TGIF and also it's end of the month.....

I felt so relieved it's Friday. Weekends here and i'm glad, had so many things planned out, hope it'll work. Don't disappoint me pleaseeee..

One more hour, and yes, my hands are half clean from this job.. It's not as ez as how I thought it will be, but hey! Guess what... there's always a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow... sheeshhh..

Oh well, October around the corner, alot of things that I've diarised...
Oct 5 - Fasting month
Oct 9 - Happy birthday Hairi!
Oct 10 - =)
Oct 20 - Happy Birthday dear Azy!
Oct 23/25(khai and lind confused me with the dates!!) - Happy Birthday Dinah!!

Oh well, that's bout it.. wuhooootZ~

{4:50 PM}

Assistive Technology for disabled featured at Global Entrepolis forum

Okayz, very formal title.. but what the hell.. this is an article regarding my buddies's project - Shaikh Abdul Alyym, Mohamed Shuhaimi, Muhammad Khair... Congrats lah u guys...

SINGAPORE : For the first time, Assistive Technology, or technology that helps the disabled, has been given a showing at the Global Entrepolis business networking convention.

The Society for the Physically Disabled hopes this will promote the use of such devices by disabled people.

Grocery shopping at the supermarket may be an easy task for most of us but not so for the wheelchair-bound.

Three polytechnic students have come up with an idea that will make the shopping experience a much better one for them.

A contraption attached to Florence Tan's wheelchair will help make life easier for her.

Said Ms Tan, of the Society for the Physically Disabled, "Previously when I do my shopping in the supermarket, especially for groceries, I need to make a few trips because I have to leave the items and put it on my lap and so I leave it with the counter and come back and do another trip."

The device, if commercially manufactured, will cost less than S$100.

Temasek Polytechnic student Shaikh Abdul Alyym said, "We want to make it attached to the wheelchair when it's folded and also we would hope to commercialise it."

Another invention, an exoskeleton, may just help 35-year-old stroke victim Lee Boon Kian walk again.

With some funding, the team from Nanyang Technological University says it can make the robotic prototype smaller and better.

An estimated 10,000 Singaporeans are disabled by stroke each year, and with an ageing population, the Society for the Physically Disabled hopes such technology will be seen as necessities, and not just nice to have.

Said Dr Ow Chee Chung, the society's executive director, "A person with high blood pressure will require certain specific high blood pressure medication and it can be quite expensive if taken on a long-term basis. So if it's seen from that perspective then it can be seen as not just something that's nice to have. It's something essential; it's about quality of life." - CNA /ct


Copyright © 2005 MCN International Pte Ltd

Well, got this copy from : http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/170353/1/.html

Check it out... 3 cheers for the guys!!!!

{11:44 AM}

Adulthood? What Are They?

People always ask what's love? What are they? How are they felt? And I have one question..

What exactly is adulthood? Who is define as an adult? I don't know, sometime I don't know what i'm going thru, an adult can give u answers without reasons.. Adult make the decisions.. Adults have more responsibilities..

But when will you realize that you will become an adult. Ask youself this, are u an adult now? I don't know how to answer, I have the responsibilities, but i keep on questioning this, what is REALLY adulthood. I have a brother, a mum and a sis.. all fully grown adult. They make decisions which I dun like and they wun tell me why. I don't understand, i want to.. but I don't and they won't let me. Is this part of growing up that nobody can explain. Maybe one day i'll understand. But when? Adulthood is soo complicated. Being an adult sure sucks. I know me and my peers are entering adulthood. People, tell me.. what are they??

Example, love, you can feel that u are in love... it's the feeling that will tell u so.. being an adult? i dun think so.. it's in your mind maybe. we always say, i'm an adult now.. but how adult are u?? u got wat i mean? it's difficult to say. Sometime, the picture of becoming an adult, just scare the hell outta me. I don't know.. like i say.. maybe one day i'll understand, maybe one day i'll know why they make decisions that they make now..

Gosh! Everyday, I think of something new, I learn something new.. Life's getting harder day by day.. but it'll pay off one day.. and I'm sure... to people, who already went thru wad i'm going thru, please share.. I know people like din, shuhaimi, aidil might have gone thru this... lucky u.. lols...

well, enough of blabbering... i'm still wondering.. and will always wonder.. until i got the answer..

{5:17 PM}

Freakin Pissed~

She act as if she's my boss..... She ask me to do things... She's sucha pain in the ass.... Eurgghh~ can't wait till i get my hands clean on this job....

IPOS!! (khai and lind will noe what this mean) like hellooooo.. i got my own stuffs to do also... so what you're an mc... like as if all tis is soooo important that need to be done NOW!! I'm sick too u noe... sick of u that is!! u sooo wanna take over my job, do lah... why do u keep asking me to do all the stuffs.. you're the mrs-knows-it-all anyway... it's not as if i'm gonna be here all the way..... u think this job is flexible?? u got it wrong.. u got it soooo wrongggg..... you know what... i'm not gonna give u a hand on the 10th! NEVER!!! I'll take leave, if that don't work.. I'll take MC.. watever makes me happy!! muahahahaha..

oh btw, i'm leaving few things here and there... so that u will complete them... blarggH~ i dun hate u.. but i hate the way u work!!! i mite be the youngest in the company.. but that doesn't mean u can bully me with all your supposedly work load....

geez!! i can't wait.. end of the week.. i'm done.. through with all this... no moreeee... yay~

{4:22 PM}

Missed Work Today

guess what.. I missed work today.. all becuz I was sooo giddy in the morning, i practically couldn't stand straight... it felt as if i'm hung over!! hahaha.. so, i told my mum, i was sick and all, and she asked me to go to the doc....

well, tot maybe after doc can go back to work, not i'm work-o-holic, but it's monday.. sure alot of things to be done... guess tmr my workload will be x2!!! so yeah.. i drag myself to the doc... i'm just scared i will just blacked out... cuz the sun was scorching hot too just now... so yeah, wen i reached the doc... it close for registration, and i had to go to the 24hrs clinic.. and the doc went out for lunch.. wtf!! i gotta wait for more than 1/2hr... so yeah, i waited.. and wen it's my turn to meet the doc... the freaking doc is like... cam in his malas mood... wth! but he did refer me the hosp cuz my eyes.. hak hak hak..

so went back, still very very hot.. tahan je lah... and had my few minutes nap.. before i went out to TM with my sis and the lil angel... i carried her ard... and yeah, pple tot it's my child!! hehehe.. i was like.. nolah, it's my sis.. and they were like, ooohh.. i tot it's yours... hehehe.. den aft that, went to my so-called aunt's hse... but on the way there, i bought this batik skirt... thanks sis for the money.. i'll pay u back one day.. hahaha... i say.. ONE DAY... dunnoe wen ehhhh.. hehehe... but the skirt is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... i loikeeee... =)

oh well, gonna watch America Next Top Model... till then...

{10:28 PM}

Saturday down, Sunday to go.. then back to work.. geez..

ouh, guess what, i'll be working there again.. yay~ but i dunnoe till when, but they offered me a job, still under contract and I'm finding my real job too.. we'll see how it goes..

oh well, my day was fine, went out with my sis first to forum.. gosh alot of kiddies stuffs, sooo adorable.. hehe.. den after that, met my dear at Novena, he just finished his game.. poor him, semua tengah sakit.. so yeah. den aft that went to Far East Puncak to eat... not nice... i dun like... stoopid. didn't take my order properly.. so yeah, aft that jln2.. nothing to buy, no accessories attract me....

den aft that, we took 518 back home.. while waiting for the bus, there's an accident happened right infront of our eyes... a car hit a motorbike.. and the bike kinda skidded... panic sey skejap.. we wanted to help.. but there's a few other who helped.. thank god there's no car driving on the other lane, if not.. haizzzzz... (dear, that's the reason why i dun want u to take bike lesson.... u see that didn't u) scary things.. tsk tsk tsk.. den the motorist and rider went to the side to discuss stuffs.. oh well, muka the pillion was soooooooooo pale sey.... confirm she'll be in trauma... poor them!

oh well.. that's bout it ah, simple yet a nice day.. dear is sick.. i worried bout him... hope u be well tmr k honey... take care.. eat your medicine... wish i could just watch over u thru the nite... *hug hug*

{11:57 PM}

I Hope... I Wish... I Pray

I hope that the feeling I'm having now is temporary
I wish for a miracle to happen
And I pray that I'll be fine soon

I hope I'll pull this through
I wish just at least someone will understand
And I pray that may Allah gives me the strength I need

I hope the tears will stop flowing
I wish I knew the reason why I'm crying
And I pray that this emotional roller coaster ride will end soon

I hope someone will still care
I wish that I won't emotionally hurt anyone
And I pray that life will be back to normal

I'm sorry to the people I've hurt, weder it's directly or indirectly.. I'm not in a state of mind nowadays.. I'm facing complexity.. I'm facing silly moments.. Yes.. I am depress sometimes.. I wish it'll go away...

{1:46 PM}

Busy with personal stuffs

Nowadays I'm quiet busy at work. More of doing my personal stuffs, clearing things up, handing over. As most of did not know, I'm leaving my work. Yes, I know the pay is good and everything, i do like the position i'm holding now. But everything has got to end right?

Oh well, that explain my depression time for the past few weeks. But i'm fine now. I'm finding job, a job that got something to do with my diploma. I'm thinking of property officer. Hmmz, doesn't sound that grand or anything, just a plain officer ain't it? But yeah, i'll start from scratch. I have my own plans. We'll save up.

Haiz. What a life. Come to think bout it, i'm still brooding over it. I'm still sad at the fact, i'm only left with only 6 working days here, and i'm gone for good. I did save up, but still. Life having a job is sooo gonna be different with life NOT having a job. Blarrghh~ I hope i got a job real soon, there's a few pple i need to treat. Pls pray for me that I got a job...

Geez, fasting month around the corner, den hari raya. Den there's alot of celebrations happening in my family members. Kahwin lah, tunang lah. hehhehe.. so glad for my abg sedaras..

Hmm, oh well, gonna start real work, but i'ma hungry... tsk tsk tsk.. tomorrow might be going for the starlight again, and watch Initial D, and dearie won on Sun for the skeleton key.. but dun think I can go.. :'( gonna visit my grandmumma!!

well, that's it for now..

{10:33 AM}

Well2... my day was fine... hmm.. work as usual.. sucks.. midweek madness.. hehehe..

oh well.. after work.. met with my dear.. he look soooooo handsome wearing like that.. hehe.. and smell sooooo goodd.. yum yumm... so aft that.. went to marina, to buy stuffs for my mum, and den off we went to airport to fetch his bro(bacin.. hehe.. i mean bacan).. so yeah, at airport met up with kak yan first.. ate at burger king... i was full actually, but mkn je lah sikit... den waited for bacan to arrive... lama sey we all wait.. everyone was freezing cold... tsk tsk tsk...

den his plane landed at 8.10pm.. tapi kluar close to 9pm.. lama sey... kak yan crack me up sey.. yes.. i was very slenger and blur.. and dear also had the best time laughing at me... hehee.. so after the siblings met, we went to Swensen's to eat... again... hehee.. i ate a lil je... share here.. and share there... had good laffs with them too... funny lah dey...

after bloating ourselves, we went home... took cab.. the driver looked angry wen we told him we're going to pasir ris only... haha.. at least dapat duit pe!!! ishkk..

thanks dear, bacan and kak yan for everything.. hehee.. =) an evening filled with fun and laughters.. owel.. another day tmr....

{11:57 PM}

So UNFAIR!!

Millenia walk is just like 5 minutes from my workplace.......

And my dear bf get to meet one of the black eyed peas member... just becuz he's at millenia walk burger king waiting for me!!!! and Taboo's there as well...........

SO UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *wails out loudly (and i mean loudly*

Why... why.... why.......!!! I can't go down yet cuz it's not time for me.... why?????????????!!!

{5:26 PM}

I Miss My Old Hair

Was looking through some old pics in my shutterfly... i really miss my old hair when it's all nicely highlighted..... I've been highlighting my hair for i think 3 yrs straight during hari raya.. this year, i tot of doing something different.... this is what i have in mind...

1) perm them... oouhh. it can just turn out to be sooo niceee...
2) colour dark base.. with dark red highlight... hehehe.. always my dream to do that
3) hair treatment... hmm.. and change new hairstyle..

haiz.. can't wait.. can ask my 2 personal beautician at home.. my mum and sis.. hehehehe.. =) actually can't wait for raya sey... yellow it is this yr!!! wow weeeeee~~

Oh well.. back to worK! 8 more days left.. den goodbyeeeeeeeee


//I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M NOT GOING FOR THE BLACK EYED PEAS CONCERT!!!!!! THIS IS CRAZEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..!!!!//

{2:24 PM}

Falling Sick

I'm falling sick.. been sneezing for the past hmm... 9 hours? gosh.. my nose is tired already sey.. poor nose.. but dun think i'll go to doctor any sooner.. no time ah..

Well.. and i don't think i'm going to Black Eyed Peas concert tomorrow.. *wails out loudly* for some financial reason, i need that money of some other impt use... geeeeeeeeZ!!!!!!!! I soooo wanna go.. but den.. i went there last year.. i got nothing to lose ahh.. but then again....... haizzz..

well, on my way home from work, something funny happened. Right opposite me, was these 2 guys. They got style, got the looks. Nice body. Round ass. hahha.. so i was like, hmmm.. nice.. when suddenly, i feel the atmosphere is sooo different when they started to be a lil too intimate for normal guys. I was like, no wayyyy, dun tell me they're gays.. well, with their gentle hands touching each other. I mean, i have nothing against gay, i noe gays are cute.. but like.. so syg kan.. hehhee.. well.. good luck to both of them! i just couldn't stop smiling sia, trying my best to control.. and i saw

so yeah.. went back home kinda early.. managed to catch anugerah.. Syed Azmir..not bad.. nicee.. Fauzie! good luck fren!! hehee.. hope you'll win ya~

oh well, gonna fall real sick soon.. tsk tsk tsk.. dunnoe wat went wrong.. not to mention my eyes.. they are deteorirating.. DE-TEO-RI-RA-TING! haizzzzzzzz

{11:22 PM}

Spring Cleaning

Well2.. the whole of Sunday, i was at home.. boo hoo hoo... but yeah.. i make a full use outta it.. had my room clean up! yeap!! all cleaned up now.. yaayy..

So yeah, while cleaning, found alot of stuffs.. pictures most of it.. notes.. hehee.. funny but nice.. the pictures especially.. wahhh~ some of it, i sooo not gonna show anyone.. =) but most of the pics.. are just.. hmm.. nice..

so yeah.. a few more things to throw.. and my room is all set.. i tot of painting my room to a brighter colour.. let say.. orange for one side.. and the other yellow.. i know it will look weird.. but hey.. it's 2005!! hahaa.. i'll ask my sis bout it.. but dun think she will allow it.. ahh.. damn! gonna buy bedsheets.. tot of finding either pink, or bright green.. so yeah.. this yr hari raya, will be bright colours!!!!!!!!! and also if we are going to ikea, gonna buy lotsa frame, and can pun alot of my pics.. *vanity*..

well.. had a tiring sunday.. hmm.. gonna sleep soon.. m tired.. so very tired.. *yawnss*

{12:08 AM}

Starlight Cinema

The outdoor movie. The breeze. The light foods. The company. The full moon. What more can I ask for. Perfect night yet again.

It was the most, unforgettable night ever. Thanks dear. Everything was perfect, even though I slept some of the time during the movie. hehehe.. not my fault.. blame the breeze... =)

And one point of time, while we were watching Batman Begins, there's this greenish object flying thru the sky. Wonder what is it? Shooting star? Meteorite? haha.. unexplainable. But is was niceee


Life is sucha wonderful thing..


Full moon... I simple lurve dem..

Well.. can't explain much.. you have to be in my shoes, to feel wad i felt.. or rather feeling... ouhhh.. i saw some green faces full of envy there.. hehehe.. oh well.. u shld.. =) kekeke..

and yah, did i mention i went all the way to Police Academy alone just to see his rugby.. hehee.. and i got lost for a while there.. hehehe.. thanks hairi for the over the phone directory! see, how lost i can be without anyone by my side.. dun ever leave me alone! heeee..

Dear, thanks for the night.. good nite sweeheart.. i love you

{2:32 AM}

Feeling tired.. Yet Lucky

Been feeling sooo lethargic nowadays... emotionally, physically, spiritually tired... Sometime I feel I don't have that much time in hand...

Like now.. i'm feeling really2 tired.. and i'm having eye irritation, everything's sooo blurry.. i need to wear a spec sooner or later.. and i'll be a qualified geek.. hehehe...

Oh well.. wth, I won the Starlight Cinema tickets... if you all didn't noe bout it... haiz.. where haf u all been. it's the open space movie at the padang.. so yeah.. gonna go there this saturday.. oooh weee~ i hope i won the BEP concert tix...

well.. i dunnoe wad to update nowadays.. my mind is completely blank.. i wanna be with him now.. just wanna be with him.. <3

{11:30 AM}

Sick...

I'm feeling sooo sick.. having cold.. keep on sneezing and coughing... and the weather and air-con is not helping.. i'm freezing..

haiz.. i need a shopping list with money included and shop!! (ey.. it makes me a lil better! lol)

i tot of changing my blog skin... i dun wanna use black anymore.... must add colours to ma life ahh.. hehee.. but i just kinda like black.. hahaha.. weirds..

i wanna go home now.... i'm cold, lonely, sick, tired, bored.. how pathetic can i get right?? hahaa..

shout outs: lind and khai.. i miss u both.. i need gf theraphy from u 2.. hahaha.. not forgetting my baby azy and dinah too...
ema.. u wanna go out together or not??? nak puasa nie...
everyone else dropping by... errr.. hi? hehehe..

{5:31 PM}

A Wonderful 11 Months

I had fun... I had the bestest time in my life... but a day with him.. is alwats soo perfect...

So yeah, he missed his game just to spend the day with me.. and that's like the most sweetest thing ever.. So off we went to town... So yeah, there's an incident happened at Somerset MRT.. a lady asked for my number.. cuz she asked me to be in the i Models Internation new face... i was like.. wth.. is she blind??? ahaha.. but she said she will call in 2 or 3 weeks time.. =) it's cool though.. so aft that.. we were laughing and all... "i'm pretty right dear?" heheh

Had our late lunch at Orchard Swensen's... Thanks dear for the treat.. i still owe u something.. hehee.. =)

Den after that, we had our long walk to City hall.. dear, sorry ehh.. but u make me smile in the most sweeetest way ever! I love you! Den we went to parliment bldg, den to esplanade.. and den our long bus ride.... hehee.. life is sooo bliss... =)

Well, here are some pics k..


us at Swensen's


dear with his new pet..


wicked aura.. they're totally awesome. =)


totally bliss...


he's sooo yummylicious i wish i cld eat him up..


We were there..


ASS! hehe


We decided to have this rather than car


Happy happy happy..


silence plsss..


Wonder where he is trying to go..


lastly.. my fav pic..

Thanks dear for the wonderful time!! I love you alot.. Happy 10th.. Happy 11 months.. I love youuu! All the 11 mths spend with u.. is priceless, i'm lucky to have u.. hope there are more months coming in..

{11:58 PM}

Happy 11 Months..

Had a great starting of the 10th... Spend time with my dear... countdown till the strike of midnight... it was... god! i'm lucky to be in that place... it was spectacular, outta world moment.. something i wun trade for anything in this world.. It really express alot when you look in my eyes.. and tell me that you love me... I felt that the whole world belongs to me..

11 months.. and we still going on strong.. we have our dreams.. hope we strive towards that dreams k honey... you know you mean everything to me..

I love you dear, and I'm glad you love me too.. Happy 11 months.. Happy 10th... another month.. ;)

{1:09 AM}

No One's Gonna Bring Me Down

FYI, this is a true from the heart posts and MAYBE it might just hurt anyone.. and if you don't like it, pls.. just click on the "X" at your top right hand corner..

Had a bad day for the past few weeks... and the stress i'm going thru seem unbearable sometime. . The emotional roller coaster ride that I had or maybe having is really driving me apart.. I almost losing grip.. I almost totally broke down..

But I'm glad that I have friends, especially, Lind, Dinah, Khai, Kamal, Aidil and many others to help me pull through.. I know all they wanted was to see me smile and be happy again.. and I also know that there are some people out there who are uneasy to see me leading a blissful life and all they want to do is to hurt me with their words, actions or whatsoever..

But the person that plays the MOST important role here is non other than my one and only dear.. Muhammad Farhan.. we mite had our ups and downs, but still u are there for me no matter what.. and i thank you for that.. Thanks for wiping the tears.. and thanks for showing me the brighter side of life.. You're my confidant afterall.. And I'm glad I HAVE you... and i'm glad that it's gonna be 11th months soon.. =) but i'll save that wish for later ya... we'll be fine.. and i know you love me... cuz i love you too... nothing's gonna change that fact for sure!

They always say that words are weapons and that the tongue is sharper than a knife, and you know what, i will come to a point where all your words are just "bla bla bla" to me.. I know that my FRIENDS and DEAR will always be there for me.. and that now, I'm trying to get up again.. Well, I forgive, but I will never forget. And I believe in Karma, so just be careful on what you trying to do, cuz it might just bounced back to you..

Well.. that's it.. but just a disclaimer.. i'm not mentioning names here.. but if you feel that i'm talking bout you, be my guests, make that assumptions.. like i say earlier, if you don't like this entry... the button is there at your service... =)

toodleZ

{9:21 AM}

Where Is Everybody??

Where is everybody when I need them the most????????? where?? where??

-i've been annoyed and i'm feeling soooo fcuked up-

-euurrgghhh... *()%^^($(@#*_)@&^$^#&*)-

i hope this week is over soon......... bad week...

{4:54 PM}

Haiz

Haiz............. What a day~

How? What will happen?

Haiz............. What a day~

{4:39 PM}

Another Sad Ending.....

Another tragedy happened... Another disaster... Another sad ending...

First, the tsunami, then the mumbai flood, then the katrina hurricane.. now the plane crash in Medan. Wonder what's next.. The weather taking its toll... it's scary.. how lifes are taken away in split second... the medan crash.. 117 on board...5 survived.. rest.. still in search... imagine how relieve will someone be, if he/she happen to miss that particular flight.... there's always a blessing in disguise...

What's happening to the world now.. More natural disasters... but whatever it is... HE wants it to be that way... all we gotta do.. is just accept them... redha dengan kehendaknya... i just pray that my loved ones will always be safe...

my condolences to the victims family.....

till then.. may all of you lead a happy life... life's too short to even waste it... love, be happy, enjoy while you all have the chance... and if you need to cry.. shed a tear or two... and smile cause you can live another day and that someone out there still cares for you.... =)

{4:07 PM}

All Are Welcome.. =)

One day down, another day to go before it's..... MONDAY!! :'( no... haizzz...

Anyway, had a very tiring saturday... woke up a lil early to helped ard the house cuz most of the relatives came by to see the lil one.. =) so yeah.. by about 3+ pple kept coming in already... was just about to have my afternoon nap.. hehehez... but anyways.. it was tiring.. by like 5+.. the house almost full already... ehehe.. everyone wanna a piece of the lil one.. hehee.. who doesn't rite.. adorable... ;)

well.. khai and one unexpected guest came too... guesss who... it's FAKHIRIN! hehhee.. miss that NS boy sey... haha.. dah botak... and he's darker... macho-er.. but anyways.. for him.. ahh.. it's been a year! congratulationsss... =) so happy for u buddy! hope to see u soon again k.. ;)

so den, bout 8+.. the bf came.. he smell sooooo nice just now... i like.. hehehe.. it's nice to see he can blend well with my family already... *smilez*

well.. that's more or less bout it.... one more week.. counting down.. yeshh! hehee..

{12:00 AM}

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