Monday, February 28, 2005
my mum supported me if i wanna continue studying.. that's what i want to.. i wanna take up courses in architecturing or interior decoration... these 2 are wad i'm really interested in doing... Alhamdullilah my mum support it... i dunnoe bout the rest... oh well.... obviously i dun wanna work first.. i'm not used to working environment.... working with my sis in office is enuff for me... enuff for me to experience how boring it is... haizz....
m kinda scared thinking bout it actually.. den my mum was saying.. if i dun get any proper job here... i can just go to Brunei.. work with my aunt... {nah.. i dun like the idea at all} yeah.. so the prospect there is good.. but.. wth.. i can still survive here rite... den my mum say too.. after i finish taking up my courses... dah lepas tu nak tunang pun dah boleh.. den i was like.. ehh.. jauh nyer dier fikir... muahhahha...
well.. enuff lah bout ma future... oh well.. hmm... today was an ok day.. had ma online quiz for tnt.. well scored 36/50.. and i didn't study at all.. so it was kewl... ;) most of the time was fooling ard with him.. kacau org je... hehehe.. but it's ok.. i like.. muahahaha.. :P
well2... i better at least start THINKING bout studying now... exams are really ard the corner... *arrrgghhh* and also.. this week is ma quiz week... *arrrggghH!!* hehehee...
ema! congrats on your results..... :D glad u manage to pull it thru... ;) so.. i hope u gonna have a great time in TP soon... heeee~
{10:07 PM}
Sunday, February 27, 2005
only wen the boredom gets on ma nerve.. i went outside.. watched tv..... damn even the tv wasn't on ma side.. there's no nice stuff showing at all... so yeah.. went back to ma room.. and surf again till late nite... haizzzzz..................
den sunday wasn't any difference... was suppose to follow farhan for bbq.. ma mum wun let me again.. haizz.... was pissed ah... but i just kept quiet... she just told me it was far... boring sey.... so yeah.. again.. was showing the "i'm-damn-bored-would-you-let-me-out" kinda look.... watched tv.. surf the net.. i'm telling u.. i'm rotting slowly.. so den.. at bout 5+.. decided to call the tripod pple and azy.. to go out and slack.. and lind decided to do storyboard for tcs... so yeah.. we agreed... met them ard lind's area at bout 6+... den we just talked, joked... it was fun.. but i was hoping i was going out.. out... geddit??
anyway.. i kinda just reached home.. still have the boredom inside me.. haizzzzzzz...
outtieZ
{11:11 PM}
Saturday, February 26, 2005
I'm sooo bored... haiz... was at home.. facing my comp... geeZ...
anyway,
hey mister.. u noe i miss you.....
{9:56 PM}
aniwaez... i still have no plans yet for the weekend... i feel like cutting ma hair.. my fringe especially.. it's poking ma eyes... but den again.. sayang ah.. see how ah...
well... exams are around the corner...and i mite be going to KL during ma exams week.. crazy.. yeah.. my family force me too.. wad to do... geeZ.. at least can shop there.. but then.. not gonna shop in peace ah... surely gonna miss someone alot.....
hmm.. well... anyway.. yesterday.. my grandma came over ma hse.. miss her alot sey.... she lost alot of weight... poor her... she look so old and fragile already.... wen i came back... i'm happy to see her... i kissed her.. besttt... my aunts and uncle were over at ma hse too.... anyway.. yeah.. so talked to them... helped ard the hse... tiring ah.. den had ma nap fer a while.. before going to ma religious class.. *winkZ*
so yeah.. m so bored now.. actually kinda tired already.. but dun wanna sleep yet... i'm having napfa test later.. but lind not going.. so me not goin too lah... heee...
well.. till den...
outtieZ
{1:44 AM}
Friday, February 25, 2005
now i really got no mood to do anything... i can't even do ma report.. i can't even think straight.. i can't even smile... m putting a really straight face now... fcuk sak!
i hate wen this happen.. i hope i'll be alrite wen i wake up.. if not.. i'm gonna be sooo cranky... i noe there's alot of pple who dun really like me bein cranky....
arrgghh! m pissed again... at the fact.. m feeling so much anger.. but i can't let it out..... i just hafta shut up.. but den again.. i dun want to... god! damn it.. damn damn it..........
and den ma mp3 songs are filled with sad songs.. that just encourage me to cry..... now i understand why Azlina's eye start to be watery wen she heard the song Mungkin Nanti by Peterpan.. the lyric is soo nice...
Sajanya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi
Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini
Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi
Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini
Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri
I'm out for now.. arrghhh! still feeling pissed... shucksZ
outtieZ
{12:46 AM}
Thursday, February 24, 2005
damn warning letters.... ^*&()*%^#$&)! bingit sak!!!! for 3 freaking subjects...... kena screwed by ma mum and bro like hell just now... they tot i've not been going to skul... they tot i've been lying to them... but i'm NOT!!!! i was in skul.. only i didn't go fer class.. for some reason.. i was just plain lazy............
really lost ma mood completely to celebrate ma sis bday......!! shit sak... till now.. thinking sey.... will i be grounded???? ahhh no!! nope.. i wun be grounded.. ma bro said dun let this ever happen again... he already treat me like an adult.. so i have to behave like one.. if i dun.. den he'll treat me like a kid.. which will b hell!!!!!!!!!!!
but seriously.. i still haf ma projs to do.... so i still need ma late nites in skul.. but den again.. they wun believe me ahh.. cuz during EPS i told 'em my major project is done... but that's just the major project sey... ahhh! damn bingit...
geeZ.. hell.. m bored now... it's almost 11.. where are u?? i miss u already... didn't meet u for one day.. really leave me restless... *grrrr*
outtieZ
{10:43 PM}
May You Be Happy With Your Loved Ones...
And May U Get Promotion Soon (so we can go shopping on yr expense!)
Semoga Panjang Umur Dan Murah Rezeki (again so we can shopping!) heeee
So U Hit The Big 3-0 already... How Sad...
But Remember {thirty, flirty and thriving! *winkZ*}
Love Ya Sis... muahhhhh..
that's her....! the greatest and bestest sis ever...!
HAPPY 30th BIRTHDAY!!
{12:06 AM}
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
this is it.. cool eh.. wanna take one more later.. cuz the moon now is really2 nice.... bright.. and round.. wow wee....
i have another nature pic too.. this is marvelous... hee.. i lurve it..
i took this from somewhere... a nice evening indeed..
well.. that's it..
outtieZ
{11:57 PM}
well... today... yeah.. went for ma travel and tour lecture... for the second time ever since the semester starts... *sshhhhh* yeah.. went there and got a few stuff.. lanyard, pin and bookmark.. heee.. cuz i answered some of the questions... {who say u dun go fer lecture and can't understand anything? heee} owel.. actually the questions were ez.. kwangZ~ so yeah.. it was cool... she gave some tips for exams.. that the whole reason why m there just now.....
so yeah.. aft that.. went for lunch.. and den.. i'm off to Seletar Camp for my NE trip.. at first it was total boredom.. den aft that.. it was kewlness..... :D took alot of pics... well.. it was really an exciting excursion {or maybe} hahaha... but yeah.. it was fun fun fun.... but it was hot hot hot... well.. will upload some pics here... heee.. and yeah.. i met Hafiz there.. OMG!!! hahaa.. can't believe would bump into him there... as usual.. he's as cute.. so yeah.. didn't talk much to him.. was dumbfounded maybe... wahahahahaha... {dun be jealous k} but yeah.. it was cool ah... :D smileZ~ owel.. aft rounding ard Seletar Camp.. off back to skul... and here i am..
well.. gonna go back soon... but will drop by at sports complex first..... so this is it for now...
outtieZ
{7:10 PM}
the stars, the almost full moon... the breeze.. just nice...
thanks to u.... thanks for everything... :D
It means alot to me... 22.02.05.. gon remember it..
whatever i told u.. it came right from my heart.. no doubt to all the words i told u..
a special evening...
spent with someone special...
a special moment not to be forgotten...
outtieZ
{12:34 AM}
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
owel, my monday was a-ok... it was hot hot hot... my head's spinning.. well.. went fer lecture in the morning... den went to pasir ris to take some stuff... den back to skul.. *phew* managed to sleep fer a while before i went for ma t&t group discussion...
so yeah.. ma group was panicked fer the presentation.. obviously it wasn't me ah.... it's really different werking with biz students.. they get panicky so quickly.. engin relaks je.. last minute pun still relaks... haaa... so yeah.. they were rushing thru some last minute stuff.. while me keep asking them to cool down... *wad kinda grp leader am i?* so yeah.. finished up the powerpt slides... well had a few conflict here and there.. but hell.. who cares.. it's all over.... so yeah.. but the presentation went well.. the lecturer told us we did fine.. *see lah who the group leader.. muahahhaha* den aft the presentation, rushed down to NUS to catch =:Farhan's:= game with azlina, lind and khai...
so yeah.. took cab there.. cost me... nvm... heee.. and den.. reached there.. was already the second half... damn! get to watch him play a while je.... but it's ok.. heee.. owel.. it's really really a rough game.. scary sey... owel.. it's the nature of the game...
so yeah.. aft the game.. took the skul bus with dem... *busuk* hahaha.. they were funny.. noisy.. it was kewl ahh...
upon reaching skul.. me, azlina and khai went to techno.. we were starving... lind can't join us... *awwww* anyway.. yeah.. so az and khai start eating.. and i'm waiting fer him to finish bathing and all...
so that's more bout it... well.. a hot monday.. i hope it'll rain soon...
p/s the moon is nice tonite... with the stars.. i'll just smile seeing it... :)
outtieZ
{12:28 AM}
Monday, February 21, 2005
-saturday-
last day of eps... that day of eps..was still lame... but yeah.. wasn't at tcc anyway.. was going ard skul.. look2.. enjoying performances.. sitting in clubroom...talking.. den.. yeah.. on sat.. helped khai to get to noe this tudung girl.. well actually he didn't want to.. but yea.. kena sabo.. hahaha.. but yeah.. me and kamal did a great job.. that girl is pretty anyway.. ;P *khai, u owe us ehhh* hehehe..den aft eps.. we took pics... here and there.. everywhere..
so.. aft the whole event.. went to eat.. den back home.. den.. changed to my party gear.. wahhaha.. nolah.. was going to jam and hop in skul.. so yeah..was wearing someting more comfy.. wore my jeans.. fold it to be 3/4.. den wore ma v-neck fwomen top.. tie up my hair to half.. and wore ma mary jane shoes.. den met up wit lind ard her hse.. den off we go.. so yeah.. den reached skul at bout 7+.. everyone was there.. was kinda moody wen i reached skul ah.. so yeah.. there's alot of familiar faces there... saw hairi.. saw sa'im and is... it's been a long time since i see em.. owel.. was really missing someone badly that moment... yeah.. makes me moody.. anyway.. he den surprised me by being there... *thanks alot*.. even though i dun show how glad i am wen u're there.. but it's all tingling inside me.. wahhahaa.. so glad u made it there.. even though u told me were tired and all...
so.. anyway.. the performance.. there's BFC, triple noize, turning pt.. and yeah.. the highlight of the day.. PUG JELLY.. they were awesome.. totally cool... they sang live sooo good.. :D yeah.. took their pics.. wanna took pics with them personally.. but den.. the q was damn long.. so yeah..we dropped the idea..
so aft the performance... they started playing real song.. and yeah.. was dancing under the stars and moon... it was a wonderful nite... u are a great dancer... all the nice songs... it was really2 great and fun ahh... yeah.. i danced wit lind, azlina, kamal and sha too.. it was nice.. yeah.. i didn't dance fer the whole time ah.. was out from the crowd.. wen i saw a few pple staring at me.. i was feeling uncomfortable.. so i back out... *korek mata satu2 baru tau!*
so yeah.. that's ma saturday... a long, tiring, moody day.. but it's worth it...
now fer -sunday-
went out with ma gurlies.. had a girls day out!.. sharina and faezah.. my 2 old bestfrenz... well. had lots and lots and lots of fun.. miss dem alot!!! so yeah.. we meet up at bout 5.30pm.. they were late.. i was early! so yeah... met them at city hall mrt.. gave them each pink roses... and gave sarah, choco.. just a lil something from me ah.. since i've not been meeting them fer a long time.. den aft that.. went to eat at sakura... ordered -plain rice, tomyam soup, dry chilli chicken, sweet and sour fish and fried wanton- yum2! and it all cost $37+. so yeah.. kewlness..
aft filling our empty stomach.. we walked to esplanade... yeah.. while walking.. we talked.. shared lotsa stories.. catch up with the times we missed.. den went to the rooftop.. took pics... talked, laughed, took pics again.. it was wonderful... yeah, well.. faezah was sharing her part of story... *be strong girl, everything gonna be just fine.. u noe u got us.. fer now.. just tolerate wad u can..*
yeah.. fiza.. she's a very strong emotion girl... she's a different aquarius from me... she's doin fine.. as for sharina.. she's cheerful as always.. stay that way ya?
so aft that.. we went to suntec... fiza went shopping a lil... i didn't buy anything.. gotta save up ah.. den aft that we headed back home....
Sharina and Faezah! i had a wonderful time with u girls.. still missng ya though.. hope we cld meet up again sooner than we expected k... muacks!
ok den.. that's it fer ma long winded entry..
outtieZ
{12:27 AM}
Saturday, February 19, 2005
owel.. today will be the last day.. i hope somehow i'll enjoy it... hahha.. *dream on*.. anyway.. gon wear someting.. not so formal today ah.. yeah.. 3 days in a row.. m gonna wear all black... well.. ma skirt later gon be a lil greyish.. but yeah.. it's almost black.. so yeah.. m going all black again....
anyway.. back to ma 2nd day of eps.. well.. watched a few performance here and there.. yeah.. the best performance had to be by Sugi.. he's cool ahh... he sang "The Reason", "Ada Apa Dengammu", one more song.. i forgot the title... and yeah.. ma most memorable song.. "Accidentally In Love".. so yeah... while there's a slight intermission to their performance... He told us this silly riddle ah... and asked the audience to answer.. and yeah... lind, azlina, aishah, fir, sha and nana was like pointing at me.. *arse all of u!* so yeah.. he came to me.. muahahahaa... wahhh.. malu nyerrrr...... couldn't ans his riddle.. was laughing je.. muahahaha.. *evil all of u*
so yeah.. aft the perf.. went back to tcc... yeah.. checked out stuffs der.. *DEAD*.. so yeah.. had few laughter here and there wit lind, aishah and azlina..
at 4.30 sharp.. we went back to clubroom... i played with Khai's kitty.. and den i headed back home..
so yeah.. really a lame day fer me... and yeah.. m hungry.. didn't haf a proper meal the whole day.. only ate sausage roll from BreadBoard and Crab Sandwich from Delifrance for ma dinner... that's all je... owel.... another day later...
outtieZ
{12:50 AM}
Friday, February 18, 2005
-morningZ-
woke up at bout 6.15am... really really sleepy... slept kinda late the nite b4.. so yeah.. after waking up.. give ma usual morning wake up call... and den.. m off to shower... aft ma morning shower... i got ready.. heee.. well.. wore ma black, ruffle top from bossini.. and ma black skirt from Esprit.. everything was ironed the nite before.. so yeah.. all nicely ironed... and also ma panty hose.. heee...
aft that.. it's the most crucial thing i hafta do.. ma hair...! well.. put ma usual hair treatment thingy.. to make it shiny and soft.. hahaha.. so yeah.. took bout 15mins.. just to tie up ma hair... gosh! ma hair so degil in the morning.. hahaa.. and yeah.. managed to tie it into half.. and den just clip it... the usual style... den yeah.. put gel here and there.. so *voah-lah* ma hair's done..
den aft the hair... it's the face... used ma ZA compact.. put it on ma face.. wore ma black eyeliner, a lil bit of blusher.. and ma lip gloss.. so ma face is all ready.. den did a lil bit of touch up to ma hair.. *again*.. den yeah.. took the necessary accesories needed.. ma earrings, ma watch.. and den spray ma favourite perfume VERY IRRESISTABLE GIVENCHY all over me.. i smell sweet.. weee.. so yeah... den it was already 7.15am.. i'm kinda late ah.. hee.. yeah.. i was wearing ma black pointy high heels... kewlneZZ... ;D
so yeah.. took 81 to meet =:Farhan:= first.. den aft that.. we went to afghan. to have our breakfast wit Man and Hazqel.... so yeah.. aft b'fast.. took a cab.. and off we go to skul..
-noon-
so yeah.. was in TCC till noon... den all of us were tired.. my feet's already hurting me... so yeah.. me, lind, khai, fak and kamal had our lunch... bought chix chop at Short Circuit.. den went to clubroom to eat... den aft that.. we went rounding in skul... so yeah.. aft that.. back to clubroom...
it's already bout 2+.. yeah.. get to rest ma eyes for a while.. den aft that.. m off to class.. so yeah..
wasnt' really in TCC.. always hanging ard... it's lame in TCC.. total boredom!
oh yeah... everyone looked awesome today.. so beautifully and smartly dress... so nice.. heee.. took lotsa pics.. and uhm.. will share some.. ;)
This is me... heee.. nice?? haaa
My group mates.. they are more than grp mates to me...
Man, Hazqel, =:Farhan:= and their proj
Sha, Me and Nana
Well... for now.. this is wad m gonna post.. will post more soon... really tired already
outtieZ
{1:01 AM}
Thursday, February 17, 2005
i really dig my closet up... and i found it.. hehehehe.. happy2 me... am i lucky or wad.. ahhaha... owel.. m wearing it now... yessa~
thanks for coming back to me.. hahaha.. ;D
outtieZ
{12:15 AM}
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
well... hmm.. am gonna go fer the all black look tmr... hehehee.. me wit ma black stuffZ.. so yeah.. hehehe... hmm.. so those who coming to the open hse.. drop by k... i'm gonna be at TCC with Wak and Lind..
owel.. then Sat there's Jam N Hop.. hmm.. looking forward to it too... kewlnesZ.. anyway... haiz.. still looking for ma lucky charm! where the heck are u????????????????????
anyway.. me wanna go bathe now...
outtieZ
{10:24 PM}
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{1:37 AM}
well.. here's an explanation.. how bout say that u dun understand wad is happening around u... even if u try hard.. u can't.. it seem that everything is opposing u in all ways.. u are falling from high rise.. and it just didn't stop.. u keep on falling and falling.. u dun haf any clue wen it's gonna stop..
well.. yeah.. sometime at one pt of time, u just feel like that....
i bloghopped... came across lotsa interesting blogs... sad, happy, depressed, overjoyed.. all kinda emotions.. juz name it.. surely someone is having that same exact feeling.... well.. they will surely got over wadever they are facing one day...
well.. now, wadever's happening to me.. or in me.. i just have to have that faith.. that much needed faith.. which sometime will just fade off.. and sometime it'll appear again.. i sometime am too dependant on pple.. and i'm scared at that fact... i always believe that someone will surely have ma back wen i'm bout to fall... and i'm scared at that fact too.. geeZ... hahhaa..
owel... why very emo sey.. ahhaa.. maybe cuz.. i lost ma lucky charm... my pendant.. i lost it.. i misplaced it... pls appear again soon.. pls... i needed all the luck.. for lotsa things.. *shuckZ*
hey LanNy.. if u reading this... i like the pic too.. it's nice... tengok ah saper nyer gambar.. hahaha...
oya.. TP gonna be having Jam N Hop this Saturday... hmm... i wanna go.. but not too sure.. we just see how it goes....
and yeah.. went shopping just now.. it feels good to shop.. well..walked ard TM and Century.. went in to almost most of the shop... but nothing seem to be nice.... yeah... so at last.. bought a black top at Bossini , and a black v-neck top from F Women.. and a necklace.... *i need my pendant.. badly*
owel.. wanna go shopping again.. still got about $50+ more to spend.. wanna buy trousers ahh... heee.. it'll take another day for me to find it.. yeahhh! shopping~
well, that's just it.. till den..
outtieZ
{1:07 AM}
Monday, February 14, 2005
anyway.. todae.. is kinda not ma day.. well.. woke up with swollen eyes.. must be because of the late nite dvds that i watched... well.. yeah.. last nite wathed ma dvd collection {closer and mean girls}.. closer is lame.. R(A).. i dunnoe why it's R(A).. there's no sex scene.. only stripper and yeah.. sex language.. ruff sex language.. hahahaha... ok ok.. enuff.. den me watched mean girls.. funny.. watched it for the second time... kewlness... so yeah.. slept at 5+.. woke up at 7+.. that explain ma swollen eyes.. hahaha.. yeah.. den reached skul late.. missed ma bus.. and den.. i didn't bring ma usual notebook... my username and password for the first subj is in there.. so yeah... 2 whole hours.. sit there.. blank.. thinking...
den yeah... didn't eat for the whole day... not starving myself... nor am i on diet.. just dun feel like eating.. most of ma time.. i was just in and out of the clubroom...
anyway.. well.. that's just it ah.. Happy Valentines Day all... May u all always be happy with the one u adore...
outtieZ
{11:40 PM}
Saturday, February 12, 2005
anyway.. hmm... yeah.. someone coming over soon... ma relative i think.. ahh.. malas ah nak layan2 nie semua... haizzz....
owel.. the tripod pple are at home too... wonder why aren't they out...
yeah.. so i'm like stucked in ma room.. for more hours to come... freak! ahh...
wanna sleep.. later ader org datang.... geeZ..
anyway, lind.. u dun be sad2 k.. everyting's gonna be just fine.. we'll pray hard with you.. :D
that's it..
outtieZ
{6:04 PM}
Friday, February 11, 2005
so yeah.. well.. cny hols been boring... well.. that's wen like singapore is dead.. u noe wad i mean.. almost all shops are close... u just dunnoe wer to go.. anyway.. on the 9th.. i went to the beach wit ma family, ma aunts, uncles, cuzzy.. so yea.. it was damn hot.. was gonna suntan.. but yeah.. i think twice.. i mite just ended up being burnt.. hahaha.. but yeah.. on the beach.. it was so hot.. super dooper hot... hmm.. really got nothing to do.. i didn't swim at all... firstly, i can't , secondly i dun bring extra clothing.. thirdly.. i dun really like to swim at pasir ris beach.. anyway. played UNO with ma uncles and cuzzys.. o yeah.. we had laughter.. it was farnie.. anjang.. haha.. the farnie uncle... the day wun be bored wit him ah.... so yeah.. i cheated alot.. heee.. they didn't notice.. but still i didn't win.. damnnn... wth.. so yeah..we played a few rounds.. den stopped... at bout 2+, all of us were eating.. so yeah.. i onli ate a lil.. panas2 gitu.. tkde mood nak mkn... so yeah.. bout 3+.. i slept for a while wit ma aunt in one of the tent... god.. i cld feel the heat in there....heeee... so yeahh.. i woke up ard 4+.. den just laze ard... well.. learned how to ride the bicycle.. *yes i dunnoe how to ride em*.. owel... my aunt tried too.. hehe.. it was farnie.. so.. most of the time.. we just laze ard... and bout 10+.. we started packing.. yeah.. it was a beautiful nite... stars and windy *remind me bout on the 8th*.. it was nice.......
well.. that's it for me on the 9th...
now for the 10th.. is another special day.. 4th mths.. i'm glad.. it's been good.. it's been a good 124days, 2976hrs, 4285440mins *i think* heee... ok.. anyway.. yeah.. so on the 10th.. i actually went out.. with ma dearied... den met up wit khai, lind and kamal at ps... wanted to go to the istana.. since it's opened yesterday.. but hell the q was long.. so yeahh.. we dropped the idea... den we decided to go to railway.. met up wit lan.. so yea.. we took the bus 65 to harbourfront... den took 80.. and there we had our foot set at the railway... den we eat, talk, laugh.. we all tried sheesha.. heee.. kewlness.. it's been a long time since i last smoke 'em..kamal how's yr first time?? heee.. owel.. we tried two apple flavour... kinda nice ah.. so yeah.. aft we eat and smoke and all...we went back.. took 10 all the way to tamp... *hee.. i like the 'convo' we had on the bus* so yeah... we went back home aft that... all of us are tired... all are sleeping now.. except me... and yeah.. that wad happened on the 10th.........
hmm.. now on the 11th.. i gotta interview soon.. gonna wear formal.. haiz sheitz... oklah.. wish me luck.. i wana sleep now.. sleepy already..cuz it's almost 3.. nitez everyone....
and to u.. *muahhhhhh* sleep tite dearie...
p/s i wld like to say sorry and thanks to whoever may concern *u noe who u are*
{2:45 AM}
Thursday, February 10, 2005
it's been a splendid four months with u.. all the sweet memories.. all the times.. it's been great.. words can't express it all..
i'm glad u're always by my side.. i'm glad you're with me.. i'm glad you're part of ma life... like i say.. u are the light in ma lyfe.. thanks for everything.....
once again... happy 10th and happy 4 months.. :D
lots and lots and lots of hugs and kisses to my very very special, dearest, precious, person.. ;D
{1:39 AM}
Monday, February 07, 2005
well.. it seem to be a new chapter in ma life.... i've closed the old book.. i'm looking forward for this chapter.... i have pple dat i cared so much now... i have a person that i keep so close to ma heart now..... i'm smiling all over again... i'm happy...
well.. today.. is just like any normal day for me.. only a special surprise from someone special.. which i really really really appreaciate it.. i lurve the gifts.. alot... u shouldn't haf gone thru all that trouble... u shouldn't be spending alot..... but anyway.. thanks alot.. :D
hmm.. yea.. i guess.. this is it... goodbye 7th Feb 2005~! de day i turned 20...
outtieZ
{11:16 PM}
owel.. ma resolution for ma 20th year.. hmm.. i wanna be more responsible bout ma life.. gotta start taking life seriously... like u say.. no more fooling ard... and yea.. wanna lebih kuatkan iman, insyaAllah...
well, ma family been telling me... to act ma age.. ahhaha.. yea.. i noe lah.. i haf to be more matured now.. yea.. responsible.. that's a big word for now..... geeZ... heee...
my wishes.. there's alot... like.. happiness, lucks... and many other.... u already knew part of ma wishes... *hush*
owel.. yesterday.. on the 6th.. met my honey first... den we went to esplanade area.. walked ard.. took pics.. it was nice.. hot still.. but nice... den.. ard 7pm.. me went out wit the ESC peeps.. well, john, joel, eric and janice joined us later... well. obviously ma honey went wit us as well lah.. hehehe.. well.. had dinner at marche @ Heeren. it's oklah... their treat.... :D thanks u guys.. :D i appreciate it alot..
hmm.. owel.. it's the 7th now... heeZ.. m happy.. i'm contented.. i feel awesome... i'm surrounded with frens and special people tat cares alot bout me... m surrounded with a happy family... m just happy ah... more than happy.. thanks to everyone of u out there.. who really make this special....... MUACKS~!
outtieZ
{1:32 AM}
Sunday, February 06, 2005
owel, den he told me, he needed to go back... oh ya, i was like.. me going back at this time... and uhm, so yea.. me called khai.. asked him if i can join him, cuz he told me he'll be outside wit lind... but he said no... cuz he wanna go out wit lind je.. and i asked him again and again if i cld join him.. and he kept saying no... so yea.. i was like.. damn... so wad to do... farhan asked me to go back also... so yea... i went back ah....
den.. wen i reached home..... TADAAA!!!! SURPRISE2.... my frenz were there...
they were:- Lind, Dinah, Azy, Azlina, Khai, Nasrul, Lan, Nikmat, Alyym, Kamal, Rushdi and yea... my honey...
and yea.. fir came later...
i swear i was surprise... so yea, i cried wen i saw dem.. hahaha.. was really really touched... thanks u guys.. that were the greatest surprise ever..... u all really2 surprised me.. hehehe.... den yea.. there were foods, cake and yea prezzys.. heee...
so yea.. they gave me the prezzys.. and yea.. asked me to blow the cake... yeap.. i make a wish... :) so yea.. all of us, ate, laugh, talk... it was fun... it's a wonderful evening....
and yea.. thanks for the prezzy.... i got flip flops from Nas and Azlina, earrings & Bracelet from Dinah and Lind, necklace from Azy and Khai and Kamal, Aromatherapy, blue & purple rose from Lan...
and of coz.. not forgotting ma family... everyone.. heee... my sis, bro-in-law and aqil gave me fossil watch.. my bro, sis-in-law, Faiz and Tsha gave me gucci rush2.. ma mum gave me money to spend..
THANKS everyone.. every single one of u.. i appreciate it.. alot...
special thanks to khai.. for becoming the chief...
and so sorry to farhan... but yea.. without u.. their plan wen werk.. heee... thanks to u...
and yea lind... 5th feb.. is a memorable day... a smile still planted on ma face now.... i'll always remember today.. always....
muacks u pple.... thanks again...
outtieZ
{1:27 AM}
Friday, February 04, 2005
well.. all 3 of us still up.. doin last minute stuffs... lind helping us with the print screening thingy, khai doin the user manuel and me.. i'm doin the slide presentation.... thank god i just like to do powerpt slide.. so i wun complain much... grrrr* anyhow.. i'm sooo sleepy now.. gotta class at 9 soon.. tot of taking MC.. but den.. nah.. geeZ..
*yawn* m tired... my eyes, felt as if it's been glued together.. so sleepy already... i wanna sleep.. still got a few more slides to go.. i've been yawning so much.. till ma jaw hurts... {last minute lagi!!} heee...
owel, m not really prepared for this judging.. scared ah.... and ma judge.. i'm not really familiar with them... if i get the one yg gerek nyer best sey.... anyway... dah tak tau aper lagi nak type.... i'm soo tired already.. gonna go to sleep soon i hope.. yawnZ!
outtieZ
p/s u shld be sleeping too ok... gotta wake up early... hush2.. go to sleep aite.. muackZ!
{2:42 AM}
Thursday, February 03, 2005
anyway, ma day today.. is kinda straight ah... hmm.. met ma supervisor... talked about proj... hmm, he told us bout the requirements... hmm.. not so strict though.. but yea.. we still nervous.. lind.. u do the talking ehh.. hahahha... hey guys.. it'll be fine aite.. we mite be procrastinating.. but i think we noe our work well... heee... hmm.. just pray hard k... remember our goals aite... ;) we'll do just fine... heee...
owel, hmm.. something happen just now... bout lind.. well, honey.. dun weri bout wad happen k... i mean... maybe it's true aite..... we haf our reasons... our different perspectives.. things gonna be fine... but not gonna be normal though..... so yea.. u dun weri too much....
well... azy.. chatted wit u juz now.. u told me bout u and dino.... sabar je k..... u'll pull it thru... i noe u can.....
hmm... and to u my precious, one and only special one.. i said it once.. and will say it again..... u look sooooo good today.. *yummY*.. actually u looked good everyday.. onli today... extra special... :D and uhm... i wanna hear yr motivational speech... surely u will have one.. hehehe.. ;) oh ya.. and did i mention, u smell good too today... ahahha... *yummY* heeee.. =)
hmm.. and yea khai... u'll be fine too k.. she's just missing in yr mind.... here's ma piece, i wrote it once quite a long time ago... just remember it.. and reflect on it k.. ;) :-
Missing
I've kept u in my heart
For quite some time
And before I knew it
You're Missing in me
I knew u didn't vanish in my mind
Cuz wen i wake up, i could see you
You're there within me
And you are, missing in me
You stole my everything from me
I knew I've loved you
But u went away, but I realize
You're not gone, just missing in me
Everytime i close my eyes
I could see and feel you
Almost so real, almost so near
That's when i knew, you're missing in me
You have lived in me
You have been in me
You didn't go
You just went missing in me......
outtieZ
{1:55 AM}
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Well.. just got 2 more projects in line now... in fact 3... aaaarrrgghhh.. i'm trying now not to be lazy.. trying ma best... geeZ..
owel... enuff of whining... hmm.. i wanna let ma mind wander for a while.....
outtieZ
{11:34 PM}
niways.... this week, hmmm.... everyone getting back their test marks... i'm not excited even abit.... wad for sey... i noe m just gonna fail all.... geeZ... oh yea... hmm... yea.. gonna get ma resume ready this week, ma portfolio... yea not to mention proj judging... sheitZ.... so many things.. so lil time... keee....
hmm... anyway, lan... if u're reading this... why dun u wait up for me a lil while sey...... really wanna meet ya u noe... neway.. hope to really meet up wit ya soon k.... miss ya bro!
for now..
outtieZ
{1:53 AM}