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Wednesday, May 31, 2006


Accidentally in Love

Remember the song: Accidentally in love, OST from Shrek 2? hehehe. Everytime, for some reason, I will smile just listening to the song. *and it's on radio now* Shrek2, first ever movie with him. =) *blush* And I use to sing the song, in my own way: "accidentally smiling" BB people should understand why. And they will just laughed with me.

Oh well, I feel like taking half day today. But don't know where to go. In my previous post, I said bout planning something in June right. Well, the decision is now up to my dearest bro. If not, guess I have to plan something else that is wonderful. Hmmm~

And yesterday, my bro and SIL told us something bout my niece, Batrisyia who is turning 6 tomorrow! Here wat happened:

Batrisyia: *crying loudly in the middle of the night*
SIL & Bro: asal nie cha (what happened cha?)
Batrisyia: *still crying but now eyes wide open*
SIL & Bro: *saying almost frustrated* asal lah, nangis2 nie. Bilang lah. (why you still crying, tell us)
Batrisyia: Cha nak krabby patties...! *still crying* (i want krabby patties)

hahahaha. sometime, my niece did stuff beyond words ah. She's too "attached" with spongebob cartoons I guess. hahahaha. She's sooo adorable lah.

Guess, that's bout it on the morning of midweek. =)

{10:01 AM}

Tuesday, May 30, 2006


The Weeks Passing By

As I looked at my calendar, I realize that time flies very fast. It's almost half a year. And the next half a year, time will flies even faster than now. Trust me. Have you got the feeling of being too scared to face the future? Well, I do. I hate to even think what's future has in store for me. Sheesh..

I'm very sleepy right now. The whole office is like ghostown, all becuz most of the people are in Hong Kong for some conference. Wish I was there too. =) I'm in need of a holiday. Badly. Planning something in June, but it's still in mid-air.

*my colleague just farted - i couldn't stop laughing*

Oooh.. going shopping for shoes later with dearest sister. Best, checking out at Guess, if there's anything nice. =)

{5:47 PM}

Monday, May 29, 2006


Lunch Time Shopping

Lunch time shopping was indeed a good way to chase my Monday Blues away. Hehe. For now, this is what I've bought during GSS:

1) a green top from Veeko (UP: $30+, SP: $19)
2) 3 undies from La Senza (UP: $12 each, SP: $6 each)
3) Adidas Gym Bag (UP: $19; not on sale)
4) Theme Brown Skirt (UP: $63; SP: $17.01)
*UP= Usual Price; SP= Sale Price

Wonderful isn't it?? I told myself, for everything that I want to spend on, prefer to go for $30 and below. That's what I call SALE period. And I've put aside $300 bucks in all. =) I love shopping! Sorry dear, I have to go ahead fisrt. We'll do it on one of the weekends ok.

Shopping Shopping! More to come, blouses, SHOES, skirts, pants, jeans, more and more!

{4:01 PM}



This sickness will never cure

Back to Monday, and the i'm still feeling the blues, literally stuck to me. tsk tsk tsk. Unhealthy yes. I've not been concentrating on my work. In fact, all the papers that I printed out earlier are still lying around my work cell. How "efficient". The fact that my boss not in, just explain my laziness today.

I'm looking forward for next week, stepping into TP once again for dear's graduation. How I miss that place. Alot. Another proud moments in his life. Den his POC, on June 22. How excited. He's gonna be in his No. 1 uniform!!!! arrgh~ guys in uniform, never fail to melt me.

Reminding myself about Mondead. Sheesh, it just sucks. Going Adidas shop later. Gotta get my hands on the gym bag. =)

And yes, 3 birthdays for June: 1 June - My lil niece (Batrisyia Liyana); 10 June - the lil rascal nephew (Aqil Danish); 23 June - the brother (Azmi Kifrawi).. and there are more in June. tsk tsk.

*my addiction to arcade games are overwhelming. I've "donated" a quite sum of money to that machine*

{10:27 AM}

Sunday, May 28, 2006


Saturday.. Gone..

There goes another of my Saturday. Weekends pass by faster than weekdays. Weekends are like river without any obstacle, without any rocks or wadsoever, and the water just flow so fast and smooth. But weekdays, are like river with BIG BIG rocks and little little pebbles scattered everywhere.. making the water to face alot of obstacle. Guess I'm feeling the Monday Blues now. hahah.

Oh, went to driving earlier on Saturday. Done 3 of my test route. It's almost 6 months since I last registered for this whole driving thingy. Yes, i'm slow. Gotta save up every freaking month for this thing! I just want to get over and done with. Was up early, watched X Men III after that with none other than "yours truly". The show was great!!! I can't believe (fill in the blanks) died! hahaha. It was worth my money to watch it. I wanna go again! Den went home after that to catch up with my nap. In the evening, went to the PAYM dinner. Had to wear formal, but mine was rather simple lah. Oh well, it was oklah. I'm not complaining cuz I think I've complained enough. *right dear?* hehhee.

So tomorrow's or rather today.. is Sunday. Haiz. It's soo dreadful. I hate Sundays (cuz dear booking in), and I hate Monday even more. eurghh~ I need shopping and a holiday!

{12:50 AM}

Friday, May 26, 2006


TGIF!

Finally it's friday. It feels so long and slow this week. And i'm so happy it's friday. =)

I get to meet dear, tomorrow is weekends, i'm getting my pay.. GSS starting today! SHOPPING! I already have my list. Dear, you shld get your list too ok, den we can go shopping together. Hmm, let's date on June 17?? can can??

Tomorrow there's this YEC dinner at Suntec. Ohh, i don't know what to wear. What am I suppose to wear? Formal. Yuck! Guess i'll wear something simple. Which I don't know what. hahah.

it's almost 12. we're having Mexican food today. yummmmmm

{11:38 AM}

Thursday, May 25, 2006


Soap Drama - Dia

Whoever of my malay friends who followed the story DIA.. here are some stuffs I wanna share with you. I'm totally.. TOTALLY disappointed with Suria.... all because, they cut a few of IMPORTANT scenes.. and they are...

(this was taken from an email I got, and it's in the Berita Harian as well)

PEMINAT KECEWA DENGAN SUNTINGAN DRAMA 'DIA'

SAYA seorang peminat drama Dia yang berasal dari Indonesia dan telah
bernikah dengan penduduk tetap Singapura.

Saya telah menyaksikan drama tersebut di stesen Suria dan kecewa dengan
suntingan yang dibuat pihak mereka.
Ini kerana ada beberapa babak yang tidak ditayangkan walaupun penting dan
menarik. Ini termasuk:
1. insiden Gita dilanggar kereta dan memerlukan pemindahan darah.
Babak itu penting kerana di sinilah terbongkarnya rahsia bahawa Gita bukan
anak kandung Ivan tetapi Andi;


2. tidak ditayangkan semasa Ivan melafazkan cerai kepada Fifi;

3. sewaktu polis menangkap Andi dan perkahwinan antara Susi dengan
Benny;

4. Fifi mengalami gangguan jiwa kerana kehilangan kedua-dua anaknya,
harta dan juga diceraikan Ivan.

Babak-babak menarik ini tidak saya saksikan di Suria tetapi saya
saksikannya di Indonesia (Indosiar).
Selain daripada diri saya, saya pasti ramai lagi peminat Dia yang kecewa
dengan suntingan sedemikian.
Saya berharap pihak Suria tidak menyunting drama Indonesia pada masa akan
datang secara sembarangan sehingga mengganggu kelancaran dan akhir kisah
drama tersebut.

Yanti.

All the god-noes-how-many-episodes has gone down to waste, cuz it's simply "incomplete". This is TOTALLY unfair.. they shouldn't have done that.. sucha bugger~

{5:29 PM}



Let's Kick Off

I'm excited bout the world cup.. (yes i watch soccer). I'm putting my hopes on Italy (oh hello Totti and Del Piero!) and Germany and England. I'm excited bout Trinidad as well, since this is their first time in world cup. Underdogs you noe. =)

But what disappoint me is that, there's no Turkey this year. Meaning NO Ilhan Mansiz. Sheesh~

Oh well, looking forward to the games... :) Let's kick-off June 09!

{11:15 AM}

Wednesday, May 24, 2006


So Kecoh

Haiz. So kecoh at work. All because my boss is stuck in traffic jams in Jakarta and most likely couldn't catch the flight. But he will try, even after the gate closed. And now, all the other SQ flights are waitlisted. So he have to go for Lufthansa flight. But the driver in Singapore keep on calling me asking "so how? which flight will he take?" how would I know sey until he reached Jakarta airport. haiz.

Guess I am really doing work today. Except for now lah. hehehe. Anyway, only few more minutes to 6.. means i'm going back soon!! yay~

Oh, did I mention I went to the gym again yesterday. Did some body pumps class. Penat sak. And now whole body is hurting. I wanna join the kickboxing class.. so i can kick some ass! hahaha. or the exotic dance.. den i can, shake that ass. =)

{5:42 PM}

Tuesday, May 23, 2006


Won't Let You Fall

A beautiful song - specially dedicate for my dear. The words to this song, express all the feelings in me for you. Each and every line of it, reminds me of you.. and only you Muhammad Farhan

I’ll never let you go
So never let me go
I will be your journey and you will be my boat
Down the stormy path
Love will never come to pass
You will be our anchor
Although the winds may blow

(Next 2 phase: Chorus)
And through the depths of high and low
Wherever you will go, I’ll follow to the end
Back again you know

Won’t let you fall, fall out of love
Coz together we’ll be holding on
Coz all we have is us
Won’t let you go, go away again
Because life don’t mean nothing at all
If I don’t have your love

I will dry your tears
Take away your fears
Let me be your shelter
Your heart is safe in here
So beautiful and pure
Nothin I would not endure
Oohh… love has got me blinded
I can see it all so clear

(Chorus)

I’m damned for you for whatever anything you’re going through
What’s mine is yours every little thing I got you here and when
Where’s a change comes smashing down and crashing on you

(Chorus)

Don’t have your love
I
f I don’t have your love
No… oohh
Ever let you go, never let you go
Let you fall, let you fall
Fall out of love


Stacy Ferguson (Fergie) - Won't let you fall

{11:38 AM}

Monday, May 22, 2006


He cracks me up

During my driving just now, the uncle (instructor) cracks me up big time. He wasn't really talking at first, but when he talks, I just laughed to myself.

Firstly was: (it was after the rain about 7.30pm)
him: got rainbow.
me: huh?
him: how rainbow created ah? u think got rainbow or not later
me: *wondering* rainbow ah, i think it's becuz the sun refracts on the water (asal boleh je lah) dun think there's rainbow ah, cuz at night already, no sun
him: we should create story about rainbow. how it's created, so we will all know.
me: *speechless - but just laugh*

On a second incident: (there's this van under the company of Shower Dynamic)
him: no wonder raining today
me: why?
him: cuz got Shower Dynamic *points at the van*
me: Shower Dynamic?
him: yalah, see the van, Shower Dynamic. Shower mah..
me: *speechless AGAIN* laughs

Third incident: (when he saw a cat crossing the road - he horn the car)
him: laughing, haha, he ran away
me: yalah, scared ah i think
him: have you seen a cat cross the road or not. very funny
me: no ley, why
him: he will just wait on the side of the road, den 1..2..3 den he will just cross
me: haha really ah
him: yalah you never see meh? very funny how cats cross the road (repeats the underlined sentence)
me: hahaha. so we must warn them ah.
him: ya lah.
me & him: both laugh

On a fourth incident:
him: i tell you ah, dun marry to young. You know why?
me: so can enjoy lah
him: no.. not enjoy
me: then?
him: if you marry now ah, later your husband will marry another one. If you marry at the age of 25-26 ah, your husband got no energy to marry another one
me: haha. true lah, 25-26 is the ideal age.

Ok, i noe you might think it's not funny. But it is, with his tone of voice and with his botak head. Cute lah he. Uncle2, next time teach me again ok!

Oh well, at least he cracks me up. He's just so lamely funny. =) Thanks uncle.

{11:28 PM}



haiz

Bugger!

it's the Monday Blues now. *sigh*

and to top it all, i missed my driving lesson again yesterday. Arggh~ twice sak! And I've already splurge $1356 for this whole lesson thingy. And it's out from my own pocket ok! Damn it! I don't understand why it have to be so expensive. I have to diarize all my lesson starting from now. I feel like crying sak. And I feel like giving up on this lesson stuffs.

{10:03 AM}

Sunday, May 21, 2006


Finally You Ride Me Around.. :)

Weekends was superbly great. As usual went out with my Muhammad Farhan on Saturday. Here's my part n parcel of weekends...

Saturday:
Was waiting anxiosly for him to call cuz it's after Zohor. So waited patiently for him, den wen he called he asked me to look at my kitchen window. And there he was, with his Peugeot. He rent a car!!!!!!!! I was jumping for joy. haha. And he asked me to come down. And the problem is, i'm not ready yet! hahah. So quickly put on my clothes, and make up.. and i went down hurriedly. Sadieq was with him too. So after that we went to his house aft that. Had our late lunch. "Makcik nya mee siam sedap ah!" hehee. Den aft that, dear drove us to The Cathay. I was nervous for him, but when i looked at him, I was very proud. He finally can drive!
So at Cathay, we bought 6 tickets for Da Vinci code at 9.45pm. We decided to watch even though it was the FIRST row. lol. So, aft that dear drove back to Pasir Ris, cuz his mum, Kak Yan and Abg Yat needs a lift to Yishun. So we went. His driving improved, even though i noe he was damn nervous. And after Yishun, went back to town. And me, dearie, Mush, Sadieq, Ab and another guy who I forgot the name watche Da Vinci code.
We were at the front seat, and I almost lied down on the seat itself. hahha. Me and dear was freezing but our body warmth helps alot! heheh.
So, I reached back home at 1.10am. First time ever! My mom was rather bingit, but it's all worth it!! But dear went ahead and watched bapok aft sending me wit Sadieq and Mush! Not fair! I wanna watched bapok cuz I like them! hahahah

And today~ dear drove me around too...! We went to Changi Village, the back road of Airport, Punggol, Hougang and back to Pasir Ris. Thanks dear for the wonderful time. It was sucha joy ride!!!! We sure went to alot of places!

Well dear, thanks for the fun fun fun weekends. Wonder what we gonna do next week.. hmmm.. I still wanna go tenting, zoo and many2 more!

And dear, did I tell you, that you looked extremely yummylicious when you drive the car! Well, you always to me anyway. *winkz* Finally you ride me!!!!!!! weeeeeeee~

{10:08 PM}

Saturday, May 20, 2006


Beautiful Friday

TGIF! Long and tiring week. And i'm glad it's finally friday! weeeweeet!

And the most beautiful thing is that, dear fetched me from work. It's been like eons since he last fetched me due to his trainings. Bugger~ But i'm glad he make a point to fetch me. Thanks dearie.
Went to Suntec after that, played at arcade, and then we watched Poseidon! very very nice movie. So much better than titanic. Duh! I recommend you to watch it ok?

Oh well, thanks dear for letting me spend my Friday with you. Tomorrow another long day for us ok? Mwahh baby~

Sheesh, more or less, that's it. Hello weekends!

{12:36 AM}

Thursday, May 18, 2006


Finally

After many editing, I finally change my blog skin? Nice or not? hehe. Still more things to add though.

Sometime, I wish I have the patience and a lil bit more knowledge to make my own skin. But yeah, the underlined words, are the KEY words.

So yeah, kinda just came back from company's dinner at Poppi in Fort Canning. Very peaceful place I must say. Great for weddings. *hint hint* Hahaha. So mingle around, joked with my colleagues from R&I. They are bunch of funny people when they are not STRESS. =) Few of myother colleagues went to Thumper. Asked me along cuz it's ladie's night, but tomorrow's working.. hello.....! So me and sis stayed and had a small performance by few of my colleagues. And one of the ladies in the band knows how to play the drums!!! So cool!! I soo wanna learn how to play drums, can somebody coach me? I know Lan Kental, Muhsin, Saufi plays the drum. I seriously wanna learn it. :) Let's go jamming one day ok? heheh. like real. *bf can i learn the drums please???*

Talking bout bf, haven't heard him since in the afternoon. But you know what? Tomorrow he's booking out! I'm a happy bird.. lalala.. And dear been asking me to find people who rent cars. How will I know sey. Owel, I love it. It's finally friday tomorrow.

*can you believe it, my boss pinched me just now (in a joking manner). I think he's drunk. lol*

{11:19 PM}



Oh My

Yesterday I wanted to change my skin, but there's something wrong with the connection. It keeps "not responding" on me. So annoying. But I shall try again tonight.

Oh yes, dyed my hair yesterday, as usual DIY. Now i'm a brown head. Wanted to try red, but me and red don't get along well. And yes, I love my new colour. But it's not really that nicely done compared to if I do it in the salon. DUH~! I'll only go to salon to dye my hair during Hari Raya. But I got another plan this year! Can't wait to do things to my hair. I wonder if dear will actually see the difference. I bet, no. Hahaha. Guys!

Tomorrow's FRIDAY! Khai asked me out to watch X-Men (your treat, me no sal!) hehehe. I wanna watch Poseidon, Da Vinci Code, Over the Hedge, The Wild and many many more! But like I said in my earlier post, I'm broke. hehehe

Guess what, I'm super clumsy today. Enough said. Don't ask.

{2:30 PM}

Wednesday, May 17, 2006


random thinking.

I really have nothing to do. so, i tell myself, why not share my makeover photos. BUT! I have to do something to my html script so that this page won't allow right click. So people can't take my photos. Hehe.

But after much thought. I'll spend my night today to change my skin. And add my makeover photos. And do some other stuffs.

Oh, bf msged me just now @ 5.20pm. I was overjoyed. It feels like he's in Dubai or somewhere far where contacting him is sooooooooooooooooooooooo difficult. Heh.

Gosh, I'm broke. Literally. -Never spend more than what you earn-

oklah, i shall put one pic only for now.


not my favourite photo though~ heheh.

{5:48 PM}




Sheesh, I feel bored. Looking at my phone, and there's no calls yet from dear. I'm not expecting any, but I miss his voice. Usually about 1pm, he'll call me. Asking what am I doing, usually I'll be having my lunch. Then sometime, he'll call me in the late afternoon. And of course at night, our usual routine.

But today, don't think he'll call me. All because he's in Ubin. Bugger~

Anyway, my work's all done. All the interviews scheduling that's been "killing" me for the past few days, finally sorted out. So many candidate, I sometime got mixed up. Hahaha. But Alhamdulillah, all arranged. =)

After Allahyarham Faizal's depart, I realize life is too short for us to waste. Life can end just like that, without giving you prior warnings. Without giving you the slightest hint. Sometime, we tend to take things for granted. I'm just scared that if my life was taken just like that, who's gonna fulfill my many wishes? who will grant my desire? so many "unfinished business". Subhanallah.
Now, I understand, to tell people how much they mean to you, means alot. It doesn't matter if we have to tell them everyday, what is important, is to let them know.
So family, friends, if you happen to read this.. bear in mind that I care about you. And you are always missed by me. Sometime, I don't express it that much, but I do. Every of my friends, whether they are close knits, hi-bye, or just smiling.. all of you will and has already in one way or another make an impact in my life.
Allahyarham's depart, taught me a lesson. never take things for granted. Never get angry when you weren't suppose to. Forgive and forget. Life is too important to waste it and worry about silly things. And life is too short to hold grudges. Life is precious and we shouldn't learn to take revenge, hate while we are still living. Cuz when we die, these feelings die with us too.
And I learn that, I should be following my religious rules more often now. I should not take my religious lightly. Insya Allah, I will try to kuatkan imanku.

On a lighter note: It's midweek madness. 2 more days to weekends. I love weekends. I love weekends more a little less than my bf! hahahah. How am I suppose to keep myself busy at night? I've been downloading games, been playing diner dash, but it's only free trial for 60mins. argh bugger. Any ideas anyone?

Hmm, for now. Back to work. like real.

{3:00 PM}

Tuesday, May 16, 2006


Haiz

I miss dear. Somehow, so suddenly, like alot.

Sometime I wonder, if people reading my entry, they will like.. "eee, so sickening sia this girl, miss bf lah, love bf lah.. " haha. but ya, it's my blog.

But anyway, i miss dear. He's asleep now, and I should be too. But ya, something bothering me. And yes, I feel lonely now. Sometime, I don't know who should I confide to in times like this. I know tripoDz is there, but i noe they'll be busy with their own stuffs. In fact, not only them ah, the rest of my frenz.

Dear's going Ubin for the next 2 days.. I won't know how often he can contact me. Everyday, I'm able to hear his voice without fail, but, 2 days, just seem so long. damnit~ Can't wait for him to POC soon.

Goodnight dear. I miss you. And I hope I can meet you soon.

{11:46 PM}



KL

I wanna go KL. But my friends can't make it. dang~ And my mum won't allow if it's only me and dear who's going.

Sometime, I got jealous when people or rather families have the ka-ching money to travel anywhere. Like, Japan, Australia, NY, or wherever outta Southeast Asia. Sometime I wish i was born with that luck. I'm not complaining bout life now, I mean, I gotta earn alot just to go to places like that. Or easier way, I become a stewardess. BUT, there's alot of fats to lose. hahaha. Maybe dear, one day, we'll go far away k.

I so wanna go KL. Let's go dear. Bring me away. hahaha

Back to work for now. Be back at night with more of my thoughts blabberings.

{3:15 PM}



Some things worth the smile.. or laugh

While waiting for the bus on my way back from work, my and sis had our normal conversation. But today went like this:-

Me: My friends said, my toes are like a retard. Lind and Farhan makes fun of it.
Sis: (looking at my toes) Ya, it looks like a retard. Look at mine, nicer. (points to her toes)
Me: burst out laughing while saying, yours lagi worst than mine. short and fat.
Both: Laugh till teared. or rather, laugh out loud.

*this is one of the normal cases where me and my sis making fun of each other in a nice way*

Later at night, while talking to dear. He sang for me the song My Girl.


"I got sunshine, on a cloudy day.
Wen its cold outside, i got the month of may.
I guess u say, wat can me me say tis way.
My girl, talking bout my girl"

And another song, only this verse:


"I just call to say, I love you. I just call, to say I care"

Yep, i know he loves me alright. *winks*

And lastly, the 3-hr to the Indon show, DIA worth the wait. Bliss.

Goodnight everyone. Time to tuck snuggle in bed.

{12:34 AM}

Sunday, May 14, 2006


Happy Mother's Day

A special day? of course, for the moms.. But I don't believe in showing extra love by buying gifts or anything only on this day. And if you ask me, I didn't buy for my mum anithing. But I was at home, spending QUALITY time with my mum. Helped her in the kitchen. I think just being present at home, means alot to her.. Sorry dear, couldn't follow your family lunch.. But it's nice to know your mum actually wore the pant suit i bought for her.. hehhe. =)

Today, i didn't celebrate with one mum, but 7 mothers!hehehe.. went over to my aunt's place to have a gathering. hehe. bestest. so much laughters, so much fun.. and importantly so much LOVE!
soo...

Happy Mother's Day! And to my mum, I love you many2!!
*************

And to add on another story, someone I know passed away. We were not close-knit friends. But yeah, back in poly days, as one whole group we did talked, we did joked. We knew each other existence. It's hard to believe, but it's true.

Sedekahkan Al-Fatihah untuknya.

Faizal, semoga rohmu dicucuri oleh Allah SWT. Amin

{10:33 PM}

Saturday, May 13, 2006


Time well spent

I had a great day with dear just now, after an emotional night yesterday. heheh. =) Well, even though i had a bad start, cuz I miss my driving lesson just now! i totally FORGOT!! bugger~ there goes my 67bucks down the drain.. arrghh~

oh well, but at least the rest of the day was fine.. met him aft Zohor. Took train and headed down to expo. Saw Wan Perut in the mrt. He didn't saw us, until he sat infront of us. heh. And ya, he was talking rather loudly on his phone, cuz I heard my name and dear's name being mentioned. Bet he's talking to Fad =) Anyways, we went to Expo, headed off to the Metro Sale. Dear cheekily asked to go to the wedding exhibition. hehe. not time yet k dear. :)
So at the sale, I bought 3 cute yet sexy undies (i'm in lurvee with undies now!). And bought a pair of shoes, dear bought his white shirt.

Oh well, aft that, we went to Bugis. Ate at KFC, went to Bugis Village but couldn't find any interesting stuffs except for nice earrings. And I bought 3 of it! hehehe.. aft that we Head down to Tanjong Katong Complex / Geylang to buy stuffs for the moms! So, I bought for his mom and Mak Ngah pant suit.. and bought for Kak Anis a weave bag.. and roses for all!! :) hope they love it...

And the main event of the day, went to Waterina (Mak Ngah's hse) to celebrate Mother's Day!! It was suppose to be a surprise lah. So went to Waterina, everyone was there, the newly couples, Abg Amli and Kak Nadia, Kak Anis and her kids, his parents and of course lah Pak Ngah and Mak Ngah. We ate, talked, looked at Kak Yan's wedding photos.. Beautiful lah she!

So after the beautiful night, all of us went home. Managed to spend a few more moments with dear.

Oh well, it's Sunday~ Happy Mother's Day!!

{11:54 PM}

Friday, May 12, 2006


Happy Vesak Day!

Oh well, it feels like Saturday today... but it's not! heheh. hmm, whole day I was outside with my family. Went to my uncle's sedara's cukur rambut near Jurong area. Den after that me, my sis, bro in law, Nayli and Aqil went to Far East. Tot of buying shoes, but couldn't find anything interesting. But I got myself 3 necklace though! hehe.

Aft that I went to TM. Bro-in-law wanted to buy yellow t-shirt. heh. Den now, i'm back home.

Didn't meet dear the whole day. Hope he's having fun at his chalet. Bro-in-law told me, usually kalau police ader chalet, nanti ader striptease.. hahaha.. betul ehhhhhh?? kekekekekkeke..

anyways, tmr sat.. hopefully going out with dear.. since my plan to go to open house was cancelled. =)

{11:31 PM}



besttt

bestt.. i met dear just now. it feels like Friday today. He laughed looking at my knee.. and laughed even harder looking at my eyes.. nakal uh.. but anyways, it's nice to hold his hand once again... =)

So yeah, he gave me the stuffs Kak Yan and Abg Yat bought for me from Thai. Gave me chocolate biscuits, dried mangos, the nice smelling stick (i suddenly forgot what it's called. duh!) and a Redbull T-shirt.. we got the same tee... hehe.. i noe he had 2 of that redbull tee.. but yah.. this one different ok! =)

oh well, dear went to watch midnight today.. i feel like going clubbing.. but no kakis.. damn it! Oh well, guess i'm sleeping soon.. bah~

{12:31 AM}

Thursday, May 11, 2006


Still on MC

after 2 days of MC.. my infected areas, the knee and eye, decided to get worse...sheesh~ and to top it all up, i'm having a very bad cough and a bit of runny nose. damn it! So.. went to doc again this morning, and got another day MC. 3 days straight at home... wow! incredible. hahah.

Not looking forward to Monday cuz i'm sure there'll be alot of work to be done. Alot of follow ups. arrgh~ bugger.

Oh well, after waiting patiently, my dear bro finally got a job! Alhamdullilah. I'm so happy for him. And the best thing about his job is, he is required to travel. How cool is that. hehehehhee.. :) All the best to your new job abg!! :)

So, dear booking out later. I hope I'll be able to meet him. Miss him so much. I miss you ok, Mr.Boncit.. heh.

Dang, 3 days bumming ard at home, makes me gain weight a lil. there goes my diet.. hah.

Orite.. weekends coming soon.. hurrah!

{6:32 PM}

Wednesday, May 10, 2006


My 2 Days MC

Yes, i'm on MC for 2 days... why? all becuz of the bisul or in english i think it's called lump.. on my knee and the 2 freking tembel on my eyes...

so wen to the doc yest, he practically burst out the lump and there's pus coming out.. and also blood.. i almost knock out ok. cuz it was so damn painful... I can't even walk properly now..

Oh well, so today is my last day at home.. tmr back to work.. for one day.. haha.. but somehow i felt feverish now.. dunnoe why..

sheesh~ tmr confirm banyak kerja sey.. fed up!

anyway.. a special shout out to my girl, Nana.. happy 21st Birthday.. may your life be filled with happiness and surprises... muackss.. see u soon lady!

{9:15 PM}



It's the 10th

a year and 7 months... it's been bliss...

Happy Monthlyversarry dear.. love u to bits ok!

I'm glad i'm in this journey with you... it wouldn't be the same without u.. muacks baby~

{8:42 PM}

Monday, May 08, 2006


Things.. and THEIR limits

This post might be nonsensical for some, scary for some.. but ya~ something for me to share.

We always said that, we have our limits.. but ever wonder, that things itself has it's limits too? Here you go....

What I'm trying to say that, no matter how well maintain a certain thing is, it's is NEVER as good as new. Oh well, here's my point:

Remember the G-Max Reverse Bungy? I've been on that thing. It's fun, even though I never thought of anything while i'm in it. The rides was worth it. It just makes you feel so free. Seriously. And today, my sis just told me over lunch that the safety belt snap while someone was trying it. yes, it SNAP! But it's been said no one is injured. But can you imagine yourself in there. You are in the bungy thingy, and it's "throwing" you into the air, and you enjoyed being IN the seat with belt on, but suddenly, while still in the air, the belt just snapped. Just imagine. If you are lucky, you're still there, if not.. where will your next destination be? Still in the air, or flat on the ground.

So, you see, no matter how well you maintain it is, things like this are bound to happen. Because, everything has it's limits. Ever imagine, somethings would just collapse, eg, mrt tracks, buildings, bridges. I do think about it something. They eventually will collapase, one day. Cuz the metal or the things that build that stuffs have it's own limits. So think about it ok?

Haha, was just thinking of taking the G-Max sometime soon. But now, I think, I give it a pass. =)

{1:27 PM}

Sunday, May 07, 2006


You'll be Missed

The whole day was spent well with dear. I'm sooo happy dear doesn't need to book in today.. So being in dear's arm for the whole day was the best thing I could ever asked for.

So we went to Great World City.. tot of watching movie, but nothing good.. so walked ard.. took bus to Chinatown (sheesh, memory eh dear). Den just walked around lah.. den took bus down to city hall area.. and went to cozy canopy.. watched The Skeleton Key.. Dear had to explain to me the whole story, cuz I wasn't concentrating.. *winkz*

oh well.. aft that jalan2 lagi.. i had fun lah.. disturbing him.. fooling ard... joking.. i self declare we are the cutest couple ever.. heh.

Oh well, waiting for Thursday night.. before I could.. bite2 him.. play with his boncit stomach... =)

I love my one and only Mr.Boncit!

{11:24 PM}



I had a GREAT Time

The day I'm waiting for.. out with the TripoDz...

I had a great time... Thanks Lind for the cable car ride.. Thanks Khai for the "tour package".. next time my treat ok...

Too lazy to update, maybe tomorrow.. =)

Love u both loads ok!

{12:40 AM}

Friday, May 05, 2006


I miss her

I miss my cousin, my evil cousin to be exact. I was chatting with her earlier on. And it's cool how we can share our darkest secret.

I heart her alot. And I hope we can somehow go to Australia together. (that's what we've been planning).

Sharks~ I'm very stressed at work now. Being a JUNIOR in ANY company means you will surely get bullied. *Yuni can do it.. she doesn't have much workload like us (the seniors)* fuck lah.. doesn't mean i'm junior here, i don't have much workload. Bullshit ok. So much of co-operation. Kiss my ass ah. Fuck all the co-operation you all talk about. That word team work and co-operation never existed ok!

Thanks to all those who made me smile.... and to make things worst, dear's not coming back tonite. I just hope, he'll come back tmr afternoon. That's all I'm hoping for. I want to go back in his arms!

{4:29 PM}

Thursday, May 04, 2006


memories

my mum was talking to me.. about.. the day I was BORN... and my childhood days...

I was born at HOME.. yes, at blk 38, bedok south road, #10-496. I still remember the address k. My mom didn't expect I was coming out on 7th Feb 1985. She and the doc tot i'll be coming out in March. So yeah, tak sempat rasa good hospital. Supposedly I was born in Gleneagles.

k.. Den my mom told me, how I cried wheven i saw a stranger. I would wail out loud.. I was like that for 2 years. Then, she told me, how I would play with my toys when the clock strike 11PM.. heh.. how i danced to this indonesian song during my aunt's wedding.. how i'm scared of lion dance.. how i acted out a scene from this movie called Do Re Mi..

It was sucha nice memory.. how i wish I could be a child again. free from worries. Very naive, very playful.. Very innocent.. and very pampered too. It's nice to hear everything from my mother's mouth. Means, i was never forgotten. My history was never forgotten by her. At least now I know, if everybody else forgets bout me. I know i have my mum with me.

Sheesh~ now i'm missing my dad too. hope he's always there watching over me. I hope, i'm still his "daddy's lil girl"..

*sometime i wish i could embrace my parents in my arms once more*

{10:55 PM}



sinful indulgence

i did the most sinful thing ever! and i'm gonna pay for my sins today.

guess wat i did....

i ate half pint of BnJ Chocolate Brownie Fudge Ice Cream yesterday.. and today.. i'm going to gym to burn the calories off.. hahahaha.

oh well.. diet, exercise, diet, exercise, diet, exercise.. that's my goal now.. =)


I'M IN LOVE.. THAT'S FOR REAL....

{10:50 AM}

Wednesday, May 03, 2006


boo hoo hoo

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

boyfriend will not be booking out...... not until Sunday! dammiT~

:'( sob sob...

dammiT dammiT dammiT...... eurgh~ bugger.. just wen I already day dream spending the day with him at Sentosa..

oh well, at least i noe tripoDz will be there.. *hopefully*

and it's all becuz of the stupid election!

{1:51 PM}



i'm all worked up

there's like piles of papers on my desk now which need to be clear up. but today is wednesday.. and i'm soooo lazy. my body is aching, my shoulder will come off anytime soon. *literally* heh. this is the occupational hazard. who said becoming a secretary is safe? one of my colleague now having slip disc due to sitting for too long. so now u tell me, which part of being a secretary is SAFE? haha

anyway, we're planning for a KL trip. I hope it'll work out somehow. Since I'm not able to go to Bali, KL will be just nice. Please eh pple, try to make it ah. or maybe we could try somewhere nearer. hmmmm~ i'm looking at Sibu Island. But I wanna go to Krabi. Wahhh.. beach getaway.. how nice~

i miss boyfie so much. I don't know why. it seems like it is taking forever for weekends.

he's looking so cute in this old photo. I like this hairstyle lah dear.

oh yes.. this weekend, HOPEFULLY going to sentosa with the tripodZ + boyfie. or at least i noe all of us are going out.......

dear! i demand for our tenting session soon ok!!!! =)


{11:24 AM}

Tuesday, May 02, 2006


the long weekend

the long weekend was really hectic for me. helping out on Kak Yan's wedding. But hey, it was fun ok. Everything turned out just the way it was planned out. :)

So yeah, yesterday, went out with LinNy to catch Take The Lead.. yes, i know it's an old movie.. but at least i managed to catch it. heh. It was very nice. So was asking Lind when can we go clubbing.. *winkz*.. after that I shopped at Blush! Bought 2 sets of pretty lingerie and a swimsuit.. (dunnoe where's my old one.. hehe) it's cheap.. probably will got there again to shop for more sexy lingerie.... aft that, i send boyfie back to camp.. i miss him so much that i sent him all the way to jurong... i miss him so much, that i wished he didn't have to book in at all. I miss him already lah. Can't wait for you to POC.. can't wait to actually spend moments together.. heheh. our tenting sessions.. can't wait dear.

Anyway, was suppose to go to Bali this june for some company event.. but the plan has been cancelled!! damn! But we are planning to go up to KL. Only if my mum allow me that is.... den i can go shopping!! i just wanna go somewhere.. near but nice.. :)

oh well, back to work! bugger~

{11:36 AM}

FEMME
Love(s) online , hits

" with the status of madly in love with my one and only, muhammad farhan. "


AMOUR
My very own Mr Policeman | Earrings | Haircuts | Blue Flowers | Perfumes | Accessories | Eminem | Movies | Chocolates | Ice Creams


DESIRE
Him Perfume | Guess T-shirt sale period is the best | V3i thanks dear! mwah | Skirts | Hair Makeover | Big Bag | Class 3 License | Visit to Zoo | Sentosa with BF | Tenting with BF | Going for dear's POC | Shoes | Dress


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