Every Little Thing...

Thursday, September 28, 2006

Starlight Cinema

Yesterday was absolutely fabulous! Starlight cinema is always fun! The ambience is nice, the company is nice, the breaking fast under the star and moon was also nice!

So yeah, yesterday we went to watch American Dreamz. Got the free tix from their webby contest. The show was a-ok, not so good though. But it's alright.

So before the show, a few of nokia girls was walking around. Dear and me made a video dedication which ended with a kiss for everyone too see! How nice right. And he also did an sms dedication for me and tell everyone he loves me. hehehehe.. :) And, our photo is online too! Click here! Keep on clicking next, and you'll see our beautiful (ehem!) photos.. hehehehe

After the wonderful night, we both had to call it a day. Sucha memorable day, I don't mind experiencing it again.

Thanks for the wonderful nite dear. I love you many2

*****

On today's story, I went to Raffles Hospital for my check up. Looks like the drugs don't work on me. Even though I took the iron & folic acid, my iron level and haemoglobin rate is still low. Doctor now strongly suspect I'm having thalassemia. So they doing a test on that. But the thing is, thalassemia is hereditary. If it turns out to be negative, then the doc doing a bone marrow test to see why my body isn't producing enough blood. Oh well, doc says for now it's not a danger stage, maybe in future, it will be.

I don't know if I should be scared or just be cool bout it. I just hope i'll be fine. I'm not that weak. :)

It's getting late, good nite loves.

p/s dear, don't worry too much ok. your gf will stay strong.

{11:29 PM}

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

the heart is pounding

My heart is pounding so fast ever since this morning. I'm not too sure why. I feel nervous. Anxiety. Is this due to stress?

Yes, I've been ~~lil~~ very stress for the past few days. Due to work and shit. Probably I've been depressed to. Knowing that I did a stupid thing few days back, just makes me wonder that I can't tolerate stress.

Oh well, I just hope these feelings will all go away. I miss TripoDz so much.

Bahhh, i'm out.. emails keep coming in and I have to give my boss a good explanation for this stupid mistake I made. dammit lah!

{10:25 AM}

Monday, September 25, 2006

Singapore Idol

And so Hady Mirza won....

I'm very the happy ok!! At least it's worth my 50+ votes. Yes, that much! hahaha.

Congrats Hady! =) *taufik u are still my number 1 okkk*

Oh why hello big sum bills coming my way.. heh. ;P

{11:06 PM}

Sunday, September 24, 2006

The baby finally arrived

My new baby. Born on Sept 24 at about 6pm. =) Thanks dear. The baby wouldn't arrive if it's not for you.. hehehehe..

I promise I won't throw it away if i'm angry and promise not to lose it.

THANK YOU SAYANG!!!

{9:47 PM}

Saturday, September 23, 2006

And so we start..

Fasting period starts from tomorrow onwards. So hopefully I can lose more weight ey? hehehee.. To all my muslim friends, selamat menjalani ibadah puasa. =)

And tomorrow is the Singapore Idol finals. Vote for Hady ok!! But Jon also oklah. hehe.

I'm tired, went out with my family earlier to Geylang. It was kinda pack ah. Couldn't find anything nice. But wasn't intending to buy anything as well. Hehehe..

Oh well, bf's working night shift and I miss him loads. Hopefully he had proper meals for his sahur. And i sooo can't wait for tmr, gonna get a new baby...! =)

Ok, i'm dead beat tired. I should be sleeping now. Good nite everyone. Kawan2 jaga nafsu korang eh time puasa nie!!! hahahahaha.. :P

{11:20 PM}

Friday, September 22, 2006

I need a break

Work was fucking stressful for the past few days. Ever since I have to take care of an additional team, the work load was TREMENDOUS! I've been going back at 9pm for the past 2 days. But nvmlah, not complaining. Free dinner and free transport back what. hahaha.

On Wed, me and 2 of my colleagues went to eat at Raku-zen. This sushi place at Millenia Walk. Very nice lah and I even tried raw salmon. haha. Earlier, we went for western food, went to BigO. Recommended! The chix wing damn nice.

So yeah, 2 days took the cab. One big hole in my pocket, tomorrow must claim everything back! bahhhh

Oh well, i'm tired, lethargic, energy-less and whatnots. Let's all together have some rest ey?

**I won 2 tix to starlight cinema next Wednesday for the movie American Dreamz. Bf will be working. Any takers? I just hope he manage to get leave though. Oh well.

Good nite all, much love. [i need a break, short holiday maybe?]

{12:01 AM}

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Will you still love me in the morning?

Let me into see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all comeI want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

lift me up just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
you say your all right
but I get the strangest feeling
that you've gone away- you've gone away
and will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted
all the time some times

Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted

Dishwalla - Every Little Thing

Sometime I wished I could turn back the hands of time and undo my mistake. But I know it's not gonna be possible. So all I'm asking from you is another chance for me to prove myself. For me to clear up my mistake. For me to prove to you that you are the one I ever wanted and NOBODY else.

I love you so much, I didn't wanna let go. I love you so much, I'll do what it takes to make it work. I love you so much, till I hurt you badly and there's no way I'm able to forgive myself. It's a mistake I make and I am solely responsible for it

I'll change dear. I promise. For us, I'll do whatever it takes.

"will you still love me in the morning"
"we'll see"

{11:17 PM}

Sunday, September 17, 2006

September 15

The night I was looking forward to over a week! That was when we had our quarterly secretaries event. And this time around, we had a BBQ at east coast! Food was simply delicious, most of the beautiful people was there. The games was fun-filled. And the drinks, was yummylicious. *winkz*

After the BBQ, me, sis and her friends went clubbing. It's been a while since I had so much fun. We went to butterfactory. Crowd, songs was super cool! Didn't drink much there anyway cuz I was feeling a lil down (will tell u bout it later). Dance the night away and saw a few cute guys (don't worry, bf knew bout this). I love clubbing ok. Just don't want to get addicted to it that's all. Bah~ Soon, I shall go with my friends

Ok, on a sad note..... I lost my precious V3i on Sept 15 as well. That baby is just 5mths old, and the fucker who took my hp, i swear he/she will be knocked down by the rubbish truck. So, please pple, sms me your number ok.

me and my beautiful colleagues

clubbing girls

{11:19 PM}

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Blood Problems

Went for my check-up earlier today regarding my low blood count. There's a MAJOR difference between Raffles Hospital and Changi Hospital. I mean, they really CONSULT me bout my sickness. Took some tests and the results will be out next 2 weeks.

Doctor said that if they suspect blood in my bowels, (yes they took sample of it ok, but not by me shitting in a container.. it's another way, not gonna tell!) i will have to go thru scope procedures (again!) to see if my intestine is actually bleeding. Bahh.. scary or not??

Anyway, I just hope nothing is serious. I hope the supplement I'm gonna take will make me better in 2 weeks time.

Ok, on a lighter note... HADY got into the finals!!!!!!!!!! *faints* Worth my every vote ok =)

Oh well, I should be packing my stuffs now. Big nite tomorrow.

{11:19 PM}

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Millionaire's First Love

Everyone out there, go and grab this VCD ok, Millionaire's First Love. It's a Korean movie but it's a fucking sad movie ok.

"do you know why they close their eyes when kissing?"
"because they are so dazzled by each other"
"in that short moment when my eyes closed, i'll miss you"

Beat that lah ok. My heart just ache thinking about it.

So, go and see it. Highly recommended. :)

{11:26 PM}

Monday, September 11, 2006

I thought wrong

I thought after so long, I'm over you.

But I realize I wasn't and probably never will get over you. I'm still head over heels for you.

I still have that butterfly feelings in my stomach when I see your pics.

Dammit, why must you be so far away??

You should just come to Singapore and marry me you know.

{5:15 PM}

Sunday, September 10, 2006

23 and still counting

Everytime I look into your eyes,
I fell in love with you all over again.
I love you more each day, never less
As always you always take my breath away.

Happy 10th dear. Happy 23rd months..

I'm glad we still in love, we still going on strong..

I sayang you banyak2 ok.. hehee. :)

{11:31 PM}

Friday, September 08, 2006

The Meet-ups

When the old friends meet-up. There's only one word to describe it. FUN.

The meet up is also like a farewell gathering to Khai before he went into NS. I hope he had fun as much as we do.

I just wished the day didn't have to end that fast. I miss you guys still.

{12:30 AM}

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Just Go Away

I had so many things to write. So many things to tell. But when this page appear for me to write down my thoughts, i just lost it. I'm lost for words. I don't know what to write.

But what I know is that, I miss you. I hope things will get back to normal. Going thru 2 yrs was not as easy as I expected it to be. I have to find all my strength again so that I can get up from this misery fall. I just want it to be like before.

I just miss you. I want my life to be back normal.

I'm tired now, it's been few nights since I had a good night rest. :(

{10:20 PM}

Monday, September 04, 2006

Don't!

My life is already fucked up the way it is, I don't need anyone or anything else to make it worse!

Just don't make the wrong move or I swear I'm gonna screw your life.

With this whole shitty thing going on, how am I suppose to face it sak. I just hope everything will go back as per normal and I don't even have to be scared by my own shadow.

:'(

{2:05 PM}

Sunday, September 03, 2006

Shopping Period

So I decided that this month shall and WILL be my shopping period cause it's been such a long time since I pamper myself.

I wanna get myself skirts, shoes, tops and whatnots. And yes, mani and pedi too. Ooh, btw I got my dress already! So cantik, ok. I will take pics and post it here. Hehehe.

So yeah, just now, I went to get myself 2 watches. Cheap2 ones. Still aiming for the Guess watch though. =) I mean, Guess watches are soo freaking nice right, and expensive too. I don't care lah. By hari raya, I think I wanna do a high-end shopping. Aldo shoes, Coach bag.. bahh~ Berangan je lah kan.

Hmm, tomorrow is Sunday. I feel like going back to the office to get my shoes. (i left my shoes in the office) Cuz that shoes fits my dress well. Hehehe, excited lah.

Oh well, we'll see wat I can buy soon okiez. =)

{12:14 AM}