
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Missing Him
Mum suddenly talked bout Ayah just now infront me and my sis. We both just had tears in our eyes. Yeah, i miss him. With a big problem in my head now and with me missing Ayah, is just not a right combination.
I'm always praying for Ayah, and I hope these problems will eventually go away.
I love you Ayah even though it's been almost 5 years.
{10:38 PM}

pictures for your viewing pleasure

nice view. nice couple. nice smile. we the darlie promoter

marina bay. ai yai captain farhan! heh

along the expressway. my bf is the most handsome guy EVER!


we the new york pizza promoter too

wad's is he looking at.

love my bf. love that smile

best frenz since sec 2

happy birthday lady faezah!

the whole lot

the tripodZ complete my life
{9:30 PM}

my lonng weekends..
well, weekends were wonderful. so yeah, on Sunday initially wanted to go to Sentosa but yeah, wen me and bf reached Harbourfront, the q for cable car and bus was freaking long. we contemplated. so we walked around, and found New York pizza. Ordered ourselves with pizza and went to check out the q again. and yeah, it was still freaking long. so we dropped the idea to go to Sentosa.
Instead, we land ourselves at Marina Bay. Peaceful place, at least there wasn't much pple around. So yeah, ate our pizza, and some bread and then, we went to play arcade. Bf lost quite a number of times, especially in Tekken5. Told you i'm good at it!! hahah.. aniwayz, after dat, tot of buying kite, but yeah, i dun enjoyed playing with it. heh.. so we dropped the idea. so we walked further in, near the river (or so i call it that) hah. so we sat down, took pics, make video, eat, talk. It was bliss. And den it started to rain. So me and dear walked in the rain. so fun! and we sang alot of songs together. one after another. so we walked all the way to suntec. and sat at Mc Cafe. ordered Double chocolate for myself, and dear ordered Mango Smooties, and we had darn good brownies as well. haha. so den, waited for 518 at Suntec until we realize the bus is not in service. ass! so yeah, den we took mrt instead. at first tot of going back bf's place to play xbox. but nah. so we chill out around his area. talk, eat, make jokes. then skali my sis called, and we went to Changi. hah. tot got bapok, skali dun have! boring sia. hehe.. so after Changi, bf went back to my place. He eat, watched tv. And went back bout midnight. Wahhhh! complete day with bf... so best!!
so yeah, on monday, went to faezah's bday party. met up with the 2 ladies. it's been a long time, but i still miss em. we should go out soon k! so after that me went to dhoby ghaut to meet up with khai and lind and also taufik. Thanks Taufik for the KFC treat. heh. guess, you can blend well with TripoDz nonsense, esp Lind's hahahahahaa. so after that, we all went home, took pics, laugh, talk. nice time. =)
so yeah, had enjoyable days. =) i will post the pics soon. too lazy now. heh
{12:09 AM}


Sunday, January 29, 2006
maybe i was wrong
maybe i was wrong, sometime i wonder, the remarks i make in my blog will intimidate people. but yeah, as said, my blog my say right?
never knew certain things i mention in my blog could led into a draggy conversation. no it's not about blog argument of whatsoever. but think, lifting exactly a sentence from a conversation and put it up in your blog, means nothing? i wonder. i mean, obviously how would the person felt wen part of her conversation was in the someone's blog and when being asked, a different remark was made. i simply don't understand.
and again, this is not blog arguments, but yeah, maybe i was wrong to put something up. in the first place, i might be wrong putting up this entry, but yeah, i just want to make things straight. offended? probably i am. Cause indirectly you are using my own words to say something. and i'm sure i'm not having issues with myself.
to you, i'm disappointed, the fact that i don't reply to your sms cause i dun wanna lead this into something big. And i can't believe u put up that extra paragraph in your blog. Yes, i'm offended and disappointed by your blog entry. but hey, it's your blog right. But the least i could do is ADMIT that i am offended.
{12:50 AM}


Saturday, January 28, 2006
oh well, had a great night and day so far. Seem soo fine. =) heh. well, first up, yesterday night went to Thumper with my dear sis and my other 2 colleagues - kak Lynn and Michelle. The place is good, only entry limit is 21, and since my sis know the bartender, i got in. heh! And yeah, I only club once in a blue moon. haha. i swear! heh
so yeah, went in the club was kinda full but heck manage to find a spot near the bar. Song wise, when we first entered it was live band, ok but not my type. Then they started playing rnb and hip hop. so suddenly it's like "move that ass girl!" hahaa.. so yeah, it was nice. and no, no numbers were exchange. oh well, went back home bout 4am. tired and damn sleepy.
woke up bout 10.30am, cuz i tot the bf wanna go sentosa. and so he's still asleep. i went to sleep again and woke up bout noon! hehe.. so today, went great world to watch movie, and i swear for the first time or rather once a year phenomena, there's sooooooo little chinese on the road and all the shops are closed. oh well, walked from city hall to arab street area. it was nice long walk, even though we dont talk that much, but i feel calm cuz of the breeze and just holding on to your hand. =)
oh well, hope tmr is better. hope our plan works.
{11:02 PM}


Thursday, January 26, 2006
Hibernating
Watch out! Singapore gonna hibernate soon. haha. I mean with CNY around the corner, most of the shops will be close. And yeah, wad are we gonna do. Movies, Sentosa.. what else sey.. haha..
But aniwayz, think gonna have a chill out weekends.
So yeah, not much work to be done today, due to most probably the hibernating period. I guess everyone's already in their holiday mood. So am i.
"Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmm Seeeeennnnnnnnggggggggg!!!!" hahaha.
Think I'm gonna be tired today, basic theory lessons, followed by rushing to Tampines to get my spec. Prolly gonna sleep over at my bro's place tonite. Am so freaking bored. What to do eh. If only I can play games. hah!
Oh well, 2 more hours, before I can go back. (what!! 2 more hours!!!) hehe.. i wish I could sleep now. I wish, he's with me now. I wish I was laughing with the tripodZ now.
oh well, dear msg me and asked me wad's the name of King Arthur's magician. I dun even watch that movie.. haha. wth, i asked my colleague. heh.
{3:56 PM}


Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Do I Really Miss Them
I read BB's very old blog (and i mean it very old). The trip to Sentosa, was just magnificient lah, like everyone simply love each other so much. Like we all noe each other so much, even the guys understand the girls, and the girls understand the guys.. i think that's how friendship works. it's really a 2 way communication.
It's simple.. BB fam is ORIGINALLY made up of 6 beautifool ladies and 4 guys.. they are, Lind, Nana, Shidah, Sha, Aisah and myself and Khai, Alyym, Shuhaimi, Kamal. But we grew, den came Lan, Fir, Nasrul,Farhan (cuz he's my bf u see.. lol), Fak, Azy, Dinah. We were a bunch of happy go lucky people.
Now, it's different, everyone has it's own lifestyle. sheesh. but i will always miss dem no matter wad. It's funny how we even do stupid things together.. like skipping lectures, sleeping in clubroom. I don't think anyone can ever replace us sey. We were special. We had our ups and downs.. but yeah, we're cool...

This is what FRIENDSHIP is all about... All about understanding each other
Khai & Lind - You will always be special to me, we had more of our stupid stuffs eh.. (do u noe i even put your photos in the office?? hehehe)
Nana, Shidah, Sha, Aisah, Dinah and Azy - ladies, you all are the most beautiful people i've met. i love u all.
Kamal, Alyym, Shuhaimi, Nas, Fak, Lan, Fir - sometime i wonder how u guys can tolerate we girls.. you all are the best!!!
{5:32 PM}


Monday, January 23, 2006
Probably it's the best..
to clarify stuffs is one of the best things isn't it? at least it makes your life filled with less grudges.
i think you know what i'm talking about, we should continue soon ey?
nice talking to u!
{3:46 PM}


Sunday, January 22, 2006
Weekends
wahh! weekends over, so fast. :( wish it was 5days weekend and 2 days weekdays. lol.
anyway, on saturday, went out with my dear. watched memoirs of a geisha at PS. I think we were lucky to get seats, cuz the tickets was selling fast until at night. so got a good seat though, think someone cancel their booking and stuffs. heh. anyway, the show was spectacular. 5 out of 5 stars!! i dun mind watching it again. i just lovee the storyline, the actress and actors, the place. everything lah. =) so after watching the 2hr 35min movies, we went to look for hp. but he didn't like any and we went to eat at pizza hut instead. we tried the new fortune pizza or something like that, and it was not nice at all! i dun like it at least. hah. so after that, went back took a NEL to kovan and took 84. =)
well as for today, went to tamp for awhile, to find his hp and finally he got his hands on N-GAGE! bought for him as a belated bday prezzie. hope he loves it.. hehe.. so yeah, den i did my spec. my degree was damn high.. 350 for my right eye.. and 0.50 for my left eye.. see the BIG difference. hah.
anyways, send him all the way to jurong just now, kinda tired and sleepy now. gonna sleep soon. working tmr. sheesh~
{10:54 PM}


Friday, January 20, 2006
Troubled Mind
Been having a troubled mind yesterday.. no.. actually for the past few days.. something is troubling me yet again, but I'm not too sure what.
Sometime I don't know what I'm thinking or rather saying. And yes, my words are my weapons. I mean, it's at a snap of fingers I can just let out all my sarcasm that's been filling my mouth. Haiz. Maybe it's another phase of life. Like, I'm gonna turn 21 soon. Somehow it freaked out the shit out of me. :(
Being 21, will life change drastically? sheesh. i dunnoe. But i'm looking forward to the chalet.. =) wow weeee~
anyways, think it'll be a few more days i'm gonna feel like this.
yesterday i chatted with nana. we miss the bb pple like alot. talked about old time. i miss aisah's blurness, miss shidah's kementelan, miss nana loudness, miss sha's long-windedness, miss azy's sarcasm, miss dinah's nonsense.. and lastly but i truly really really miss is... I miss lind's t*t*k. heheheheheheh. i dunnoe lah, i miss the guys too. entahlah i miss everyone.
and this week, i seriously miss my bf. i dunnoe why. why ah??
30th gonna meet the bb fam hopefully. and the 4th. hope they come.
{9:18 AM}


Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Living the Life Full Of Lies??
I don't understand sometime why people in general wanna tell lies. I mean, i'm not saying that I'm perfect and I don't tell lies, I do. That's why I said, people in general.
Anyway, my point is, why should we tell a lie and then live our life with full of guilt because of that particular lie. I'm not pointing fingers at anyone here. But then, we always said, the truth hurts, but has anyone think that the lie will hurt more in the end??
Why choose a route when you know that in the end, somehow, one way or another the truth will be out. I don't understand why all people care to tell are the lies. And sometime, some people are just soo used to telling lies, it already become a habit for them. I mean, what is life if it's full of lies kan?
Just think about it. I am too. Just something in the morning. Food for thought. =)
{9:48 AM}


Tuesday, January 17, 2006
To My Dearest...
To my dearest boyfriend.. MUHAMMAD FARHAN...
Happy 21st Birthday dear.. The day is finally here.. You've reach THE age dear.. I just wish that..
"May Allah Bless You Always..
May Your Life Be Filled With Happiness and Love..
May you always find what your heart desire..
And also, may all your dreams, hopes, prayers and wishes come true.."
I love you dear! Welcome to adulthood.
Happy 21st Birthday!!!!
{9:53 AM}


Monday, January 16, 2006
la.. la.. la..
Weekends over, somehow i feel that this weekend is kinda long.. hehe.. dunnoe why.. but anyway, i had my best times. hehe.
yesternite, went dinner with his family. his treat. he he he. ate at magic wok. their food is kinda nice lah, compared to Sakura. I had a few bad food encounter with Sakura. hehe. anyways before meeting them at white sands, i somehow bumped into Aslan. i was soooooooooooooo excited den i just ran to him and give him a hug.. hahaha. i miss him lah, seriously miss him. hehe. den talked to him for a while before i met them. *we got alot to catch up kayz*
so, weekends gone.. tmr is his bday.. hehe.. 21 k old man! :)
{3:51 PM}


Saturday, January 14, 2006
I had a great time.. i hope you too..
it was such a wonderful day.. no rain.. just simply cloudy.. =)
so off we went to celebrate his advance birthday.. met him around his area... gave him all the prezzies.. one from my sis.. 3 stuffs from me.. and yeah. slowly we walked to interchange.. den, we took the train to city hall.. he opened my card.. and looks like he loved it...
aniways, we alighted at city hall.. he couldn't stop but keep on asking where we going.. heh.. told u not to ask rite! yeah so i brought him to Stamford House to watch a in-house movie.. so we watch Deuce Bigalow.. not really a funny movie.. but yeah.. it's the time spent with him i adore most... and den.. since we had more time there.. watched a lil part of 8 Mile.. =)
so aft that... tot of going to suntec summit tour.. but... haiz.. it's ok kan dear.. :) den, we tried to find his hp.. but looks like the hp he wanted "so badly" is not available.. heh.. choose other hp lah! next week we go and buy k.. den i drag him to Swensen's.. ordered my usual fish and chips, and he tried the fortune chicken... and also some rodeo wings for our side dish... took alot of pics.. heh.. more like his pics.. den aft the meal.. we just talked about everything.. laugh.. reminisce.. and when suddenly..................... a couple of the Swensen's waitress came up to us and sang him a bday song... hehhe... and also.. brought him a cake.... well.. actually i planned with the Swensen's people bout this.. THANKS!!! gosh! dear was blushing... hehee.. i noe u love it..
so.. after cutting his cookies and cream ice cream cake we had our share.. and the rest, he brought back home.. he opened up his prezzie... my sis gave him an old navy t-shirt.. and he opened my famous amos cookie cake
so den, took cab home, cuz the cake's gonna melt... put the cake at his house.. den we after that went to spend more time with him.. just us.. :)
oh well, i hope you had a great day dear... i had so much fun.. we still have outstanding things to do k.. love you dear.. happy advance bday!

peace out! the first present he opened..

this is wad was written...

him with his food..

us.. :)

when's the surprise coming??

oh.. there it is.. big smiles..

the surprise..

make your wish dear..

the birthday ice cream.. and birthday cake

his second prezzie

third prezzie

us.. the lovebirds.. heh.
{11:52 PM}

i miss...
suddenly.. i miss sheeshaing. i miss sheeshaing with my evil cuzzin in Brunei. hmm, it's been a long time.
sheesha session anione?
{1:39 AM}


Friday, January 13, 2006
Friday the 13th.
hey people.. it's friday the 13th! hah. beware k. =)
ok, i'm bored and i'm tired. been pretty busy at work lately. sheesh.
it's mr.sun today!! i loveeee it. can i have it for tmr again puhhlleeezzz..
{4:29 PM}


Thursday, January 12, 2006
Rainy Days
It's been raining lately. sheesh. Please stop raining. I miss Mr.Sunshine.
Just stop raining for me. I have so many plans in store for me. I just want to enjoy the sun for now. Please. =(
{10:05 AM}


Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Happy 10th for the 15th times..
Dear, happy 10th to us... Been a wonderful one year and three months with you. Love you every single day, hoping there will be more months for us.. infact years...
Happy 10th.. Happy 15th... heart you.
And to all muslim readers,
Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha... =)
{11:18 PM}


Thursday, January 05, 2006
To the Dearest
To the dearest chupz....
Nasrul, happy 18th birthday to you... may your life be as colourful as your specs k... =) and please keep that smile going k dearie..
hmm, hope u like the small gift.. actually it's really nothing lah.. but i do hope u like it k.. heheh
i miss u lah chupz... study smart for your exams k...
to my dearest ladyyyy, EMA..
Happy 18th Birthday to you too!!! although we haven't really sit down and talk and gossip and all.. but hey.. we have that connections riteee.. ehehe.. i lurbe u lah gf...
And.... stay hyper as always k... jump, shout, laugh, smile all you want.. cuz life is too short to be unhappy.. =) aite dear??
So you both, may your life be bless always.. remember.. STUDY HARD.. be good students.. hehehe..
heart you both.. mwahhh~
take care always...
CHEERIOUS to the young man and lady!!
{11:32 AM}


Wednesday, January 04, 2006
deep thoughts
when i'm bout to sleep yesterday, suddenly all the memories flashed back in my mind. all the stuffs that happened in school. my personal life. my friends.
as i looked back, i think on how many people that i've lost along the way. old friends. people that left this world. it just saddened me. i once read somewhere, it's ok to lose some friends, as long as the ones that you have now, you held them dearly. maybe it's true. i don't know.
few weeks time, i'm gonna be 21. like sheesh. it's kinda scary, knowing that every year, I grow one year older, and everyday it makes me a wiser person. wonder what life has in stored for me.
work been pretty good lately. got another year contract here. my pay also increase. alhamdulillah. all i want is to give my mum an easy life. i'm now also taking my driving license, insya Allah i can pass this year. don't know if i can buy a car for myself. that'll be the greatest present for myself.
yeah, talking bout yesterday night. i somehow miss my friends, especially the tripodZ. "korang ingat pasal kat AH tu tak??" hahaha.. funny lah. we had our ups and downs too. but yeah, i'm just missing them like. thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss much. maybe more.
den remember the times we spent in clubroom.. =) funny shit lah.
i dunnoe lah. i really love my friends. lind and khai especially. they are like THE pillar of strength. hehehe.. they noe almost everything bout me.
anyways, i'm just hoping for a smooth sailing 2006. can i just like smile all year round?? hahaha..
oh yea, for a new year start, i'm getting a new spec.. i got ASTIG!!! wtf.. these pair of beeeeaaaaauuuuuuuttttiiiifffffffuuuuulllllll eyes used to be perfect. hahahah. haiz, susah2.
oh well, i guess enough of my blabbering. hehehe.. i'm out.
"what are we?" remember this??? =)
{11:03 AM}


Monday, January 02, 2006
Goodbye 2005
2005 been a wonderful year for me. Not all year round, but yeah, to sum it all up.. it's been fun.
365 days of ups and downs, laughters and cries, worries and confusion and lots more. But sure I did learn alot of good things from all this.
Lots of happiness happened in 2005, to sum it up, like 5th Feb when my frenz and bf planned for my bday surprise. It was amazing. Thanks khai, lind, farhan and the rest for everything! Den, mid year of 2005 was when I celebrated my proudest moment, when I went up stage to get my DIPLOMA. yes, it was really good to stand on stage and seeing my siblings smiling at me. =) ahhh. what a feeling. Den to celebrate my 10th. First year eva. Bliss. And many other lah. It's simply countless.
But what I know, I sure had lotsa fun in 2005. It's been great. Time flies didn't it??
Not gonna elaborate on the bad things that happened. Let it just remain as a memory at the back of my mind yah?
Well, just hoping 2006 will bring more happiness, not only to me. But to everyone around me. Yeah, includes YOU as well. The one reading this.
To my BB fam, if somewhat you're reading this. Let's have a reunion soon k. I miss you all... Lind, Dinah, Azy, Sha, Nana, Aisah, Shida, Khai, Alyym, Shuhaimi, Suhaimi, Kamal, Nasrul, Lan, Fir, Is.. we all should meet up. If i missed out yr name, I'm sorry, it's not that I forgot, but it just slipped my mind. Yeah, i miss you all. =)
Take care everyone, Yuni just like to wish all of you a bless 2006 ahead. May it be filled with happiness that you all long for.... mwahhh~
p/s left one month and 6 more days to my birthday. Dun forget k! hahahaha.. =)
{1:50 AM}
