
Monday, February 27, 2006
Sale!!
For all my visiting mates...
My colleague has a BRAND NEW (never worn before) Papillio (Birkenstock's production) size 39 (fits size 8) Regular cutting.. cost only S$51. If you buy it from Singapore it's expensive.. around $89+. so it's a a very good buy.
Those who are interested in buying, please contact me!
this is the pattern. very nice!
And for others, who interested in buying birkenstock's shoes online, please inform me as I will be ordering for myself. 7 orders and above is free delivery! check out this website alright https://www.german-shoes-online.com/.
Do let me know preferably by mid March.
{4:15 PM}


Sunday, February 26, 2006
5 working days ahead.. tsk tsk
so weekends over... shit.. i haven't got the time to rest... darn.. so monday.. wad am i gonna do eh..
the whole sunday basically slack ard in the morning.. den aft.. went out..tot of watching R(21) movies.. but tak jadi.. haha.. so we went to Suntec + marina.. walked ard.. can't buy anithing cuz i'm broke.. ard.. 4+... took 36 to airport.. den aft than took 53 back home...
after maghrib, went to send him halfway.. den went back to pasir ris.. den went to airport for family dinner at swensen's.. complicated ehh?
but at swensen's airport... i saw SYED AZMIR!!!!!!!!!!! hehhee.. cute lah he.. and yes i took a photo with him.. but the camera with my bro now.. soon i shall upload..
oh well.. Monday Blues tomorrow...!! :'(
{11:39 PM}


Saturday, February 25, 2006
Why must weekend be this short..
Friday night went clubbing again.. more like club hop.. first to Indochine.. and it was superly dead.. den went to Bar None.. at marriot.. hmm.. live band was superb.. but very crowded ah.. haha..
so finally went to thumper.. yet again.. FUN! hahaha.. crowd was ok.. song wise.. best.. hehhe.. oh well... i had a great time aniways.. :)
so saturday.. visit my grandma.. miss her loads.. and den.. met up with dear.. and had dinner with my famili... :) wad tmr's has instore for me.. hmmmz..
{11:49 PM}


Friday, February 24, 2006
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday Dear Sis!!!
It's 31st.... hahahaa.. :)
May you have a great life ahead.. and semoga Allah murahkan rezeki jadi boleh belanja adik kakak yang satu nie... hahaha..
love u lah sis...
{4:28 PM}


Thursday, February 23, 2006
Why?
Fuck why am i feeling like this...
I never understood my own feelings...
I cry for no fucking reasons.. I'm seriously fucked up I tell you..
I'm going CRAZY...! I'm going fucking insane!!!!!!!
{11:43 PM}

I'm just tired nowadays. Feeling damn lethargic. My body giving negative signals out nowadays basically to everyone.
Feeling low yet again. I wanted to let things out sometime, but who really give a damn right? haha. Probably sometime also I'm just good at keeping things to myself. I know people are tired and haf their own problems, i dun wanna be a burden. Never. Sheesh.
I noe I'm not allowed to daydream and feel sad or whatsoever. But it's unavoidable.
I couldn't remember when the last time I felt really happy after it happened.
I wanna scream but the words just won't come out.
{10:32 AM}


Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Tuesday.
Spending my Tuesday at home cuz my toe is in huge pain due to the fall i had last sunday. Went to the doc earlier just now and gosh, the doc was so un-gentle. I feel like slapping his face sak. But oklah, he bandaged my poor toe again. My toe got a new white tube dress now. heh. the wound at my knee, he asked me to leave it to dry. and my other bruise, still painful, but manageable lah.
So Tueday at home, i miss work somehow. heh. boring lah. nothing's good on tv. I can't sleep cuz I just had my lunch. tsk tsk.
Oh well, karaoke session with the ladies were good yesterday! funny. I like my colleages. all super duper fun. They are like sisters to me. heh. Let's do it again soon okayz! heh.
-to the bf, I'm sorry bout the things i've said yesterday. I didn't mean at all to hurt you. But you know my intentions are good. love you bf-
{2:07 PM}


Monday, February 20, 2006
Weekends Over...
... back to Monday. How lazy.
Weekends was fine. On Saturday is ALWAYS day with dear. Met him in morning and we went to Ubi, I have to take my PDL and he had to check his final theory. It's good that his FT is still valid till May. At least he dun haf to take it all over again. Oh well, i officially hate queues.. it sucks big time.. i can easily lose my temper wen it come to queues.. poor darling..
so after Ubi, off we went to CCK to my colleagues house. Regent Grove condo was cool.. nice place, i would love to stay in a condo one day. Hope I manage to make my dreams come true. Insya Allah. But the size of the house is rather small I must say. It'll be nice for a 3-4 person in one house. Den ate quite alot there. Food were ok, sedap jugak lah kan. hehe.
Anyways after CCK we went to Bishan to watch movie The Fog. It's a very creepy movie but a lil nonsensical ah. Haha. But it sends some shivers down my spine sometime. The more I should hug dear right? hahaha.
So after movies, he was suppose to visit his uncle, skali dah kena dischared. So off we went to town to meet up with my sis. My sis got a Tiffany & Co bracelet which cost near to 400! but it's nice ah. and she wanted to buy a Prada bag so badly but she's still contemplating till Now!! haha. The bag is nice, 990 for Prada bag, i think it's quite reasonable. Oh well, who knows if i'm financially fine I might get myself the smaller Prada bag. heh. oh yeah, while i was in town, around the ngee ann city fountain area, saw a "gang clash" between a grp of guys and gals and... bapok!! hahaa.. that is the most funniest clash i've ever seen sak... the way the bapok react, talked, shouted.. everything... so farnie.... "eh, kau tak dengar aper aku cakap" something like that, with "THE" slang.. haha.. :) oh well, i guess I'm the most happiest person to see them had an arguments.. hehehe..
So yeah, Saturday was great. The whole day with dear. So sunday was very sucky, didn't meet him even for a few seconds! :'( suppose to send him back to CCK. but yeah, I had a fall and i had a bad abrasion. shit! and it's painful till now. BlargH~
oh well. now back to Monday. Karaoke session with my ladies colleague soon. hehe.. :) best lah kan!
{9:22 AM}


Thursday, February 16, 2006
Keeping My Silence
I've been keeping my silence today. Didn't really talked much. Smile a few times here and there. Tears rolled down a few times here and there as well. My mind, just keep on wandering. Lost in it's own world.
I'm missing bf more than usual today. Wish I could just cry everythings out in his arms.
Oh ya, Alyym's working at my place starting from today. Even I don't talk much to him.
I wonder when this will end. Not too soon i guess.
{3:31 PM}

I wonder what's my future has in store for me.
Things that had happened, how am i to forget it.
argh, just pissed me off badly. whole body hurting. the memory still linger. it's affecting my concentration.
I just want to get it over. But when?
{10:35 AM}


Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Valentine's Day
I couldn't stop smiling wen i looked at the bouquet he gave me. like i say, the things he do are always unexpected.
Den i think back, I never really celebrated v.dae. infact, this is the first gift i've got so far. Usually v.dae it's either i'm not attached or you know just not in the right terms.
So today, been truthfully special for me. again, it's not tat i celebrate v.dae, but yeah for the sake of you know "couple's day". wish dear was around me somehow.
i'm glad somehow i met dear. i'm glad that i ended up being with him even there's alot of ups and downs b4 we got together. it's worth every tears and pain i've gone thru.
my special heart only belongs to that special someone by the name of Muhammad Farhan.
{9:53 PM}

and without expecting...
I was just plainly surfing around and when my reception counter called me..
"there's something for you here"
and i was like.. "oh ok"
and to my surprise, another hand bouquet was for me.. i just smiled from one end to another.. but my heart was jumping for joy...
it's a 6 lilac rose with 6 blue rose and 8 rocher.. how wonderful..

thanks dear, even if it's not valentine's day today, i still love you anyhow. I know you're near to me. I love you dear. Thanks for the surprise yet again.
{11:24 AM}


Monday, February 13, 2006
Haf you ever wondered
And it's back to Monday. And sure it sucks! Weekends was rather short. Spending time with dearie was never enough. I miss him already and I don't know why.
I felt rather sick today. After lunch, all the food came out. And I felt something choking me today. What happened sia.
Niway, I really haf no plans for this week. Tomorrow's valentine's day and dear is not around. It's not as if me and dear celebrate it, but it'll be nice to be together tmr. But it didn't really matter to me cuz we just don't believe in showing extra love, care and concern with gifts on just Feb 14. It's just morally wrong. heh.
Anyway, yest got a belated bday present from my Aqil and Nayli (or rather my sis and bro in law). They bought for me Guess? wallet. The one i've been wanting. wehehehe.. =) best ahh!
haiz, i'm just plain tired and lazy today. I wanna go home. "Dia" will be on tv today. heh. and desperate housewives too. going zara later. i have plans for today, but tmr onwards?? hehe
{3:50 PM}


Saturday, February 11, 2006
Shopping Paradise
Shopping with bf was heaven. i lurbe shopping!
so got myself, Zara jeans and "yearn" top, Tangs shoes, Chomel blouse, G2000 pants and Sony Earphones. So left with my wallet, more nice tops, undergarments and probably i'm done! heh.
so yeah, more shopping soon. *i wonder when am i gonna pay my bills* dear, u look good just now.. "nak kena wedgie?" heh
love u dear. dinner at breeks was wonderful too. i love the "ocean".
{11:24 PM}


Friday, February 10, 2006
It's been 16 months
To my dearest bf,
We created history since 10.10.04. It's been wonderful 1 year 4 mths with you. Happy 10th dear!
You're my everything, my heart still skip a beat when i'm with you. Honey, I'm loving you.
16 months and still counting
{1:56 PM}


Thursday, February 09, 2006
I didn't ask for it...
I never thought it could happen to me. I never asked for it. Infact I didn't want it to even happen.
Yes, it scares the shit outta me. But I have to act as if nothing happen. I have to act that I don't even noe. If the existence will make it worst, den I just pray that all these will be over soon.
It's not easy to change oneself. It's not like a snap of a finger. I just hope I will try and I'm allowed to try.
Great. What a birthday present!
{9:38 AM}


Wednesday, February 08, 2006
and so my birthday went well..
Celebrating my birthday with the tripodZ are just pure laughter and fun and madness! heh
So went to meet Khai at Raffles City infront of Esprit. He told me Lind wasn't around, i was kinda a lil disappointed. But heck, she's just coming later. heh. Then when we were walking towards city link, suddenly.. "Happy Birthday Honey!" Lind was right behind me. Hehe. I just smiled and excited. She handed me this heart shape balloon. Nice.
So after that, we went to Cavana to have our lunch. I didn't eat much cuz I already stuffed myself earlier on. heh. But yeah, they sure do enjoy their lunch. After lunch, we went to sit around outside Marina, it was supeeer windy. Our hairs were everywhere. Then they presented me with a cake. Cute i must say. 3 hearts with 1 candle. :) I make a wish, and blow the candle. So after that, we just talked nonsense, bout old stuffs and about 4.10pm we made a move. they brought me to marina square movie and we watch matchpoint.
Matchpoint was 2/5. the 3 of us slept at least 1/4 of the show. the starting was super slow and boring. only some intimate scenes that keep us awake. haha. but the last part of the show was good. "in tennis, if the ball hit the top of the net and the winning will be pure luck. if the ball falls on the other side, we win, if not, we lose" purely matchpoint. heh. the ending was unexpected. but yeah, the song and the starting just spoil the movie.
so after movie, went to rooftop esplanade to watch the scenic view. it was calm and magically satisfying. Manage to get a glimpse of the sunset. We talked, laughed, just kept quiet. It was perfect.
around 8+ went to magic wok and had our dinner. so full and contented. and then, lind handed me her prezzy. a nice bangle. thanks lah dear! den the journey back home was as usual, nonsense. haha. did practically funny stuffs.
oh well. i had a great day. in fact. wonderful bdays. thanks to everyone who's involved, esp the family, tripodZ and of course Dear! we do it again next year! hahahaa. :)
Much love,
Yuni
{9:55 AM}


Tuesday, February 07, 2006
and den it came...
the flowers... delivered by dear....

dear, what more can i say. thank you isn't enough. i love you dear. thanks for every single thing. my heart just can't stop awwing about it. you never fail to make me feel special.
on my birthday, i just wish that i can be a good gf to you. infact i want to be close to perfect for you. dear, i can say thousands of thanks to you, but i noe, it can never be enough.
{10:35 AM}

Happy Birthday To Me!
So i'm officially 21!.. Happy Birthday To Me!!
A while ago, I just cut my official 21 cake in the office with my fellow colleagues. Bf, thanks for the surprise cake. I really didn't expect it at all. To have the cake delivered all the way to my office was just super duper *awwww* You just made me smile and almost to tears. Things you do for me.. are ALWAYS unexpected. Thanks dear for the bday cake! If only you were here.. i would given you a wett smoooocchhh on your face!!! *oops*
So, later going out with tripodZ. they celebrating my bday.. =) wish dear are gonna be there later.
Anyway, to all those who wishes me:- Nana, Bob, Dinah, Boy, Kamal, Lil Siz, Muhsin(all the way from Taiwan),Fad, Faezah, Lind, Fadzly, My Sis, My bro, Ivy, Yan2, Diana, Abg Didi, the ones who came to my chalet, my colleagues from McK and last but not least, my dear bf, who sang to me on the phone right at the stroke of midnight!
thanks alot for every single thing.
Here's the photo of my beautiful cake that dear surprise me with!
{10:04 AM}


Monday, February 06, 2006
Birthday Chalet
My advance birthday chalet was super tremendously fun! hehe. thanks everyone for coming by!
well, on friday, we all already check into the chalet. bro, sis-in-law, sis, bro-in-law, abg hairul and kak haliza as well as all my nephews and nieces were all there. we unpacked the stuffs, clean up the room a lil. then after bout an hour, dear arrived with his bicycle. heh. so yeah, and then later abg sudir arrived as well. so we all had fun laughing telling stupid lame jokes. we just carry on talking till bout 3am and dear went back home. and we all started to sheesha. it's cool lah how my siblings allowed me to smoke sheesha. haha.. so had a few rounds when all of us started to feel tired and sleepy.
so on saturday, it's like THE day. woke up bout 11+ and then went swimming around noon. it started to rain somehow and continued to rain on and off throughout the day. i was soo, fed up. hah. so yeah, had a morning visit from azy & lan. Then followed by Khai & Fak and followed by Dinah and dear arrived. So had fun talking to them and all. Then, we started to preparet all the stuffs. Afternoon was much of preparation. Then about 5+ people start to come in. The McKinsey pple, my frens, my sedaras, dear's family, Everyone! hehe.. so yeah, talked to them, layan2.. when it's almost 8. Start to have my cake cutting. hehe.. my cake was superrrrrrrr duperrr nice.. thanks alot sis! it's from tempations, and it's white, brown in colour and there's butterflies! nice nice.. hehe.. so after cutting the cake, took alot of photos. Spend time with my most missed BB fam. talked about old times. So yeah, yada yada... everyone start to go back at around 11+. Fadz and fren came bout 1am, talked to him. funny guy as ever.
I had a great saturday. TO everyone, thanks for coming and thanks for the gifts! I had a great time. I hope you all do too. :) sorry if i didn't manage to talk to you guys, was pretty busy rushing here and there.
So yeah, on Sunday went swimming in the morning, and i didn't use my sun block and i was slightly burnt! hahaha.. den did nothing on Sunday. Just having fun. And at night followed dear to jurong cuz he's booking in. He gave me my pressies, webcam + mmc card + memory card reader + earpiece. thanks dear! i love you!
To everyone else, thank you to each one of you. Every single one of you who turned up. I'm glad you all make it. And thanks for making my birthday party a successful one! heh.
will post the photos soon. :) tomorrow's my bday!!!
{10:55 AM}


Thursday, February 02, 2006
Being 21
I'm counting my days till i become 21. I'm kinda nervous. haha don't know why. Maybe when you're 21, people will see u as an adult. More responsibilities. I just wanna noe why the hype about being 21. hah.
The only thing I looked forward for birthdays are the celebration. But not the age. For the past 2 years, I've been crying wen 7th feb ends. Probably I'm just sentimental bout it. But yeah, being 20 has been the most magnifient year ever. started off by celebrating with my loved ones.
Maybe when the day comes when I'm 21, i'll let out how i feel. heh.
for now, let me enjoy my last bit of being 20. Cheerious!
{5:55 PM}


Wednesday, February 01, 2006
busy wednesday, and all i can think of is you~
super mid-week madness. too many things to do. I'm occupied. Gosh, and I have to concentrate on my basic theory as well.
anyway, i was looking thru pics of bf and me. and suddenly all the memories gushed back in my head. haha. how funny we got to know each other, just thru msn. (thanks din!!) den how the first time i saw him at the tp amphitheater (is it) while having this talentime. we just exchange glances, but i didn't really smile. times where he would send me to my mct revision class. i think he's my motivation last time. hah. times where i will dedicate songs for him on-air just to make him smile. yeah, and our first movie - shrek 2. our first song - vindicated.
we had our rough times, but yeah, let's just keep that at the back of my mind. But yah, we've been thru alot. =)
-i never really felt like this before, the feeling i got for him are just so real, i just smiled thinking of him. when i look at his photos, i just feel so lucky to know that i'm his girl-
-have u looked into someone's eyes and just feel that you've been lifted so high? i have. truly in love-
{4:14 PM}
