Wednesday, November 30, 2005
silence is golden.
i have to say the wrong thing, at the wrong timing. don't i?
-hopeless-
{12:01 AM}
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Sayin' I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say it, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cause I'd already know
Yes, everything is just more than words....
{4:25 PM}
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Yes, I'm part of the team, that's why I was sent to Phuket. =) Heck. I'm tired of doing all this lah. Stressful cuz i'm taking care of the ground transportation and also the flight changes. oh no.. but I know I'll learn something. *smileZ*
Goin back soon, and uhm, can claim taxi and dinner. WuhoootZ.
{7:45 PM}
Monday, November 21, 2005
Starting from Friday, the family gathered for Abg Ezam's nikah (solemnization). Everyone was there, including my aunt from Brunei. The family will always laugh, have fun. And to top the spectacular night, bf was there too. cool eh? The solemnization went well. Alhamdullilah.. Welcome Kak Yuni (Yunizar) into the family!! (yes, she has the similar name as me.. blargghh)
Den on Saturday, went over to the ladies side, for her wedding celebration. The deco was nice. =) Abg Ezam looked so good... I have to put powder and lip gloss on him.. hahaha..
Sunday, was THE day.. our side of the wedding celebration. Everything was sooo nice. From the deco, to the pelamin, to the food, to the people.. EVERYTHING. With my uncles, aunties, cuzzins and also dear grandma there.. it was soo spectacular. Photo taking, kendarating, eating, laughing and everthing else. Yes, the bf and Khai was there. It's amazing how everyone now knows dear, and Khai is like a family friend, where everyone also knows him. what can I say, these 2 people are very very dear to me. Heart them.
Anyway, sometime. we all have fun, but don't think the whole world is celebrating with you. At the other end of the line, my friend just lost his dad. Nazzar, Fadzly.. I feel sorry for both of you as well as your mum. Salam takziah Yuni ucapkan. I will visit you all soon. Tuhan lebih menyayangi dia. I hope you all are brave enough to face this. It's hard, but you got to try.
Yeah, i know how it feel to lose someone very dear to you. In fact, the feeling will always be with me. We will all someone one day. Doesn't mean we lost someone, this heart got to stop loving that person and this mind got to forget bout that person. No, the memories still there. Fresh.
Haiz. Life. We can never expect what HE have for us.
Oh ya, me going Phuket. =) 5-10 Dec for some work related and also dinner and dance. All flights and accomodation been paid for.Excited? Yes. Scared? Yes. You know why, cuz this is the first time ever me gonna travel without my family. Only my colleagues. Bf gonna joined me on the 8th though. First holiday? hehehe
Oh well. For now. Back to work.
{10:47 AM}
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Counting down the days. The thought of it just sucks ah. But what to do kan.
Haiz. I'm gonna face what other gfs face when their bf in NS.
What will i do without you. :'( I hope Dec 13 never have to come......
slowly counting down the days....
{10:44 AM}
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
So many things to do. Yet so lil time.
I wanna go zoo. I wanna go to Sentosa Luge. Yes, shopping included too.
I hope our "tenting out" will happen soon aight. Gonna miss you once you belong to the government. sheesh.
I need to find a permanent job. I want to continue study. I have my plans all laid out, but when can I execute them?
21st Birthday wish is up. Ask me for it k. lol.
-tired-
{5:27 PM}
Monday, November 14, 2005
Yes, more than 12 hours, infact it's 13hours. and yes, i'm on a very high heels. *chuckles* and yes, we took public transport, and yes it was scorching hot in the afternoon. lol. But the BB pple still manage to move on........
Starring: Me & Darling Bf, Khai, Kamal, Dinah, Nana, Shikin, Shida & Sham, Shuhaimi & Marliana, Nasrul, Alyym & Ain, (Sha & Idod, Fir, Nazly - they joined us in the evening).
We had fun with the house visiting, the photo taking. But was disappointed that a handful couldn't make it.. like Azy, Lind, Lan, Fak and many many more. But yeah, i understand you all busy with your own schedule.
Well, the houses that we managed to visit was: - Shuhaimi's, Shida's, Kamal's, Farhan's, Mine, My Bro's, Khai's, Nazly's, Shikin's and Nana's. Total of 10 houses. Not so bad ey? The rest, if time permits we will go soon.
Oh well, here are some photos to share...
Us @ My House
The contestand for Miss Universe 2006
Manhunk for 2006
Couples Galore
Sleeping??
We Love This Kid - Nadia
Khai loves her too
See that adorable smile of hers...
Shikin.... what u doing???
he's tired.. (like real)
My favourite pic of all...
Almost a perfect outing... Had a great time with you all... Hope we DON'T do this once a year k... see u all soon...
{2:02 PM}
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Life's been pretty much hectic for me... With realli slow internet connection over at my bro's place, i won't be online at nite... for a very long time...
So yeah, for those who don't know.. i'm now currently not staying with my sis.. so i kinda moved in to my bro's place.. Let's just say... "some things are really unexpected" I miss my room so much... but yeah, have to adapt to the new surrounding..
Brother so far been good... been understanding... we do talked alot actually.. that's surprising.. Cuz normall I don't really talk to my bro.. Been asking him bout my future.. Alot of serious talking.. Sis-in-law seem fine... the nephew and niece... are my reason to smile at home... So far, i'm more independent there.. I miss my mum and Nayli though.. and Aqil too.. sheesh.. But yeah... maybe one day.. i'll be back in the house.. but god noes when lah kan...
I can't wait till the day, where I can make my own decision.. I wanna stay on my own.. I wanna move out and not stay with siblings anymore.. But I know.. that time is still miles away.. I gotta patiently wait.. Sometime I wonder, how is it to live in your own house.. the feeling of satisfaction? Maybe...
Anyway.. Raya outing with the BB people this saturday.. I can't wait.. Met up with the planning committee (hahah) and they are, Nana, Khai, Aisah, Shidah.. plus Shikin, Dear and Lind.. Guess we be on public ey.. *poor leg* I'm on damn high heels.... *poor farhan* hahaha..
Well.. I guess.. I'll stop here.. I'm in a mood to go back already.. =) tmr.. TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LoL..
{4:45 PM}
Happy 13th Month Anniversary dear...
It's been wonderful 13months.. I love you dear...
"all i wanna do.. is grow old with you"
It's been a splendid 13 months... we're still going on strong..
It's funny how after all these months.. i just keep on falling in love with you.. and i keep on missing u even when we're together..
Love u always sayang..
{2:30 PM}
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
To my bf's sister... Sri Izyani....
Happy Birthday Kak Yan!!! May you have a wonderful life journey ahead.. and may Allah bless you always! Stay smiley and happy always k.. =)
Take careZ
*Hugs and Kisses*
{3:51 PM}
Friday, November 04, 2005
To all my muslim visitors Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Yuni mohon maaf kalau ada terkasar bahasa, tersinggukan perasaan, terlebih cakap, terpukul, tertendang, dan macam2 ter lagi. Kiter nie bukan nyer sempurna, each and everyone has it own flaws.
Oh well, to those who i KNOW, jgn lupa datang rumah ye... =)
And lastly, Selamat Hari Raya, Minal Aidil Wal Fa' Izin..
{2:28 PM}