really sorry.....

It hurt me soo much to think what i've done...

I'm sorry i didn't open ma eyes to see that u actually cared..

I'm foolish... yes i am....

I'm SORRY... :'(

{10:16 AM}

WeEkEndS iS HerE..

Well.. well.. weekends is here... finally.. been a long week... always been werking... tiring.. but cool ah.. just got ma pay last fri.. ooohhhh weeee~

ok, so.. last friday.. took half day.. went to skul fer the student award ceremony... nah, i dun receive any.. went there cuz i am.. *ehem* invited... kwakakka... well, just wanna say... congrats to u fer receiving it... :D well.. yea.. so aft that.. went to break fast at tamp.. al-someting arh.. hehee.. ferget the name wit azy, khai, farhan, nana, azlina, shida... yea.. ordered nasi goreng USA.. and.. *eurgh* i dun like it even a bit.. yea.. den.. went to geylang.. dun wanna go actually... was wearing heels.. and was kinda tired wearing it already.. but.. was bein forced to.. hehhee.. so.. i had to go... yea.. den aft break fast.. went to meet fak at one of the bus stop.. so yea.. we took 28.. and the bus was damn full.... and it was jerky... *damn the bus driver* and.. the air-con system in the bus.. sucks big time..... i was like feeling freaking giddy the whole journey... well, yea so.. went i alight the bus..... *blueeekkkk* everyting came out... all the nasi goreng.. all ma drinks... hahaha.. {sorry to trouble u guys arh} yea, i must say literally everyting came out.. haiz... and i was hungry again.. :P yea.. so we sat down fer a while... wen suddenly.......... it rained!!! heavily... hahahaa.. but, even though it rain.. we still walked thru the rain... well.. i kinda leave halfway.. couldn't stand it arh... tired like hell.. yea.. so went back.. and.. was kinda drenched... thanks fer the shirt though.. it helped alot.. ;)

that's it fer ma fri.. looong story.. hahaha....

now ma saturday...
went to citylink wit farhan.. to find fer ma raya shoes.. yea.. so walked from city hall... den... was surveying some shoes at the shops.. den..went to suntec... aft suntec... we went to padang fer a while to see this rugby game.. yeah.. ma first time seeing this game.. and ya. it's interesting... and it was more rough than wad i expected in ma mind.. hahaa.. yea, so learned few stuff bout rugby... thanks.. khehee.. well.. den.. aft watching it.. me went to penin.. survey fer shoes again.. den.. since nothing caught ma attention.. went back to city link, to grab one of the shoes that i like.. hehee.. yea.. aft bought the shoes.. went to padang again.. to catch another rugby game.... so den... we went back ard 6.. yea.. was late fer buka arh.. but.. nvm arh.. yea.. so.. took the mrt.. and then.. went home..
hmm. i was late fer buka.... and the BEST part is...wen i came back.. ma mum, nag at me.. fer god noes the reason why arh...... den.. like i cannot take it arh.. balik je kena nag... went in ma room and cried.. and didn't buka at all... haiz... just drank few sips of ma v.coke... den.. tersleep.. haiz.. den.. ma sis knock on ma door, she was really surprised to see me cry arh.. den she asked wad happen... the more it made me cry.. ahahahhaa.. told her, i dun understand why ma mum always nag at me.. well.. den yea.. still i didn't go out.. was kinda bein rebellious that time... den ard 7.45.. went out... ate a small piece of the murtabak... haiz... really arh.. sometime.. i dun understand ma mum.. but yea.. she's ma mum.. wad can i say rite.... *geez* {now u understand wad's wit the face in the van rite... and no.. it's not yr fault!!}
den..aft tat.. went to geylang.. wit the usual pple.. ma sis, bro-in-law, aqil.. and ma fren.. khehhee.. yea.. so went ard geylang.. tiring.. but fun.. bought burger, deng-deng and waffle hotdog.... niceeee~ yea and i saw ma so-called cuzzy, abg shafiee.. he's cute.. hahahha.. :p saw hairi..... miss that buddy.. he's wit his gf.. cheh.. :P hehhee.. yea.. so.. i reached home ard one...

dah ah.. that's all ah.. ma fingers all tired already.. long entry.. hehhe.. till den...

=:End:=

{1:39 AM}

Wonderful...

:) well, yea... smiled alot this few days.. somehow i feel happy nowadays.. i dunnoe why.. *geez* i wanna feel like this everyday of ma life... but it's impossible rite?? life isn't a fairytale.. and somewhat i dun believe in happy ending.. i'm not saying happy ending dun happen.. it does.. but onli to few lucky ones i think... *smilez*

hahah, wad am i talking about?? duh! anyhows..

I had a wonderful evening yesterday.. met Azy... gosh i miss tat lil kambing.. and den walked ard suntec.. she was shopping at B.I.R.D.. she got a $50 voucher from her sis.. kewlness... anyhow.. gave her the prezzy.. she seem to lurve it... i tot of getting myself one too... on a second tot, i will get myself that bracelet... den can wear it fer hari raya... weee~ well.. yea.. den aft meeting her, i went to citylink, kinda did some window shopping.. yea dropped by Mrs. Field, just to say Hi to Sha.. i miss that kiddo tooo... so, was kinda taking my own sweet time, wen i realize i was late.. late fer break fast tat is... i moved from city hall ard 6+.. so, yea.. i break ma fast in the MRT.. ate sweet je.. saddened... was standing up, i was soo tired, so hungry, so sleepy.. and yea.. getting giddy too yest... so yea, i had to stand up all the way to tamp.. thank god wasn't wearing ma heels.. anyhow, went to tamp.. met ma fren... yea.. den broke our fast together... hehehe.. sorry ah.. lambat.. :P wasn't ma fault rite?? kekeke.. :P oklar.. yea.. so, time spend wit ya yesterday.. was priceless.. thanks..! :D

well, yea so.. hmm... anyhowz, i'm still shocked or rather surprise or maybe flattered about a convo that i had.. hahaha... weee~~

hmm, hungry now.. didn't wake up fer sahur... well.. i actually woke up.. was in the kitchen.. and i couldn't open ma eyes.. ended up sleeping again.. hhahahaha... yea.. damn thirsty and hungry now... *geez*

well.. that's it.. that'z just it.. :D

=:End:=

{10:57 AM}

HaPpY BaSDaE!!!

This entry is a shout out to ma lovely "siz" NUR AZIZAH.......!!

HaPpY 19th BERFDAE tO YoU

mAy aLL yR HopEz n drEamS coMe trUe

stAy HapPy aNd luRveLy aLwaYs....

muackz muackz muackz....

p/s u're the greatest fweN evA.. LurVe ya 2 PieCEs.. *hugz and kissez*

20.10.09

{9:58 AM}

La La La...

Hmm.. actually got nothing to update.. but.. yea. i'm bored.. all alone in this office.. hahaa.. my boss not here now... i'm gonna take contol...weeeee~~~~ hahaha.. well.. yea.. now updating some stuff.. and dead sleepy.. i can even sleep now... well actually i wanna sleep now..

hey azy.. i miss u too lar baby... hehehe.. :P

owel... hmm.. this weekend going shopping wit the approval of ma mum...! weee~ she gon buy for me shoes.. and ma sis gonna buy fer me handbag... i wanna buy perfume.. yeahhhh baby.... shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally.. i'm gonna shop.. and yea.. ma sis gonna buy digi cam too.. ooohhh weee... well.. i'm adding up to the digi cam too.. hahhaha... goodness... it's good to werk and get paid.. kwangz~ there's lots more to buy arh.. but all other stuff can wait.. will buy the necessity fer ma hari raya first.. keekkeke.. can't wait arh.... ;D

well.. that's it.. lastly.. thanks fer everything aite... u noe wad i mean.... ;)

=:End:=

{10:11 AM}

My Boo

Well, yea.. been thinking and singing this song so often now.. lurve this song.. it just rawks..!

There's always that one person

That will always have your heart

You'll never see it coming

Cause you're blinded from the start

Know that you're that one for me

It's clear for everyone to see

Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo

I don't know bout cha'll

But I know about us and uh

This is the only way, we know how to rock

I don't know bout cha'll

But I know about us and uh

This is the only way we know how to rock

Do you remember girl

I was the one who gave you your first kiss

Cause I remember girlI was the one who said put your lips like this

Even before all the fame and People screaming your name

Girl I was there when you were my baby

It started when we were younger

You were mine my boo

Now another brother's taking over

But its still in your eyes my boo

Even though we used to argue it's alright

I know we haven't seen each other

In awhile but you will always be my boo

I was in love with you when we were younger

You were mine my boo

And I see it from time to time

I still feel like my boo

And I can see it no matter

How I try to hide my boo

Even though there's another man in my life

You will always be my boo

Yes I remember boy

Cause after we kissed

I could only think about your lips

Yes I remember boy

The moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with

Even before all the fame

And people screaming your name

I was there and you were my baby

It started when we were younger

You were mine my boo

Now another brother's taking over

But its still in your eyes my boo

Even though we used to argue it's alright

I know we haven't seen each other

In awhile but you will always be my boo

I was in love with you when we were younger

You were mine my boo

And I see it from time to time

I still feel like my boo

And I can see it no matter

How I try to hide my boo

Even though there's another man in my life

You will always be my boo

My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

It started when we were younger

You were mine my boo

Now another brother's taking over

But its still in your eyes my boo

Even though we used to argue it's alright

I know we haven't seen each other

In awhile but you will always be my boo

{12:37 PM}

Weekends Over....!

Owel... start a new week.... ma weekends over...! gosh... can't believe it....

well, yea fasting period.. been good.. hehehe.. ;) and yea... went to geylang the first 2 days with ma sis and bro-in-law and nephew and a fren... kwangz~ well, not so pack there arh.. still can move about freely... *grinz*

well, ma weekends, it's been ok... on Saturday, went to geylang.. i had a wonderful evening.. ;) even though it's not that long but, yeah.. i had a great time.. and i really liked it.. *smilez*

on Sunday.. it's sooo boring.. i mean.. i didn't go out in the afternoon, was at home.. helping ma mum to cook.. well actually i was the one doing the cooking... it's been a long time since i last cooked.. bz woman.. hahaha.. well.. yea.. so i cooked rendang that day... *yum yum* hahaha.. and yea.. cooking it sure take a hell of a time... den aft i cooked, had ma rest.. and then prepared for break fast.. my bro's coming over..so yea.. we had lotsa food yesterday.. kwangz~
yea, aft break fast.. went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital, visit ma sis-in-law's brother.. he met wit an accident.. so poor thing.. both his thigh's bones were broken..if i'm not wrong, the rite one is broken in 2, and the left one is broken into 3.. haiz.. can u imagine the pain... so wen i visitied him yesterday, he just came back from an operation..the atmosphere there is so heartening.. everyone was crying.. i cried a lil... can't see pple crying ard me.. sentimental~
"well to him... Abg Hairul, I pray for yr speedy recovery k...!"

yea, wad else huh... well, yea it's kinda late.. sorry eh.. but LAN AND FAK, HAPPY BELATED 20th BASDAY!!! wahhhahaha.. dah tuek.. kekeke.. no more "1" at the front of ur age... kekekekek..well i wish both of u all the best in wadever u're doin k.... and may Allah bless u both always k!! lup you both loads... *muackzzz*

well.. yea, moving on.. it's gonna be 1 week since i last met the BB fam.. wahh.. miss dem loads sey... wen nak buka luar ramai2? it'll be fun.. den can jln2 at geylang too.. amaciamz???

hmm.. now i'm actually at werk.. soo sleepy.. and kinda hungry.. but dun wanna think bout it that much thoughhehehe... can tahan lar.. :P

so.. that's it...
lind & khai - miss u both sooo very much.. wen we wanna hang out?? the rest.. i miss u all too... and to u... missing u very the much... ;)

=:End:=

{12:13 PM}

Exciting Tuesday......

Yea.. kinda getting my mood back... anyway, yea.. this entry is specially for the bb fam who went for the sentosa outing last tuesday...

The Ladies-->*Dinah*Lind*Sha*Azyuni*Shida*Nana*Azlina*
The Guys-->*Shuhaimi*Khai*Fak*Farhan*Lan*Kamal*Alyym*Nasrul*

Well yea.. I wasn't suppose to be there on that day, was suppose to work.. but gotta lie here and there just to go to sentosa wit the bb fam.. and i glad i did.. ;) we really had lotsa lotsa fun....

the initial plan was to meet at harbourfront at ard 10am.. but me, wak, farhan, lind and fak were like the star of the day... hehehe.. took our own sweet time to go there...yea, so we took 65 from tampines interchange.. the journey was long, and in the bus we were like playing taitee, eating, listening to radio/mp3 player, talking on the phone... hehehhee.. and of coz.. just chilling... and before we knew it.. we reached there ard 12 i think.. hahahhaa... cool eh... the rest were already there... waiting patiently fer us.. ;) *thanks fer waiting*.. well yea.. so aft meeting dem and talking and all... we took the shuttle to sentosa...

weeee~~ the journey begin........

so.. wen we reached there, we bought the tix and stuff... den took the monorail to palawan beach... yea.. it was the longest ride ever.. so freaking slow.. but we had fun.. took pictures here and there... hehehe.. cool.. well.. yea.. den finally reached the destination... the beach was nice... not so many people.. so yea.. find a spot... and den we got changed... ;)

yea.. i'm the only one wearing suntan lotion.. hahaha.. really wanna tan maself.. ;) so.. yea.. had fun at the beach... ;) and it wasn't that scorching hot, just nice.... *winkz*

well, yea.. so... we packed up everything at about 7... and.. i wasn't tat tan...!! boring sey.. *eurgh* but it's ok.. i had lotsa lotsa fun...

den... we went to railway station to have our dinner.... was soooo hungry... and as usual i ordered the crispy noodle... *yum yun*... well den at bout 9.45, we headed back home.. the rest took the bus.. as fer me, farhan and lind... we took the mrt.... ;)

soo.. yea.. that's bout it.. had lotsa fun!

THANKS u guys... *muaahhh*

=:End:=

{1:37 AM}

AARRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!

Damn it... I swear i feel like crying now... and screaming... *AAAAARRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!*
I'm at work now.. and sure it's killing me.. doin the mail merge and stuff... why do they hafta upgrade the system... and i swear it's sooo bloody complicated than the old system.... i spend like the whole freaking day trying to troubleshoot and all... *eurgh* eeee... geram nyeeerrr...........

Arrrgghhh.. wad the hell.. suppose to write bout ma yesterday's outing with the bb fam... but since i'm feeling sooo shitty now.. i'll wait till ma mood gets betta....

stooopid system.... stoopid mail merging... *eurgh*

and to top of it all, i feel sooo cold, and my stomach hurts, ma back hurts, my hand hurts, ma head is aching, my brain is overused!!!!... everything is hurting!!!! i really feel like crying and shouting at the top of ma lungs.... wish u were here... :'(

thank god i'm not going to werk tmr and fri.. [wait, is that a good or bad thing?].. come to think of it.. wasted sey ma 2 days pay.... haiz....

fed up already... going back soon i hope... gotta finish the mail merge thingy.... *ass*

{5:52 PM}

*geez* i'm at work now...

Well.. yea.. i'm at werk now... yea.. start to werk already... :D and fer now.. nothing much to do.. well.. got some package to be sent out.. but.. later can do.. hahahaha.. :p it's really awkward to sit at the receptionist arh... hmm... i used to work here, but dah lama arh.. hehehe.. but getting the hang of it.. *bluek*

anyway.. ma weekends were WONDERFUL... saturday had this kenduri over at ma bro's place... was there fer like the whole day... slept over ma bro's place on sat nite....
den on sunday, went out to town.. wanted to watch movie excorsist at cineleisure.. but i was late.. well, i was early arh.. hahaha.. we missed the show 5.25.. if only we meet at 4.30 eh... :P hehehe... well.. eventually went to watch at GV Grand the 6.40pm show.. ma first time watching there... well.. yea.. the show was nice.. not that scary though... the place was nice.. hahaha.. but yea.. had a great time... went back took the shuttle to chinatown, and then took 12 all the way to pasir ris...
well.. yea.. a beutiful sunday, it wun be without u... :D

hmm.. now i'm at werk... blogging, and eating the oreo cheesecake and drinking the chrysanthemum tea, u gave me... *yum yum*, and yea.. doin some werk {or maybe}.. hehehhee...

i'm glad some of the talks are over.. tmr there's a bb outing to sentosa.. i wanna go, but i gotta werk... so how???? *wondering*

=:End:=

{1:22 PM}

I'm Bored.. Really.. I Am..

Well... yea.. i'm at home now... on a Saturday..it's gonna be 5 soon, and I'm not out.. well i'm NOT suppose to be out.. going to ma bro's place soon fer some kenduri.. well yeahs.. so.. dunnoe wad to wear... *thinking* geez.. gonna meet ma bro again...

well yea, every since last tues, i'm scared to face my bro.. hahaha.. really feeling panicky and nervouse sey.. well, but yesterday arh.. came back from blajar ugama, and ma bro fetched me.. and i was like.. keeping freaking quiet at the back of the car.. didn't talk to him at all.. wasn't making any conversation at all.. he was suppose to send me home first, den send ma so-called aunt, cuz that aunt live in the same neighbourhood as ma bro.. and wen ma bro didn't drive out from the normal Pasir Ris Dr 1 exit.. i was freaking nervous... damn scared.. msged Farhan, told him.. and he said tatz it arh, bla bla bla.. hahaha.. thanks! :P and yea.. i was biting ma nails the whole journey.. hahaha.. too scared to do anything else.. hahaha.. *geez* well.. den.. wen reached ma bro's neighbourhood... he den realize i was in the car... hahahahahaha... he forgot all about me.. hahahaa.. and, he didn't say anything to me.. *phew*.. i was sooooooo freaking relief... kekeke.. bez arh.. :P

well.. yea.. that's bout ma bro.. enuff of it... moving along..

hmmm, had alot of "serious" talking these past few days.. bout lotsa stuff.. some a pretty good.. some, are still hanging.. some are just uncertain..... *geez* well, hope some of it will be solved soon k..

hmm.. gonna start werk soon, gonna start fasting soon too.. wanna go zoo b4 puasa, but i dun think it'll happen.. they planning to go sentosa this monday... but i'm called down fer work.. i dunnoe if i can go, the sure gonna be soooo disappointed in me... :(

well, yea.. i'm off now.... ;)

=:End:=

{4:48 PM}

YEAAHHHHHHHHH~~~~

Yesssaaaa... Eminem's New video is outtt... weeee~~ Just Lose It... *geez* he's hot... and yea.. waiting fer his album on the 16.11.04.... weeeeettt... :D

yea, gon buy it on the day of the release.. just like any other of his cd that i bought on the day of the release.... weeeee~~~~

best nyer...... heheheheheheheh...

well.. anyway, gon do my proj real soon... gotta finish it up.. cuz gon werk next week... ;) well.. yea...

=:End:=

{1:45 PM}

*Geez* Sleepy Head

Well.. yea.. m sooooo tired.... i wanna sleep, but i can't seem to shut ma eyes.... well.. yea.. freaking sleepy....

well.. handed up ma report just now... was 1/2hr late... so had to run all the way from I-zone to blk 25... *phew*.. sure it wake me up a lil.. hahaha... so, was really tired wit all that sprinting and stuff... ahahaha..

well.. now, waiting for me to freshen up a bit, den wanna do some other stuff... but for now, i dunnoe wad to do.. I've been sneezing, cuz not enuff sleep.. *haiz*...

well.. yea, lan did a video of the bb fam.. it's sooo touching and sooo nice... heeee~ lurve it sey.. thanks lanny... ;)

hmm.. guess gonna haf my late lunch soon... m too tired to even eat... i got no energy now.. well.. i'm practically forcing my fingers to type this entry, and ma head is resting on the table... weee~

well.. that's it... *yawnz*

=:End:=

{2:43 PM}

It's the Holidays... {SO??}

Time checked: 9.58am

It's already the holidays, and i'm in school now, still doing my project and report... finally i kinda finished it up.. *phew* slept around 5am the nite before, just to complete ma report... *ass*.. and woke up ard 7am+... 2 hrs of sleep... yea.. m dead sleepy now.... dead tired... and hungry.. ;) *grrrr*... well, hopefully i can get some sleep soon... *geez*

anyway, yea... ma weekends.. yesterday, didn't go out at all, i didn't even follow my sis and bro and their family to wild wild wet... all because i gotta werk to be done at home... and then, my bro came over ma hse... and *phew* my bro didn't say anything to me.. kinda avoid any conversation with him... hehehee.. am i good or wad??? *grinz*

well, yeah alicia keys concert coming soon, and *haiz* i'm not going i guess.... *damn*.. i really want to go sey... but due to unforseen circumstances, i give it a pass....

well, yea.. gon continue doing my project now... {or maybe}...

i can't think
i can't concentrate
I wanna my bed now.............. real bad.......

=:End:=

{10:09 AM}

No More SIP.. Holidays Now

hey... it's weekends... weee~ and, i'm having my hols..
no more sip.. no more stressing bout projs.. no more skul.. hahaha... yea.. but there's still a report which i haven't done... haiz... and need to hand up on monday... *geez*..

yea.. anyway.. hmm..ma weekends... well.. went out wit the bb fam just now.. but not complete arh... only nana, shida, sha, kin, farhan, khai and fak... that's all.. lind, cannot make it... {aper sey girl, tak ikut.. *haiz*} but well. nvm arh.. anyway.. went to eat at banquet just now.. mkn, fried crispy noodle.. *yum2*.. den went to TM to play pool... well.. yea... played fer about an hour half... 2 tables.. and paid $25+ for 2 tables.. haiz... hahaha.. nasib baik share2, so not to bad arh.. well.. den aft that, went to TM, window shopping, saw this adidas sweatshirt costing $79 i think.. i think i'm gonna get it.. it's black, and it's adidas.. soo.. yea.. a gd reason fer me to get it.. ;) den, aft that.. me and Farhan went to "afghanistan" to buy food... den balik.. well, not really a long day arh, but yea.. it was ok.. ;)

as for tmr.. i dun think i wanna go out.. well, i want to.. but my bro coming over..and ma sis in law told me last fri dat he wanna talk to me... i hate it wen she say that.. cuz, wen it comes to my bro.. it's a "don't play2" situation... *haiz*.. well.. yea.. hopefully i can escape tmr.. but i noe i can't.. :(

owel.. that's fer tmr.. hehee.. oklar.. i think it's up till here..till den.. more interesting story from me... ;)

{2:52 AM}

Happy Childrens' Day........

Weee... it's childrens' day.... and i dunnoe why m in skul.. i shld be celebrating.... hahahhaha......

well.. anyway.... me sooooooo happy sey.... the fact that i haven't finish my report... andd.. the very best part is....... my supervisor is on mc today... and he told us to hand up to him on monday.... weeee~~ can do over the weekends... hahahaahhaa.... ;) sooo.. tak payah nak hurry2... weee... hahahaa... best nyerrr......

so... yest i was like planning to do it straight aft clock in... den wen i knew that my supervisor was on mc.. i slept till lunch hour in clubroom... hahaha.. very sleepy arh.... *yawns*.. but not dah freshen up arh... hehehe...

anyway.. today's last day of SIP... finally.... after 14 weeks of torture in skul..... sure m gonna miss charina.......{not}... hahahahahaahahahahah.... welll.. yea.. den next week on sat nak gi zoo... yeahhhh~~ can't wait...... well.... den gonna start werk... finally extra cash..... gon buy stuff... digi cam.. kasut raya {but my shoes are still ok}.. well.. i dunnoe.. but gon buy stuff.... ;) and gon save up too.....

and... hmmm.. hey... nak gi watch exorcist?? heeee~ mesti best... nak gi watch white chicks?? nak gi tengok wimbledon?? weeee~~ banyak arh movie... keekekekee......

well.. feeling cold now... nasib baik ader yr sweatshirt.. pinjam jap eh.. ehhehee.. thanks... :P been sneezing quite alot today.....

well.. that's kinda like it... will update more soon... now wanna improve on my blog... putting other stuff.. ehhehhe... till den....

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{5:57 AM}

Well.. Yea.. My First Real Entry... :)

Oh well.. now at i-zone.. kinda just came back to skul from lunch with my sis... it feels good to have lunch wit my sis sometime.. heehhe.. well.. yea... am i a good sister or wad.. heehhe.. go all the way to suntec just to meet her and have lunch with her... weeee~

well.. yea.. had ma lunch at chutney's cafe.... ate naan... yuumm... and m soo full now.. hehehe..

hmm... owel.. went to this photo taking at millenia walk just now wit my sis too... hmm... got it for free.... won the complimentary voucher last mth i think... well.. yea.. gonna get a card size photo soon.. on the 15th oct... weeee~ hehehee... first photo shooting i ever had.. cool eh...? hehehhe...

anyway.. yea.. feeling cold rite now.. haiz... dunnoe why i wore short sleeve today.... should have wore my long sleeve shirt.. hehehehe.. anyway... yea.. i'll freeze here.. hahaha.. feel like gonna have flu soon... hehehe..

yea... suppose to do my report now.. but this comp, i can't seem to open the MS Word.. so nvm arh.. i'll do it later... ;) {or maybe} heheheh... tmr have to hand it up.. and... proj.. next week gonna have presentation.. and tmr is the last day of SIP.. den can enjoy..... weeee~

well.. for now.. i'm outtie....

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{7:10 AM}

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