Take Care

Well.. you feeling sick now.. it worries me alot..... I juz want u to take care of yourself.. Don't overworked yourself..

Hmm, u sound really2 weak while talking to me.... gosh! wish i was there with you...... we go to doc later k dearie.. haiz.. u dunnoe how worried i am here.. will try to stay up all nite.. just in case u woke up feeling really sick.. and called me up........ and even if i sleep, i dun think i'll be sleeping soundly.. well i juz wanna be there for u at times like this......

I told u alot of times already, not to overworked yourself.. Your body mite reached its limits already.... Remember, health is more important than anything else k.... I dunnoe cam maner lagi wanna stress to u.. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF! I can't always be there with u.. but i wish i could......

I really wish I'm there with you now...... can't bare to see u like that sey...... well.. hope you're fast asleep now.... *hush* hope u'll be better soon...... morninGz...

outtieZ

{2:14 AM}

Happy BirthdaY

Happy Birthday FAEZAH!!!!!!!

Hey Cicak, hope u're reading this.. just wanna wish ya a very very HAPPY 20th BIZDAY!! hehee.. well, how is it to hit that big 2-0.. ahh.. damn... mine soon.. hahaha... owel... hope u're enjoying this special day of yours... meet up wit ya soon k honey.. may all yr hopes and dreams come true... muackkkZZZZZZZZ......

outtieZ

{1:53 AM}

ConstipateD!

My stomach hurts alot sey today... firstly maybe bcuz, i didn't have a proper meal.. till bout 9pm+.. so yea... i think there's alot of gas in it.... i can't sh*t, i can't fart... i got constipation!! arrgghhhhhhh.......it hurts seyyyy... haiZ
den wen finally i ate at KFC just now and wen i went back home.. everything came out...... i puked! and now.. m hungry... geeZ... haiZ.. why sey... :'( no medication..

owel... been trying to do ma Travel and Tour proj.. haiz.. damn lazy.. need to submit the itinerary by monday.... yes.. MONDAY.. but yea.. *whispers* i actually found a site, of a sample itinerary.. everything included....and the destination, just how ma grp wanted... Brisbane - Gold Coast - Sydney........... weeeeeee... JOB DONE!!!!!!!!!! wow weeee~ onli need a lil more changes here and there and that's it!!!!!!!! hehehee...

hmm... now dunnoe wad to do.. it's almost 2.30am... not feeling sleepy.. just feeling pain..

outtieZ *counting down the days.. weeeeee*

{2:17 AM}

At Ma HoMiE

i'm at home now... sitting here in front of ma comp.. chatting wit lind.. m bored... been playing game boy since juz now... dunnoe wad else to do..
u say u wanna go out.. den u fell asleep.... ishhhh.. tdo je ehh.. hehehhe

anyway, hmm.. dinah!!!!!! m happy for u... finally u met walid.. hahahhaa.. FINALLY!!!!! hee.. must tell me k.. how it went... :P mesti best nyer rite... khehehe..

oh yea.. fiza's bday coming...... this monday.. but haven't bought for her anything... hmm.. maybe buying her a mango top.. it'll be nice.. ;) weee~ miss that kiddo sey...

hmmm, well.. next week.. gonna be a hectic week for me... proj judging, tcs, get back ma term test result.. hell.. sure it sucks sey......... it's gonna be such a yucky week....

that's it lah.. m out.. hmm.. wanna play some games first...

*swoosh* outtieZ

{5:35 PM}

A Special Entry

These are the pple that makes a big impact on ma life... my dearest fren - Lind and Khai.. we've been thru alot.. ups and downs.. we go thru it together... We understand each other already... it's been 3 wonderful years... u both are the light in ma life... and lind.. i'm glad i'm the star in yr life... :) i'm glad we have this bond together... just want it to stay like this too... i appreciate u both alot...



And to this very special person, wad more can i say bout u...... u've made a difference in ma life... u're the one that brighten ma day wen it's all so gloomy.. u've given me faith and happiness.. thanks for all the times spent.. thanks for everything...
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i've been thinking alot now... sometime i took u all for granted.. ma bad.. but seriously.. i do appreciate and lurve u all... and yea, sometime i dun show it... wadever it is.. my buddies-khai and lind... u're great.. wonderful... to u - Farhan.. always be a special someone to me... i'm glad u came into ma life... thanks u all.....

outtieZ

{1:35 AM}

Tears.. Arrghh Shit!

I saw tears in your eyes.. I couldn't stand it... I started crying with you...... I hate it wen it happens... Yea, m angry at the fact, someone brings tears to yr eyes... haiz... i dunnoe lah mum... yea mum, i hope u get well soon k... for now sabar je lahh...

well... den.. u just told me u dreamt bout arwah ayah... ma weakest pt.. i can't control ma tears again.. it just fell..i miss him.. alot now.... looking at his pic now... i miss him.. alot... no one cld understand...
sometime.. i'm pissed if anyone told me they had a tiff with their dad.. hate their dad and stuff... they wun noe how precious he is until he is gone.. they wouldn't noe.. well i noe now.. it's too late i guess... i really miss him... so much actually..........

outtieZ

{1:13 AM}

Disturbed

I've been thinking hard the whole day todae.... bout the quarrels all of us had... it's bad.. i think it's gonna be worse.... it's not gonna end.. i guess.. it'll stay on like this.. what will happen.. it really saddened me... i cry.. yes i cry at the tot of it... everything down the drain?? maybe... what can i do sey... what can i help... nothing.. i'm useless.. haiz... i can't help.. i'm sorry u guys.. i wanna try.. but i can't maself.. i juz can't...... it's as good as me not being there on tues..

I dunnoe wad will happen next week... no one will be able to face each other... no more laughters? no more jokes? no more story telling?? all no more... it's hard... living our own life now huh?? what is happening sey..... a bad chapter..

like i say.. i cry at the tot of it..... i'm sorry....... so sorry............. i couldn't help out on this stuff...

i'm disturbed by other facts too.. but never mind... it'll go off soon....

outtieZ

{1:00 AM}

A New Day

It's new day.. i'm TRYING to forget bout anything that is happening... well... heee...

hmm... my bday's coming soon...... i'm excited.. every year.. i'm excited bout ma bday.. no diff to this year.. hehehee.. :D

well.. guess wad.. ma bag koyak yesterday.. bingit sakk! my fav bag sey... owel.. can be replaced....... ;)

ahh.. now ma eyes gatal.. stoopid fringe.. keep on poking ma eyes... ahhh! gonna cut it off soon...<> heee..

owell.. gonna sleep soon... u're fast asleep by now... good morning.. muacks2..

outtieZ

{1:45 AM}

Wad'S HapPeNing!

Damn.. lotsa probs arises today.... i dunnoe.. it all happen so quick... gosh.. pple pointing fingers.. it's really not a nice day.... nothing i really looked forward todae... rough day.. hearing all lies.. confusion.. heartbreak story.. grudge.. ahh.. shit.. wad the hell is happening sey..? wer it started..? how it all started..? why became like this? why is everything so bad??? why why why....... no one can answer this rite... cuz finally.. pple just point yr fingers.... no use of having talks seriously.. if all we can do.. is just shout... seeing other pple mistakes.. denying.. it's no use ahh.. no use at all...............

the only thing that really divert ma attention and make me smile.. is simply u.. the tripod members.. and the beauty of the full moon.. it's wonderful.... the full moon.. it's nice.. bright... with stars.. just nice.. a beautiful nite...

oh well..... i'm disappointed.. wad else i can do.. i've heard enuff.. i've seen enuff.. enuff is enuff.. seriously.....................

outtieZ

{11:57 PM}

Still Worried

Owel... i'm now at home.. on a sunday.. i'm at home.. i'm bored.. i feel like going out.. i wanna go out... hmm.. but yea, no plans.... well, u asked me out.. but den... u're sick.. later yr eyes makin sakit... but i miss u alot though....

hmm, tmr gonna be yr check up.. no buts.. m gonna follow alrite... hope it's nothing serious... dun worry too much.... :) i'm here to pray for u always........

well, haiz.. i dunnoe wad to do lah now... bored........ *mum!! gimme money so i can go shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* heeeee....

i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u, i miss u......... alot alot alot alot.........

outtieZ

{4:11 PM}

New Layout

Heee... changed my skin.. well.. a lil emo.. not really me.. but i just like it.. it's nice.. :) hmm.. tell me wad u think bout it.... :D leave a tag aite.. hehehe..

outtieZ

{3:41 AM}

2am... It's Already Sunday

Owel... it's already 2am.. and i'm still not asleep... geez.. dranks my aunt's nescafe.. now cannot sleep.. hehehe.. well, doing nothing now actually, just frenstering... and listening to radio... no one seem online.. boring ahh... maybe gonna play game later.. hmm...

errr, m still worried bout u though... my mum keep on telling me, if it hurts so bad still tmr, just go hospital straight k... i'll always pray for yr well-being.. it'll be ok.. :)

anyway, been staying home.. friday and yest.. m bored.. yea.. but wad to do... geez.. next week term break.. hmm.. dunnoe wad m gonna do... slack ard?? yea...

owel.. that's all bout it.. m really2 bored.. gonna do something soon... gonna occupy myself....

outtieZ

{2:05 AM}

Stoooopid Term Test

ahhhhhhhh... fcuk.... term test sucks... gonna fail all 3 subjs.. for sure... shit damn thang! wad is happening seyy.. i studied.. but wen i got the paper.. ma mind's blank.. ahh.. damn it..!!!!!! i'm disappointed in maself.. i'm pissed with myself.. gosh.. it sure spoil ma mood.... wad's happening sey to me............. why am i like this now???

{3:32 PM}

Crying Day

Owel... been crying real hard todae..... i think it's the longest cry ever during the day.. i cried non-stop for like 1hr.. and den.. b4 and aft dat was on off... yea.. had puffy eyes today... all ma eyeliner's gone... due to the tears.. and i cried all bcuz i was worried sick bout ma mum's operation... felt really terrible i couldn't be there with all my family... all bcuz of the stooopid term test.. couldn't get any leave... fcuk!

well... alhamdullilah.. the operation went well.... ma mum's alrite now.. can't wait to meet her... haiz.. never part with ma mum in this kinda situation b4.. i can't believe i can't be there on her operation day.... sorry mak... well, my bro-in-law msged me.. saying that ma mum always asked bout me... mak, yuni risau sangat pasal mak.... Yuni doakan mak sihat tau.... Yuni tak sanggup tengok mak sakit lagi...

well.. that's bout it... well.. ma mum gonna do another operation at the knee.. but dunnoe wen... i'll be there for her on that day.. i promise! even if it's skul or wadsoever.. i'll find ma way that time ard......

miss ya much mum.... *sobz*

{11:47 PM}

Haiz....

Haiz... I really wanna be there for you.. i'm sorry..... i couldn't... i can't think of anyway to just skip skul this time... MC for 2 days would be too much to ask for from a doc... i'm sorry.... i wanna be there on your operation day.. i feel really terrible.. i hope it went well... i pray for the best... i'm worried for you... i've been sighing.. and once in a while been crying thinking of you.... geez... i really wanna be with you...

i pray your operation went well k... haiz.. can't even concentrate on anything now... starting to miss ya mum...

outtieZ

{1:29 AM}

Sitting Down Infront of My Comp

Owel... i'ma at home now.. suppose to go to skul.. but yea.. lazy me.. just wanna stay at home... suppose to be studying.. but yea.. again lazy me...... oouuhh... i haf to study.. i dun wanna sit there in the room blank.. like yesterday.. first time ever.. didn't do any question from section a.. ma lect gonna be soooo angry wit me.. haiz... wad to do. i just couldn't do it.. i spot the wrong questions.. shuckS!!!!!!

ahh.. dun wanna think bout it.. wad's done is done... geeZ... owel.. now... i'm just thinking bout yesterday... hmm.. it's nice.. keeps ma smile going.. owel.. poor him.. now he's busy with his project in balestier.... dun werk so hard k.. remember u got paper tmr....... ur first paper... dun forget to study.......

hmm, well.. tonite ma mum gonna go to KL... and i'm all alone.. *cries* haiz..... but wait.. house party anyone???? hahahahahhahaha... i got all the house to maself... weeheheheh.. :) oh ya.. gonna sleep over ma aunt's place tonite.. tak suka ah tdo2 rumah orh.. cam leceh gitu... ishhk... wad to do.. tak brani ah sleep alone... but.. wad the hell...

owel.. i'm gonna do something now.. i dunnoe wad lah.. just gonna do something... :) till den..

outtieZ

{3:47 PM}

MondAe

Well.. mondae.. a wonderful monday.. started off nicely.... at least gotta spend the starting of monday with you... studying.. heeee... owel....

it gets better after skul.. spent like the rest of the day with you.... took long bus rides... den went for movie(Alfie)... and den walked to Funan IT Mall.. and lastly dinner at Swensen's.. sound simple.. but it's amazing.. i really hoped u enjoy the dae as much as i do...... i hope you liked the gifts and the ultimate surprise.. :D hehehehe....

well... anyway happy birthdae to u once again.... i really wished todae never haf to end... geeZ..

outtieZ

{11:57 PM}

Happy Birthday

A Special Entry to Someone Special on his Special Day.............

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY FARHAN
May this year brings joy and happiness to you...
You're 20 now... be good ok.. :)
I just want you to enjoy this special dae of yours...
Lastly may Allah bless you always.....

Well, you're back home safe and sound..
Good morning to you.... and sleep well birthday boy...
May you have the sweetest dream tonite....
Gonna have a long day soon....

*MuacKz and HuGz*

{3:11 AM}

Fridae... WeekEndS here..

wow wee... it's been a really fast week.... now it's already friday...... had a long week.... almost everyday been doin "project".... report... hahaha.. ended up sleeping in clubroom or just talking sheitz wit lind and khai.. we tripod.. hehehee.. but yea.. alhamdulillah dah habis...
khai and lind... sorry ahh if some pt of time i just like raise ma voice... anyway pms week ah... so dun blame me fully ah.. u noe me wen i'm having ma mood swings... it's kinda bad at times..

owel... this few days.. well actually weeks.. been getting huge headache... but it's only on the right hand side... the pain is from ma neck.. till ma eyes.. it's really painful sey... asal seyy... haiz... ma frenz told me to go to doc.. asik gi doc je... malas seyy... mkn panadol nanti leh baik.. :P..

well, term test is next week... and uhm.. i haven't study sey.... well.. a lil.. but not yet... i dun wanna fail any... well.. i noe m gonna fail at least this one subject.. cuz i just dun understand.. uhmm... maybe lind could help... but den again.. m just bein plain lazyy....

owel.. i guess that's juz bout it.. left uhm.. 2 more days.... :D ehehehehhe...

outtieZ *winks*

{11:28 PM}

Where Is It??

geez... i lost ma purse... :'( fed up with maself sey.. dunnoe where i put it.. can't even remember where......... damn... hopefully it's in clubroom ah... i really want ma purse back sey... a special stuff in there......... geez...

well... anyway.. my back's hurting again.. my neck and my arms are aching too.. cam org tua sey......... not gonna tell ma mum ah.. or she gonna nag.. ask me to go to doc... sakit2 like this.. no need go doc lahh... haishhhh... but seriously.. ma back... is really painful ah.... geeZ...

owel.. next... having some crisis here and there.. dun wanna elaborate further ahh.. haiz.. much disappointment... wadever.. it'll end [or maybe]... but if i keep hearing news... i'll step in, i'll say my sh*t for once.... but for now.. i just be ignorant ah... it's better that way maybe.. i dunnoe.. juz watch and see...

hmm.. owel.. ma report dah habis.. alhamdulillah.. but yea.. ma proj.. still hanging in midst air... hmm.. neither here nor there... nk ckp habis.. lom lagi.. nak ckp tak habis.. dah cam malas nak buat.. i'm really lazy lah now... dunnoe why.. ma lecturer told me the other day.. that i shld be serious with ma werk now.. no more fooling ard and all... all bcuz i fail ma quiz... and i'm like one of the 12 pple out of 66 that fail the quiz.. how sickening can it get... ahh.. shit.. dun wanna think ah...

well, i think that's all ah.. i'm outtieZ

{1:05 AM}

Back In Ma Werkcell

Haizzzzz..... I'm like now in ma werkcell.. suppose to be doin my report.. well yea, finishing.. alhamdullilah... m happy bout it... but yea... ma head hurt big time.. spinning ahh.. dunnoe why.. maybe bcuz i've been pushing it soo hard... hmm... u noe.. been studying.. been thinking.. ma brain's overworked i guess.. poor thing.. wellz....

quiz just now was kinda bad... i skip one whole question.. juz dunnoe how to do.. didn't study.... the rest.. ok2 lah.. was sitting next to lind.. so yea.. she somehow showed me how to do.. thanks gurl... :D khehehhee....

hmm... ma b'day is around the corner... well.. ma wishlist.. i wanna a hp, skirts (from Dorothy Perkins), watch(Guess), perfume (i really like very irresistable Givenchy).. hmm.. haven't think bout the rest.. hehehehe.. talking bout bdays.... there's someone special out there whose bday ard the corner... hehehehehehe.. :D

owel..... next week term test... hmm, haven't study yet ah... and uhm.. mondae morning dah ader paper.. boring sak...... wad to do... ish ish............

anyway, that's it lah....
p/s u took back yr mum kuih bakar... ish ish.. i wanted it sey... :P hehehehhee..... next time ehhh... :P o ya, obviously i miss u alot...

outtieZ

{3:50 PM}

Stress

I'm studying now... haiz.. i'm taking ma quiz lightly at first until i found out it's 20% of my whole course assessment.. haiz... susah sey.. cam maner nie..

ok gonna study now.... geeZ

outtieZ

{1:22 PM}

Happy 10th Again.. Happy 3rd....

Weee... Todae I wore your white rugby.. it's a lil big.. i feel kinda weird.. but wen you're around me.. i dun feel weird at all...... it's been a nice dae wit u todae.. both of us wearing the rugby tee.. best.. hehehehe.. anyway.. Happy 10th... Happy 3rd Month.... it's been a superb months...

well... i'm in a rush... hmm... going home soon i guess... :D

u take careZ alrite... missing ya much!!!!

outtieZ

{7:22 PM}

All Around the Corner...

yep... all the dates i've been waiting for are around the corner... heee.... like.. ma b'day is just a month away... weeee... gonna get a new watch from ma mum!! wehehehehehehehe... :D well.... then... next mondae, it's the 10th.. yeap.. another special dae.... always look forward to it... den.. the week aft next's mondae, the 17th.. is another special dae..... *winkZ* anyway, i'm sooo looking forward to it......

well... yea.... juz wanna say something actually here.... to whom it may concern.. and i'm sure u noe who u are.... it's been stressful for u this week... i'm sorry if i added up to yr burden... well, u still seem down todae... just cheer up k..... u will haf ma support in wadever u do.... i really miss u alot though... :) hmm.. hope we'll go out this weekend kieZ.. and yea, pls don't overworked yourself.. try not to stress yourself too much....

and yea, this is something for ya.. enjoy it:-

The night has changed into day
But I'm still missing you
The sunshine is out after the rain
But I'm still missing you
The clock keeps on ticking
But I'm still missing you
For wadever the conditions it is
I've been missing you..
And will always miss you much!

so for now.. that's bout it... outtieZ

{1:50 PM}

Juz Here

I'm still in skul... first time ever.. didn't go for any class at all.. juz dun feel like it... i juz wanna sit ard.. and uhm... bummin... didn't eat also todae.. wasn't that hungry.. but juz mkn roti je.... i think that will be enuff for the rest of the dae..... well... haiZ..

geez.. gon do ma proj now... well... i hope we gon do ah.... i really dun care already.... gonna haf term test soon... and yea... ma mum's not gonna be ard that week too... she's gonna be in KL.. actually my whole fam not gonna be here... geeZ... well.. i hope ma leave will be approved.. den i can join 'em.. but ma CP said it's kinda hard... haiz...i juz wanna be there for ma mum..... but yea.. my mum understand...

well.... i'm out for now... hmmm..........

outtieZ

{6:14 PM}

Welcome 2005!!

Yeahhhh.. it's already 2005.. it's cool... m loving the 3rd dae obviously... well..... this year... didn't go for the countdown.. my mum wouldn't allow... but yea, did ma countdown over the phone wit someone special.... even though didn't get to meet.. but it was nice... spending the year wit u.... :D

owel.... 2nd day... which was yesterday.. it rained the whole dae... hmm, was suppose to go somewhere.. but yea.. haf to reach home b4 6.. so tak jadi ah.. so sorry... anyway... went to watch soccer match... Singapore vs Myanmar.... went with ma sis, bro-in-law, bro, nephews, hulubalang peeps... and Farhan... it was a cool game... lotsa tiffs.... skinheads make a scene there.... kinda scary.. but yea. it was nice... tiring.. but had fun... :)

well.. that's it lah.. gonna go do some stuff.... till den...

outtieZ

{1:50 PM}

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