things have changed

well, sitting at home sure brings out the boredom out of me. It sure sucks sometime. But the things I enjoyed are waking up a lil later, spending time with my mum and playing and watching my lil angel grow.

anyway, earlier at work the whole office and BnJ for the monthly gathering. Why can't they haf it like next mth? bugger. and i heard, i will be moving to the other side of the office. Sheesh. WHY?? I'm so not looking forward to go back to work. I love my old space. The new one, I dunnoe. Dammit.

Ok, so I'm brain dead. I really don't know what to update. TripoDz having an outing soon.. :) can't wait. and Khai FINALLY got his enlistment letter. So Sept 09 shall be the auspicious date. kekeke. Gonna miss that guy for sure!

Oh well, off now to call the bf. Good nite everyone. mwah

{11:39 PM}

more days

Went to hospital earlier for my check up. Looks like my flesh is growing nicely. Alhamdullilah. So, my mc entend for another 2 weeks. Will only be back to work on Aug 10. Is it a good thing or bad? hmmm. Doc said it's advisable for me to rest at home. bahhh.

Haiz, don't know what I'm gonna do for the next 2 weeks. Boring kan?

Oh well, Nas and my evil twin taught be photoshopping. Ok, i'm sooo gonna get addicted.

Btw, anyone know where to get Sims game on Xbox? Let me know k, if possible pirated ones. *ooops*

Good nite everyone. much love.

p/s Nas, don't talk so much k. And take care of that operation of yours. Later the stitches terlepas how? hahahaha. Ok i'm bad. heh

{10:47 PM}

The lyrics that says it all

Weekends was kind of topsy turvy. It sucks when people that you trust just don't seem to understand you.

It sucks too when the people you thought will support you, just shut off your own dreams.

And it sucks, when you finally had to vent out your anger on the ones you loved.

Some of the lyrics below, says it all - what is kept in me.
"I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
...
You're entitled to your opinion
But it's really my decision"
Joss stone, Right to be Wrong

"I've listened to your lies and all your stories....
...
Don't explain yourself 'cause talk is cheap"
Madonna, Sorry

"To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
...
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me."
Mandy Moore, Only Hope

To whom all these lyrics is for. Go figure ok. Don't ask me, cuz I won't answer.

{12:43 PM}

Life pretty much passing by

Friday was good. Yeah, I did watch my hindustani movie - Mohabbatein. I never fail to cry while watching it, and yes I sang the songs too. hehe

And today is pretty much playing with my lil angel, she's growing up so fast. She laughed and smile alot with her 2 white teeth growing halfway. She's always doing her oh-so-famous monkey face. And she now noes how to salam, says "nanak", "mamam". And yes, she "quarrels" with me too. She will shout at me, as in literally shouting at me when I playfully raised my voice at her. Ok, I can go on and on bout this lil angel of mine.

So in the evening, spend time with boyfriend. He went for his lil shopping spree for the love of his life - rugby. Ok, maybe the 2nd love of his life. So after that shopping, went to Downtown and played Xbox! We played Need for Speed and Spongebob. Ok, I love the spongebob game. Haha. He won both games, but it's ok. I shall return back and win what it's suppose to be mine! hahaha

Oh well, so tomorrow's another day, prolly at home. So, simple Sat will just pass me by. :)

{12:10 AM}

oh bugger

even though i didn't really understand Pirates of Carribean2 (due to the fact i fell asleep watching the first one on dvd) but, i still enjoyed Capt Jack Sparrow or no.. i actually enjoyed Johnny Depp. No no, i dun enjoy.. i LOVE Johnny Depp. period.

But overall, POC2 is good. I enjoyed it even though my ass was in pain.

Ok, tmr I'm planning to watch hidustani movie. You know, just to make me cry. Haha.

I can't wait Lake House. It is gonna be soooooo sappy until the cinema will flood.

Okiez, it's gonna Friday you all. TGIF - like it makes any difference to me. hehe. :)

{11:33 PM}

what i truly miss

ok. it's been a week since my operation. and no, it's not getting any better. The wound is as bis as the first day, 7cm in length and 2cm wide fyi. When I saw it this morning, my whole body just felt so weak. So, one whole week at home. Strictly at home.

Damn, I realize, I miss being pretty. What I meant was, I miss getting ready for work, wearing nice clothing. I miss preparing myself for a date with bf. I miss thinking what to wear the night before work or for weekend. I miss choosing my clothes that will take me hours. I miss putting on my make-up, looking pretty, feeling sexy with my choice of perfume and going out with full confidence.

Yeah, i've not been doing that for the past one week. I've been at home, being sloppish and I very much dislike it. Jus wearing tee and berms not making me feel better.

I just want to go out again. I want to paint the town red. I wanna go shopping before the sale ends - which is soon. I miss all these stuffs. I know it'll be a while more till I can do all these stuffs again.

Damn, I do hope I can go out this weekend but I know it'll be soo troublesome. =(

{7:33 PM}

The Monday that will make no difference

So.. for the first time, Monday is like the ok-watever day. Everyday is like a weekend to me now. Nothing really matters if it's Sat or Sun or Mon or watever lah.

I wanna watch movie. I can't wait for Lake House. I wanna watch Jack Sparrow. BUT.. i can't sit for too long. My lovely ladies - Diana, Saffy and Sharifah.. when are u coming over to accompany this self proclaimed princess? haha.

And dear, I wanna play monopoly with you again. Can can?

I wanna go outttttttttttttttttt! After this wound is all cover up.. i need a good spanking. hahahahahahaha.. Ok, i dunnoe wat's that for. :)

ok, good nite everyone. :)

{11:25 PM}

A cozy Saturday

A weekend at home. Yes, you read it right - HOME. But with the company of dear bf. :) So, it's still not bad afterall.

Well, met him in the morning to go for my dressing, then breakfast at MacD, then we went back home. In the afternoon bout 3+, dear came over. We watched Scary Movie 4 & The Break-up. Played Monopoly! About 6+, dearest Sharina and Faezah came to visit me. hehehe. It was sooo nice to spend my Saturday with my loved ones. :)

Well, dear just went home. He's working tomorrow, so meaning I gotta go for my dressing all alone. Darn. Oh well, Sunday at home again. Movie marathon I guess.

Thanks dear for the cozy Saturday. Thanks for making time for me. And to my lovelies, thanks for the visit. Heart u ok.

*oh btw, i gotta drink the Polleney stuffs. It sucks big time ok. Like BIG TIME! yucksss

{10:15 PM}

the days at home

so my days at home was nothing but pure laziness. I woke up late, had brunch, ate my medicine, went to doc to change my dressing, came back home in pain, cried and sleep. Ok, I dun want this to be my daily routine ok. Or seriously, I'll be the most boring person in the whole wide world!

But thanks to the tripoDz and dear, they came over for a visit! :) thanks loves, i appreciate it.

I want to recuperate asap. But.. i'm not too sure if it will. :'(

{11:17 PM}

I'm back

I'm back home. Oh yes, as some of you might not know, i've been hospitalized since Monday night due to my infection at my upper thigh. Docs told me I need to go for operation on Tuesday. I swear I was nervous and I couldn't sleep at night. I cried while talking to dear at night, but he was very calm for me. And I glad he was.

So on the operation day I was very fidgetive. I wanted to get over and done with it, but yes still feeling nervous and scared. My op was about 10am+. The nurses, surgeons talked to me, but I wasn't even concentrating. Then when in the op theater, they gave me general aesthetic. I fell asleep and only to wake up in the recovery room. I cried when I woke up cuz I was in great pain. The nurses pushed me back to my ward, and dear was there. I cried even harder when I saw him. He held my hand, he just looked into my eyes. And at that moment, I was very relaxed and calm.

So when dear was with me, we sure had alot of laughters. Thanks dear for everything. Thanks for rushing from work to be by my side. Thank you for the letter u wrote me when i fell asleep beside you. Thank you for the food you gave me. :) You are really a diamond to me.

Then later in the afternoon, my bro, SIL, Faiz and Cha came. My childhood sweethearts were there too, Diana, Saffy&Adi. Then some of my relatives came too. And some others lah.

Thanks everyone to show that you care. Thanks for the gifts and chocos. And yes, to others, thanks for the smses. =)

So, hello 16 days of MC.

{5:41 PM}

and how could I forget

Apart from the Italian men who took my breath away......



This cheeky policeman here plays an important role too

Happy 21st dear. Happy 10th to us.
It's another month. Another chapter.

Thank you for everything.

She said, "everything I wanted, I found it in him"
He said, "everything I dream about, I'm living it with her"

{9:01 PM}

And the victory that is worth waiting for

The waking up at 2am while still in pain is all worth it to when I saw Materazzi equalized the score with France by his powerful header. And the sleeping at 5am in the morning is all worth it to see my Italian men or rather Fabio Canavarro holding the world cup trophy.

I'm the happiest girl today cuz Italy won the world cup. 4th champion to be exact and the previous one was back in 1994. I still remember when I told everyone that I supported Italy from they start, they will say "haiyah.. Italy not good lah" now we see who is the good one ey?

And shame on Zidane for finishing his football career with a red card. Tsk tsk. Not a good example for a CAPTAIN.

Men Galore....

And the victory is theirs..


my golden boy - Alessandro Del Piero


the guy with really sharp features - Francesco Totti


and the new found love - Fabio Canavarro, which is also one of the best defender.

I really enjoyed the World Cup this year. At least it's not Brazil nor the home team that took the trophy away. Ohhh.. and how i wished I was the trophy. hehe.. it's nice to see the Italian men kissing and hugging it.. ohh wahh.. :)

For now, Let's see what World Cup 2010 has in store... =)

*pictures all again courtesy of Official Sit of Fifa World Cup

{8:28 PM}

And so it's Friday

I can't wait for tomorrow. Get together with dearest Sharina and Faezah. I miss them like a whole lot.

I've been thinking lately bout my friends. From pri, to sec, to poly.. I'm glad I still contact with some of them. But I miss the ones I let go. The ones I ignore, the ones I lost contact with. It's not that I delibrately wanna ignore them, but due to some circumstances, I have to. If i were to list out all the people that I miss, that sure gonna be a long one.

But hey, I'm as always contented with my life now. I'm blessed with close knit friends. I'm blessed with a perfect family. And I'm blessed with a loveable bf and his family. But I guess life is all about losing and gaining things. I've lost some friends, but I gain a few more. :)

So now, it's friday. Not a good friday, due to the woman cycle and something at my *beep beep* there's this *beep beep* which is *beep*ing painful. Ok, the beeping, go figure k. =)

Oh, and nowadays at night, I always get this chill. I'll shiver even though I covered myself with blankey and my fan/air-con is off. I will shiver and curl myself up. Wonder wat's wrong. I think i'm turning cold blooded. Hehe..

Okiez, so I'm going ahead to do my work. Oh yes, you guys sure know Hady Mirza from Singapore Idol right. I always told my fren that he looks familiar. NOW i remember where I met him. We used to take pictures together when me and sis got to meet Missy Elliot back in 2003! My memory very good ey? *it's actually my sis who recognize him, not me. hehe* If you don't believe, I shall scan the photos and upload it soon! bah ok?

This time around, really back to work.. :)

{1:37 PM}

Oh Ho....

Watching Italy vs German once again on RTM2. I dun regret not watching the first half earlier this morning, not that good anyway. hehe.

Oh, bf working now. How boring. I hope he calls me later. then I have something BIG to update complain to him. Bitching session with bf has always been good! At least it makes me feel better. *winkz*

And evil twin, haiyah, what originality u talking about? Cause you know what, she don't have one! But I think it's a big coincidence, no? *slaps forehead* Nono, this is NOT the first time (and I know it's not gonna be the last time). And so, it's not a coincidence. I think she's trying her best to be like me. Hahahaha.. Hey hey, guess what, I got a follower! hahahaha.. I pity you girl. Really. Get a life (if you have one that is).
For any of visitors, I don't mention names here. So, it's up to you to make that little assumption of yours. BUT if you feel that my word is hurting you, and you feel like crying, or angry, or telling your loved ones, hmmm, it just might be you. =)

Oh well, I've let it most out. Time for my soccer match again!

{11:20 PM}

It's like a dream come true

When I watched the game only after 55th minutes (cuz i couldn't wake up earlier), I had no confidence that Italy will be in the final. All because of their lack of attack, and not much "power" in their midfield. They are good, but not as good as Germany's aggresiveness. BUT, the second half of extra time, the Italians guys made my day wee morning and staying up for the game worthwhile. Grosso Fabio made the opening score during EXTRA TIME. The 119th minute to be exact. And next was none other than the my all-time fav Golden Boy - Alessandro Del Piero, scoring at the last second of extra time. How wonderful.


Grosso celebrating his first goal with Zambrotta.


and yes, my favourite guy in Jersey No. 7.

And, how can I ever forget bout this guy


Francesco Totti. (he looks cuter with short hair, duncha tink so?)

Oh Germany, it must have been hard for you to lose in your own grounds - oh well, try again the next 4 yrs.
*pictures courtesy from the 2006 World Cup Official Home Page

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On a personal note, lunch date with bf is wonderful. Thanks dear, I appreciate it. Hope this isn't the last ok. =) Night shift for him tonite. Sucha dread.

{2:33 PM}

ta-daaaaa

How's my layout?? NICE???? my very own personalize skin.. :)

Thanks to my darling gf - Nurdiana! Luv u babe..

I really really love it....

{10:26 PM}

Everyday is a sun shining day

It's been rather hot nowadays. Perfect for beach getaways. Remind me of Pulau Redang though.

So it's a Tuesday. Feels so lazy to go to work cause my both my bosses not around. One in India, another one in China. hehe..

Dear's working morning today, so won't be meeting him. Tomorrow he's working as well. And when he's working... that's when I can......... play with his N-gage!!!!!!!!!!! Sims Bustin Out to be exact. hehehehehe.. i'm sooo addicted to it. I rather not sleep. Hahaha. Yes I am that addicted to the game.

Oh, yesterday's date over Gelare ice cream waffle is perfect. And dear keep on saying, we should have a waffle maker at our home (insya Allah) and he wants to have waffle every morning for breakfast. hahaha. Sometime dear's remark are downright adorable.

And later that night, we had this serious talking bout working life. Dear is going thru a rough time, just like how I went thru earlier in this phase. I remembered how I will cry on most night cause it's just basically culture shock. I just hope he'll be fine and he remembers all my "wisdom" words. hahahaha.

I miss tripoDz so much. We'll meet up soon lovelies.

{10:18 AM}

The short time spent

It was a short sunday - but better than nothing.

Short shopping spree with bf was good. Bought myself another zara top, and bought for him berms. Had dinner at Ramen Ten. i didn't really enjoy my food, cuz it was spicy. Shall not order it again. But the drink was nice lah.

Oh... i need to do pedicure asap. My skin are peeling. dammit.

Waiting for dear to get pay, den we can go shopping again. hahahaa.. i didn't "invest" my money to cdc this month, extra 300 bucks to spend on! gerek lah!

Oh well, it's back to freaking monday. And hello monday blues! bugger~

{11:39 PM}

A different kind of weekend

Somehow, starting of weekend wasn't good. Was damn sleepy when I woke up in the morning for my driving, no thanks to Germany vs Argentina the night before. So yeah, got back home, got a hitched from my instructor. He saw me waiting for 58, and he offered me a lift since he stayed in Tampines. It's good lah, cuz I was rushing back home to catch up on my sleep.

So had a nap, woke up bout 12+. Then dear called me, i was really cranky with him due to the slight misunderstanding the night before. I was cranky when I met him. But he's still as sweet as ever, holding my hands, hugging me. Hehehe. sorry dear, but it's partyly your fault also. heh. So we watched Just My Luck. Very nice, romantic movie. But I almost got into a quarrel with a grp of girls there. All because the were damn noisy. Literally TALKING OUT LOUD. I just let out a loud "SHHH!" and "shut up". Heard one of them saying bitch. I almost stand up and just went up to them. So after the movies, got to find out they were like sec 1 minahs. fine, give it a go. kiddies.

Oh well, after movies, dear went back cuz he gotta go to work. I waited for him, and send him afterwards.

And since just now, i've been playing with dear's N-gage. I'm addicted to it. Hahahah. And yeah, my sis found a V3i. Lucky her. So it means i'm getting my 3230 back! weee~

Okiez, soccer starting. Go England! =)

{10:52 PM}

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