a wonderful wedding

Kak Yan's wedding reception was amazingly nice.

Nice setup, nice ambience, everything is nice. I love it. Kak Yan and Abg Yat look so perfect together.


i had great time with his family..


and this guy.. never fail to make my day complete.

Will post more photos soon.. for now. good night~

{12:17 AM}

Spa Party @ Pink Parlour

The spa party was awesome! The massage was very relaxing, soothes the whole body. =) And the makeover was fantastic. Me and some of my fellow colleagues looked pretty stunning hehe.

After that, dinner at Rendevous Hotel. Ate nasi padang. Not recommended. It's really not nice. But anywhoo, we had fun. We had laughters. Cam-whoring is fun! heh.


me, my sis and eka. Model for the day. =)


me and my colleagues!


kawaii~


girls just wanna haf fun


me, michelle and sis


sister love..

There's more professional shot of us, but I haven't bought them. It cost about $168. heh. When i got them, i will post it ok. cheerios.

{10:43 AM}

Secretaries' Week

If you all didn't know, it's secretaries' week this whole week.. =)

We had lunch at The Melt Oriental on Monday... Gonna have a spa party tomorrow at the Pink Parlour (yeaY!) very excited about it.. :)

So yeah, and 2 of my bosses brought me out to lunch today at Zambuca in Pan Pacific. The place setting was very nice.. very calm and relaxing. I kinda liked it. They served Italian food. So I ordered Calamari Fritters for Starters and Linguine Tandoor as main course. The food is rather nice. Lunch with my boss wasn't that bad after all. We talked, share stories. Oklah, manageable. heh. Thanks Bosses for the treat! I appreciate it.

Oh well, weekends coming... wow weee~

{2:51 PM}

mom said...

my mom said to me yesterday...

"kalau kita sayang kan orang tu, memang banyak cubaan dia. Jadi kita kena sabar je."

-that went thru right in my head-

i understand something now. I realli do.

{10:21 AM}

he's the one for me

-I hurt him and yet he kissed my forehead and hold me dearly in his arms-

And with this, I realize, he love me more than I could ever imagine. I'm grateful. He's the one for me.

this is my definition of perfection

{2:48 PM}

eurgh~

AKU RIMAS TAU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 - 4 times is more than just mere COINCIDENCE!!!

pls, have a life, have your own ORIGINALITY..
*sometime might as well u just copy and paste my entry!* bugger~

(this post has nothing to do with boyfriend/family/close friends or colleagues)

{10:44 PM}

Finally it's FRIDAY

oooohhhhh weeee~ you dunnoe how happy i am it's friday. been a hectic week. Been busy... wahh...

so yesterday driving was sooo fun.. but i couldn't really drove fast.. my speed was already about 60.. and the apek asked me to slow down, fed up. At last, i drove only 40, road hogging lah gitu. but I had fun lah.. =) so aft my class, went back to skul to have a sneak peek of the orientation. so went with Lind. Alyym, Kamal, Nas, Khai and the jrs were all there.. but the orientation were just blargh~ SO FREAKING BORING ok... not like us eh lind, we're more interesting bunch of people. Mentors are so lame, freshies.. -no comment- hahah.. but yeah, for all the effort that's been put in.. i give.. hmm.. 3 outta 5.. heh!

Oh yes and btw, yest I saw a dead FROG. i almost stepped on it ok.. it was the MOST DISGUSTING SIGHT EVER!!!!! I HATE FROGS! I went half berserk ok.

anywhoo, I'm soo looking forward to weekends. I dunnoe why. Probably cuz I've been stressed out at work...

i wanna watch movies. I have so many things in mind. I want to do so many things. I think I'll be going to ICA tomorrow morning to change my passport photo. bugger~ and I wanna dye my hair too. Hmmm..

that's it for now.. more updates from me soon.
*but somehow i'm looking forward to Monday cuz.. there'll be a new hire coming in!!! and he's a muslim yay~*

{2:43 PM}

I wanna go for holiday

I've been craving to go for holidays.... I'm in need of one.. I wanna take the plane again. I wanna go backpacking in europe with my girlfriends. I wanna do lotsa things.

Or just let me go to BKK and I can just shop all I want... I miss Phuket, I miss Khao Lak. I miss the times spent there.

I miss Brunei, I miss sneaking out late at night with my cousin and doing things we weren't suppose to do.

I hope end of this year, I'll go somewhere. I want a beach getaway. I want Cebu, Krabi, Pulau Redang... sheesh~

I've been stressed out at work.. I need a getaway.. boyfie, bring me somewhere can? lol**

{11:36 AM}

3 munkeys on loose

and because she hears too much (gossip), I talk too much (nonsense) and he sees too much (porn) hahaha.. that's why i miss them loads!

I can't wait for May 06! We gonna have lotsa fun ok?

It's been 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 , 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19 20 days since I last met them.. I miss youuuuu!! *DENGAR tak korang??*

{11:36 AM}

something bothering you

That voice was not the normal voice. something bothering you and i can't figure out what. It brings tears to my eyes, cuz I can't be there for you to help. I can't hold you dearly in my arms. I can't look into your eyes and understand what you are going thru.

Dear, I feel so shitty right now, knowing you're there troubled, and I can't be of any help. If I could, I would have gone to you right now, just to let you know that you are never alone. Shit ah, it aches my heart real bad now. If only you knew, how worried I am for you right now.

"Dear, you're the best thing that has ever happened in my life. I could never asked for more. We've gone through so many things, and we've yet to explore more. You touches my heart with your soul, and I'm proud to be your gf. I want to spend my days with you dear. You're the only one."

Gosh.. I wish I was there with you.

{12:16 AM}

sunday down. Monday to go.

well... Sunday's over... total shitness u noe...

anyway, tadi went to the boyfie house again, to help out with Kak Yan's wedding. The date is getting nearer. I'm excited for her! So helped around with something just now.. cannot tell what ah.. *secret* hehe. But it's nice ahhh! So at boyfie's house there's Kak Anis, Kak Fitri, Sara and Haris and also.. the family lah.. =) Had fun again! And yeah, celebrated Abg Amli's birthday! happy belated birthday abg amli!!!! hehehe

Den in the evening.. send boyfie halfway to camp. I miss that boyfie of mine already. We exchange msges while i was on a way back.. and it made me realize something lah.. which brings tears to my eyes.. sentimental gitu.. hahah. i heart him many2 ok.

And yes.. our photos were published on singapore.asiaxpat.com! so.. xpat means someone who leaves one country to work in other country.. which one of ours is that huh? hahaha.. but cool lah.. this is our pic.. nothing special though.. but we were noticeable! Find our photo here http://singapore.asiaxpat.com/nightlife/bar,pics.asp

ok den.. that's it.. back to Monday! bugger~

{10:28 PM}

My long weekends were totally AWESOME!

i loveeeeeeeeeeeee long weekends!! let's have it again soon!! =)

so wat did i do for the past 2 days?? For good friday, I went to Michelle's open house in Yishun. Her house's nice lah. I like the colour concept. I like the simplicity of it. But my house, it shall be bright colours. White wall, with bright furnitures. And.. a MUST HAVE, walk-in wardrobe. I'll have that! that depends if my future hubby wants it lah. kekeke. So after that, me and bf spend time together. =) it was nice.. and fun..

so on Saturday... went driving in the morning, i was half an hour late. Cuz I thought I'm having the class at 8.50. But it's actually 8.30. So yeah, instructor was good, but talked alot. sheesh~ After that, went to loyang pt and help my mum with some errands. Aft that, went back home, slept for a while. Suppose to go hollaback crew, but then. We dropped the idea. So in the evening.. went to anugerah! I know it's shocking to hear from me.. BUT.. the show was AWESOME!! haha. I mean.. the 4 guys, are really cool! And den, aft the show, saw Muhsin with his frenZ. *oh hello!!* =)

So yeah.. my day ended fine. Tomorrow last day before back to MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( i wanna participate in school holidays soon can???

{12:58 AM}

I still can't get over my past

I have to admit somehow, that I can't get over my past. My past is haunting my life.

Sometime I cried in silence. Sometime I just divert my attention to something else. No one will understand what I went thru. It's just a difficult phase.

And today, I was bloghopping, and I saw one person having the similar situation as me. I just hold back my tears reading the entry.

I will always blame myself for whatever happens. And there's always regret. But I'm glad the 2 people are always there for me.

I'm sorry. I didn't mean for it to happen that way. Forever I will remember.

{2:52 PM}

Not Feeling That Good

Feel sick eversince last night. I dunnoe why, feeling feverish. Sheesh~ Tried sleeping early yest night, but ended up sleeping late at bout 12+. I was already lying down, but this mind keep on wandering. So, tried keeping my mind shut, but in vain. Oh well.

Anyways, having my driving today. Suddenly I'm not excited bout it anymore. Feels like, delaying it. Probably cuz of money. I dunnoe lah. And it's soo difficult to get a slot. So by the time that I get my slot, i forgot almost everything. So it just sucks. And to know I have to fork out at least more than 300 every month for this, is just getting on my nerves. sheesh~

This week gon be a short week. I feel like taking half day tmr. Since my boss will not be ard again, it'll be a good resting period. I'm in need for holidays. I'm in need of a relaxing weekends. Weekdays always been hectic for me.

*God, I am sooooooooooooooo tired and lethargic* Gonna go back soon. Early leave due to my lesson. blargh~

{5:12 PM}

I just feel like blogging

Actually I have nothing to do, but i just feel like blogging. I have so much times in hand, cuz, my bosses not in. Sickening ey? If one is not in, all will not come in. If one is in (like yesterday) everyone's in. Wah~ Yeah, and other thing is, I've been dealing with pple in NY, so due to the times difference, I will not receive any email from them until tomorrow. =)

AniwayZ, i'm just plain tired and sleepy. Cuz it's raining this morning. How I wish I was at home, sleeping, dreaming away. Talking bout "dreaming away", i've been having pimples!! oh noooo~ I gotta keep my face free from pimples for Kak Yan big day. lol. My mum said, "tulah, berangan je." And I was like in my heart.. "berangan eh... about u lah dear!" haha. So yeah, I think gonna get my baju by this week! or is it next week? I forgot lah. hahaha.

What else to update ey, I know some pple likeeee reading my entries. So yeah, I shall update it to the fullest. Hmm, my "schedule" for Saturday is full. Morning: driving (alone). Afternoon: rest/out (with dear). Evening: hollabackcrew AND Anugerah (bf, me and lil sara).

Sheesh, I'm missing my 2 lovely ladies, my monyet and cicak! I miss you both ah, so many catching up to do. My gossips basket is overflowing ok! It's been a while since I meet you both. To the tripodZ, 24 more days to our outing! Can't wait. When will the tripoDz makeover be ah? And of course, to my primary skul buddies, i miss you. Saffy, I always bump into you.. but the 4 of us should sit down and you know... me and dee have ALOT of confessions to make. Right dee? hehehehehehehehe...

Oh well, the bf having his driving enhancement now. It's a slippery road out there. Drive with caution k dear. Nk speed tu, ingat2 sikit k. When you gonna gimme a ride?! *chuckles* and when is my sentosa getaway gonna come? our tenting session. <3

So yeah, lunch soon, now I'm gonna get back to work for a while ~ till den.

{11:02 AM}

one and a half year...

one and a half year, we're still going on strong
how i appreciate life with you
because you complete it
i'm glad we once crossed each other paths.



Muhammad Farhan & Azyuni Ratna Dewi

-we were strangers back then.. and now, we're just the sweetest pair of lover ever-

Happy 18th months dear. It's been a magical journey. Happy 10th.. Hope the chapters between us gets even more.. Can't believe it.. 1.5 year.. life is sucha bliss with you.

{8:38 AM}

Sunday spent with his family

Sunday was priceless. Seriously. Even though we didn't went for Singapore Sevens today... but almost half of the day I was at his house with his family. His Mum, his Dad, Badidi, Kak Yan, his aunt, Kak Anis and Lil Sara and Harris and not forgetting bf himself.

So yeah, helped out for Kak Yan's big day. Pack the kid's berkat. Then, hear all their plannings. We talked, joked... Best.. Times spent with them was really priceless. I mean, it's just nice to mingle around with the bf's family. =)

So yeah, wen the bf has to go back to camp, *booo hoo hoo* i left too. I send the bf to camp.. and we spend nice quality time together. Just the 2 of us.

Oh well, weekends were perfect.

BUT!! Tomorrow by 7am at work! Monday Blues...~

{10:42 PM}

Singapore Se7ens

Singapore sevens was amazing!! 2 years in a row.. and the excitement was there..

ok, i must admit, the first few games, i had no idea how it was all about. But the bf was xplaining to me and stuffs. So yeah, thanks to him.

Singapore is damn lousy ok! No tries at all. Blargh~ buat penat je ku pekik2.. haha.. Fiji and New Zealand, best!! =) The last four games, NZ vs France, South Africa vs Argentina, England vs Samoa and last but not least Fiji vs Australia was the bomb ok. Seriously, Singapore's standard is NOTHING compared to them. hahaha.

Oh well, aft the games, we took the cab to downtown east for Abdillah's chalet. Before we took the cab, we fooled around, we ran, run up the staircases.. *act cam amazing race gitu* lol. I had fun. So at Abdillah's chalet, met the 2 ladies, Siti and Mira. Took pics. I had fun.

Went back home at 11.30pm. Mother sounded angry, but didn't say anything. I noe, it's her silent treatment. *sheesh*

So next weekend, another exciting event! hollaback crew and anugerah concert! oooooo-weee~ I know lil Sara can't wait.. hehehe

Oh well, here are some photos to share.. enjoy~~


despite the wet seats and drizzles.. singapore sevens 2006 =)


take a good look at the stadium. it'll be history soon


the gallery seating crowd


the granstand crowds


this is a very rough game!


bf and his frenz..


err.. i forgot which country is this


and i forgot this too..


bad hair day~


cheeky munkies..


me, siti, saddieq and bf.


me and siti!


the ladies..


the group.. hehe

there's more pic.. but i'm just too lazy to post..
so click this link ok..
=:Singapore Se7ens and Chalet:=

end of saturday.. filled with fun! =) i had the most enjoyable time..

ooohh yes yes.. forgot to mention.. there's this guy from asiaxpat took our photo.. hehehee.. :) think he will put it in their website.. =) weee~

{12:30 AM}

oh gosh

i lost my train of thoughts. i'm stunned. i'm wowed.

it's been a long time since i saw him, but his cute looks always capture me. Oh, Jason Rosenblatt, where have u been all this while. Why must you leave the company? *sob sob*

And my sis and other colleague get to hug him ley!! why not me??????? Hahahaha.

Oh btw, Jason is this guy, who used to work with the company i'm working now. But back then, I was a temp girl, so didn't really express myself.. if only he's still working now.... hahahaha

Sorry bf, this is the only time i talked bout other guys instead of you. I hope you understand. *chuckles*

{5:05 PM}

It's Wednesday

It's Wednesday, for the past few days, been kinda busy for me. Work wise that is. And now, i'm like procrastinating. Cuz it's Wednesday. haha.

I can't wait for weekends. So many things to do. I wanna get hold of my V3i. Dear, please let me buy them. please darling. =) Singapore sevens coming to town this weekend. Can't wait. Hope it doesn't rain! So, here's the plan, 9am: Meeting. 10am: Breakfast with bf. Den off we go!! hehehe.
Oh darling boyfriend, you dunnoe how much i always look forward for weekend.

Anyway, someone is really getting on my nerves. I mean literally. Finding opportunities behind my back and all. And infront of me, being as angel as she can get. No. I'm not talking about backstabbing here. Just some "opportunists" Thank god, the other person been truthful to me. You always think I don't know things that's happening around me. You are WRONG! I just choose to be ignorant. But ignorant doesn't mean tolerance. Get it! I'm reaching my limits seriously. Thanks to you, we always make fun out of it.. <3

Oh well, 2 more days. Hmm.. should I do it this Friday or next? Next friday means Good Friday. Hmm.. Can I do it dear?? hehehe..

{10:56 AM}

about the girl next door.

I looked at her, and I felt sad
How disturbed her life was
And how insecure she felt
It's all about the girl next door

Was that smile for real?
Was her eyes filled with tears?
Was her heart been shattered too many times?
That's the questions I have, for the girl next door

The only thing I hear from her
Was the weeping she let out every night
And if i'm lucky, some screamings
That's all I know about the girl next door

She's indeed a beautiful lady
With a fair skin and big eyes
But why were there line of scars on her hand?
That's what amused me about the girl next door.

And now, all about her was just history
So many questions unanswered
So many truth to be discoverd
She laid down, lifeless
And it's the end of the girl next door.

-YuniQue, Apr 03-

{2:51 PM}

I must stick wit u

Sunday down, and it's back to Monday Blues. booohooohooo!

ohh well, weekends pack with plans, made me really lethargic now.. Went to JB just now to tailor my baju for the bf's sis big day. It was damn hot ok. Aft JB, went back home and rest a lil while before I sent him back to camp.

On the way sending him, something seem to be in my mind. And till now, I wasn't sure why. Tears rolled.. And i'm still wondering why. I made him worried, and I'm sorry. Probably I'm just tired.

Next week, Singapore Sevens. I hope nothing comes up. We sure will enjoy ourselves. Sat morning breakfast at Mac. And den.. off we go to Kallang. I'm excited!

-i miss you already.. how ah?-

{10:50 PM}

my bf is the best!

finally my misses were let out to him... but still, the misses are like neverending. It's always there...

oh well, a Friday evening and the whole of Saturday spent with him was just simply bliss and contented..

Friday - i met him in the evening aft my werk... we went to Raffles City and walked around.. there's this Adidas roadshow, to promote their new line of clothing - Adicolor. Well, the clothing line are really nice. The bf promised to buy for me one of the blouse. Very retro, very nice. :) and only if it's less than 100.. so, since there was this catwalk thingy going on there, we went to Haagen-Dazs to indulge ourselves with ice-cream!! He ordered for us Fondue. It's like a "plate" of fruits, ice creams and pastries and also, the main thing of this Fondue is the melted Belgian Chocolate and also Strawberry Dip!!!!!! It was nice nice nice nice nice ok!!! I really stuffed myself with that.. felt guilty after that though.. heh. so after the fashion show ended, we headed back home.....

Saturday - met the bf at about 1-ish. Took train all the way to Dhoby Ghaut. Initially wanted to go to my office to take some docs, but then, i dropped the idea. It's not as impt as spending time with the bf. So yeah, we went to The Cathay. It was a nice place, even though all the shops are not open yet. We went to catch Failure To Launch, nice touching movie. I couldn't believe how sensitive sometime i can get, cuz even watching that, i can cry!! what the hell! hehehe. So yeah, we got the couple seat.. comfy2.. nice2..
anyway, aft movies, we head down to PS, walked ard.. paid my bills (bugger!) and off we went to Heeren. The bf wants to do some shopping. Went to adidas shop, he was finding his shoes, but as always, couldn't find the size.. poor him. Aft that, he went to the Canterburry shop, got himself a HUGE bag.. which only costs him $25 bucks! good buy sey.. aft his first purchase, we head down to Taka. Went to the adidas shop, and yes!! they had his size... I lurveeeee the shoes lah dear. Hehe. So aft that, we went to Seoul Garden to eat.. Eat and eat and eat... stuffed ourselves.. and first time i heard he said, "dear, cannot take it ah.. kenyang ah!" hahahah.. i was like.. wat! u kenyang?? hehehe.. but yeah.. "the way to the men's heart is thru the stomach" kekeke.. we were contented with our food.. even though we both we BLOATED! sheesh~
The bf couldn't really walked properly aft that.. but i dragged him (not literally lah) Sat at the fountain infront of Ngee Ann City, snap photos here and there.. den walked to Liang Towers to withdraw money, went to Borders to read mag.. and went to Far East to take 518 back home.

A long bus ride....~ we love it kan dear.. even though at some pts, we fell asleep. But waking up beside you, is still the best feeling so far!

So yeah, my curfew was extended today cuz I didn't go clubbing yest.. and it was all WORTH IT!!!!!!! i love you bf.. thanks for the wonderful day!

-your kisses are just so addictive-

{11:49 PM}

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