Every Little Thing...
Sunday, July 31, 2005


A Trip To JB

Well2.. went to JB just now with dear... yay! we survived..even though sometime cam panic and hot gitu.. with lotsa pple.. so yeah.. starting of the day je.. dah best.. *winkZ* niwayz..


so yeah.. went to Victoria St. to take the bus all the way to JB.. so yeah.. kinda sleepy.. so we slept the whole journey... *yawn* den at the immigration.. punyalah pack.. and panas.. but we managed thru! wehehhe.. :) so aft that.. went to city square.. jln2.. eat.. the chix rice.. is nicee... :) and den went shopping a lil.. expect to find lotsa stuffs at F.O.S.. but nothing seem to be nice.. so bought a top at american atheletes... dear said it's vintage.. and it wrote "Rock Goddess".. i lurveeee it... hehehe.. so aft that.. took the cab.. to Mrs. Leong's hse.. my tailor... got my baju kebaya.. lawa.. dear said it was nice too.. hehee.. so aft that.. went to Giant, grocery shopping, food shopping and lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa fun!!! hehee.. so aft Giant.. took a cab to Larkin.. and went back home...


looks simple.. but the quality time we spent... was superly priceless... anyway.. it was really tiring.. all those long walks.. under the hot hot hot sun.. but yeah.. at the end of the ay.. it pays off.. pays off really really well! hehehe... next time we shld go KL ke.. Genting ke.. wahahhaa.. :P


anyway... i'm totally drained out... i need sleep.. but tot of packing my bag.. hmmz.. we see... thanks dear, for the day! it was niceee.. we managed thru! even though lotsa nagging from me.. hehee..



just us.. fooling ard... looking cool and nice.. ehhee.. =)

outtieZ

{11:13 PM}




Saturday was fine.. it was nice.. but missed the fireworks though.. :( but yeah, doesn't matter... mite be goin on the real day itself or during the fireworks display.. weheheh..


anyway, went to kenduri tadi... nothing much though.. eat and eat and eat.. not me.. the rest of the pple... :) so yeah.. had a lil sheesha session just now with my relatives... farnie sak.. some of them, the first timer.. so now i noe how to fix the sheesha.. (alyym! lambat lah nak ajar!!) gonna have my personal session.. hmm.. let see..... once a week?? hehee.. i'll be sooo addicted to it.... hehehe.. so yeah.. den after kenduri.. went to khai's bro bday pit.. it was a last min thingy.. initially i couldn't go.. but yeah, time permits.. :) so.. happy birthday haikal! so kinda reached home at bout 11.. tiring.. but yeah, had fun..


so can't wait for later... going JB with the bf.. hehehe.. sooo gonna have lotsa good time... :) so just the 2 of us.. going shopping.. eat... take my baju... shopping.. eat... hehehe.. bestt.. just can't wait...


well... i gotta sleep now.. if i dun wanna be late later... but still gotta find my baju.. maner ehh?? hmmzz...



well.. to my girlfren Diana!! HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY.. (a lil late lah this entry) hehhee.. but anyway... be happy always k... and have a bless and blissful life ahead.. :D mwahh~


outtieZ

{12:12 AM}

Saturday, July 30, 2005


wuhoo~~ weekends!1

weeee.. i sooo enjoy weekends now... lurve it... *kissing my weekends* hehe.. and the best part is... i got my pay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm now.. with money.. hahaha.. honey! let's go shopping... weeee~ tot of buying creative zen.. but i already got an MP3.. so nahh~ hmm.. maybe will shop for clothes.. maybe gonna dye my hair.. wuhoo~


anyway.. gave my mum money.. still need to pay my debts with her.. hahah.. but it's cool ehh.. now i got money.. i mean.. really really money.. weekends + money =hellava good time.. wow weee~


oklah.. i'm treasuring every minute of my weekends.. hehe.. tmr.. there's lotsa stuffs to do.. so is sunday.. den back monday??? ohhhh nooooO~~~ den tues.. den weds.. den thurs... (weee~ besst)


i soo wanna watch movie... sunday? movie date?? heheh.. :)


outtieZ

{12:38 AM}

Friday, July 29, 2005


To My BB Fam

To my BB Fam,

I think it's been a loooong time since we all hang out (like how we use to), talk crap, laugh.. all that stuffs.. so here are few things i have in mind.. of wad we can actually do as a grp.. pls drop me a tag, if u wanna go..


13 Aug - Movie Screening at Esplanade
14 Aug - Fireworks Display at Marina Bay (Esplanade)
-date? - A day out to Lan's werkplace
-date? - Zoo Trip


Ok u pple, for sure i'll be going to the fireworks display... so hope u all make yourself free on that day.. we can haf lotsa hilarious times.... =)


u noe i miss every single one of u.. no doubt bout it k.. hope we meet up soon...


outtieZ

{10:09 AM}

Wednesday, July 27, 2005


Don't Cha

Alrite.. change my video yet again... lurveee this song.. u all enjoy it k...


*singing* Don't cha wish your gf was hot like me! wuhhoo~ -bitchfulness-


outtieZ

{2:31 PM}



Another Story

It was jammed pack in the mrt yesterday, everyone was squeezing, yeah.. i've been squeeze too.. I hate rush hour! I really really hate rush hour.. grrrr~ so i was basically surrounded by pple, thank god with NO body odour... so while i was finding spaces for myself suddenly......



*bluuueeekkkk* there's this guy, 2 pple away (and I swear he was damn close to me)vomitted!!!!!!! Not once, not twice but quite a number of time.. *everybody now* eeeeee-uuuuuuu.... yeah.. it's disgustining.. for the love of the god sake can't u freaking wait till the next stop!! well, can see he was embarrased bout it! like duhhh.... so everyone was basically moving vigourously.. squeezing and squeezing away from him.. oh btw, i think he had laksa... can tell by the smell.. and by the look the outcome, there's noodle, vege and yellowish.. eeeeeeeeeeee... freaking disgusting.. enuff ah ehh.... to that guy! next time if you FEEL like vomitting.. please.. i'm begging u... get off the freaking train..! it's not the last train for heaven's sake!!!!!!


enuff.. this freaking story.. hahaha! hope u all DON'T *blueeeekkk* like he did k... haf a plastic bag at least... =)


outtieZ

{10:08 AM}

Tuesday, July 26, 2005


Another Day Is Gonna End

Weds coming... midweek madnesss!!! wuhooO~ can't wait for TGIF again... blargghH~


well.. i really dunnoe wad to blog.. but den.. nothing to do... hmmz.. wanna sleep soon.. mepek ahh ini entry... but who cares rite.. my blog my say.. my tag, your say.. hehehe.. (d-ana, cam kenal je ehh line nie) hahaa... hmm.. suddenly craving for mocha rhumba from Starbucks or Belgian Chocolate drink from Coffee Bean (i think the offer dah habis.. sadnesZ) so yeah.. hmmz.. tmr ahh..


khai doin the bea proj now.. good luck ehh... u noe i fail ma paper cuz of that freaking proj!! grrrr... who cares i have a diploma in hand now...


anyway.. i'm thinking of another career..... but.. we see how it goes.. anyway, u all wanna noe a secret... *my bf's scared of my biting skills! hehehehe* *bite bite*hahah..


well.. gtg now.. wanna ZzzZzZz.. good nite everyone... have a pleasant day ahead...try not to miss me.. hahaha...

outtieZ

{11:42 PM}



Lyfe

Lyfe been pretty good lately. Been exciting and lovely. Hmmz, yeah and time seem to be slipping away very fast. Soon it's gonna be August. How fast. I don't even know where's my every day life gone to.


Owel, i hope i'm getting my pay soon. There's so many stuffs to do. Need to settle my bills. Hopefully not so much ah. *fingers cross* hmm, need to buy stuffs for next week. Gonna have my list going on. Sheeesshh..


I'm frigging sleepy now. Been yawning. I need someone to talk to.. arrgghH!


oklah... gotta do my werk.. need to "hand in" before 4.. geeZ


outtieZ

{2:55 PM}

Sunday, July 24, 2005


Weekends Over!!

Booo hooo hoooo~ weekends ovahhh~~ noooooo....


anyway.. had a hectic but nice weekend... so yeah.. this is how it goes...


on saturday.. went to JB with my sis, bro-in-law, nephew and dear.. so yeah.. went to tailor my baju for the wedding.. no no.. not my wedding.. hahaa.. my cuzzy.. =) green colour.. nicest.. weeZ~ so yeah.. aft tat went to Giant, grocery shopping spree.. alot of pple.. packing.. penat.. tak suka sangat2.. hehe.. so aft that. went to holiday inn *humming chingy holiday inn song* and bought *whispering* dvd.. husshhh~ den we went to eat.. so yeah.. on the way back.. i vomitted in the car.. thank god there's plastic bag for me to... *uwweekkk* hehe.. i'm sick i tell u.. motion sickness... haiza.. weak sey.. :P so yeah.. had a tiring saturday... and after washing up and all.. tot of having sheesha session with bro-in-law.. but i dunnoe how to fix em.. *alyym!! quick teach me!!* hhehe.. so yeah.. that's more or less bout it...


sunday... pagi2 dah kena heret gi rumah my aunt.. i was sooo damn sleepy.. but wad to do kan.. so yeah.. helped ard. nothing much happen... den khai and dear came over at bout 3+.. weeZ~ we ate, we talked, we ate, we talked.. that's wad we did... hahaa.. hhmzz.. so yeah.. went back with the 2 guys.. or rather.. just dear.. heeeZ..


well.. that's my weekends.. simple, hectic, tiring, fun, lovely.. it's anyting but average.. :D so yeah.. another week come.. another week go.. sheeshh.. tmr werking..! ahh.. penat lahh... hehhe..


so.. that's it! tmr.. hhmmzz.. wad are my plans ahh??


outtieZ

{11:37 PM}

Friday, July 22, 2005


TGIF!

What more can i say.. Thank God It's Friday!!!!!!! wuhoooO~~


So yeah... gonna be a hectic weekend... hmm.. still wondering when i'm going shopping for my brunei trip.. ;)


well again.. *everyone now* TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


have a nice weekend u all.... mwahhH~ ehehe..

{4:33 PM}

Thursday, July 21, 2005


Pheww~

Wow.. bz day.. aft erm.... 2 weeks werking here.. first time ever i'm bz.. really concentrating on werk.. well.. some of the time i talked on the fon lah.. hahaha..


anywayz.. been doing pwrpt slides... lind and khai shld noe how i enjoy doin slides... right guys? heheh... it's stressful.. but it's fun! wee~~


so anyway.. time flies today.. maybe i shld do werk.. den time passes by sooo fast.. geeZ...


well.. to BB pple who reading this.. shall we go to gee spot one day(place where lan werking)? those who wanna go.. pls tell me.. so that i can arrange time and date kayZ!


see u all.. mwahh~

{4:30 PM}



....

As I sit here alone,
My mind keep on wandering
Where my life will lead to
And how it will affect others


The last thing I want is,
People to dislike me
In one way or another
That'll be my biggest fear


I'm still in deep thoughts.
Thinking of life and it's obstacle,
It's irony how beautiful life is,
But this tears just keeps on flowing


I'm glad that for now, I'm surrounded by love.
But soon, it might gone
By the time that day comes, I hope I've changed,
And yeah, I'm just too late by then...


Thanks for keeping up to me for now...



-we, humans constantly upgrading ourselves to be a better person

throughout the years, it has become an unseen challenge yet seen personality-

{10:02 AM}

Wednesday, July 20, 2005


Sleepy Day

Geezz.. m soo sleepy.. thanks to the msn chatters who kept me awake.. if not.. my face will be on my lappy..


anyway.. during lunch, went to southpoint.. to pay for my tix.. m a lil excited to go.. :) but yeah, gonna miss him alot.. and also.. gonna miss my other frenz, mum.. hehehe.. :D


ok.. wad to do now.. hmm.. kinda bored... *yawnZ*


outtieZ

{2:52 PM}

Monday, July 18, 2005


Finally, After A Long Wait

yay yay.. he's back! finally.. hehhee.. i'm like the most happiest person on earth...


anyway.. met him at pasir ris interchange aft werk.. before that, met up a while with my new found sister, Nurul! *waves* it's niceee to meet her.. hehee.. anyway.. aft that.. i headed to interchange.. gosh.. i was sooo nervous.. it's like meeting a blind date... i was more than excited.. more than happy.. i was.. over the top.. hehee.. den, we he finally came down the bus.. i feel like running and hugging him.. but nah.. it's the public.. but there's this big wide smile crafted on my face...


anyway, aft that.. we went to swensen's.. treat him dinner.... :) it's just sooo nice to see him again, distubing him while feeding him... i almost went half crazeeee~ *flutter eyelashes* so aft dinner and alot of talking and staring each other.. he headed back to my home... so yeah.. gave us our souveniors... thanks dear.. we didn't expect all that...


so, he bought for us pistaschio, kurma, t-shirts, and many other stuffs.. dear bought for me this kain organza for hari raya.. grey colour.. so niceeeee.... i lurve it... and and.. i got my own personal sheesha set!!!!!!!! best...




these are my sheesha set! weee~~

so after a long conversation with him and family... he went back... :D

thanks alot for everything.. u shouldn't have... well.. still missing him though.. well.. that's it for now.. till den..

outtieZ

{11:49 PM}



He's Back

Yay yay... he's back... this is the bestest feeling ever!!! Finally aft one week...


can't wait to meet him... dunnoe wen.. maybe tonite.. maybe tmr... hehehee.. but i just can't wait to meet him..... weee~~


missing him badly sia...


outtieZ

{2:55 PM}

Sunday, July 17, 2005


tomorrow

tomorrow is a big day! he's back.. weeee~


i'm looking forward to it.... hehehe..


i wanna see forces of nature.. dun forget to pinjam me ehh.. hehee.. thankiuk!


haiz.. oklah.. counting down the hours! weee~


outtieZ..

{11:45 PM}



Baybeats cum Fireworks..

A weekend without dear..


wellz.. had a laughable saturday.. with the tripoDz plus aidil.. so yeah.. meet up at pasir ris bout 4.30+.. and yeah.. headed down to esplanade... it was pack.. it's like as if.. the whole singapore was around that area... crowded like sardine.....anywayz.. had lunch at kfc... yummlicious...


den.. we slowly head down to esplanade.. where the real shit happen.. budden.. it was drizzling.. but we make it thru the rain!! heee~ so yeah.. there's ndp preview going on.. bla bla bla.. and uhm.. the baybeats.. met some pple, faezah (ehem!), idham, some pple which i know them by their faces....and there's lotsa "weird" pple there.. "can't they dress and behave like humans??" gosh! rowdy rowdy..! (i miss my cotton candy) anywhoos..we only catch "love me butch" performed.. they were cool! not my genre.. but hearable.. so yeah.. den there's fireworks!! i lurveeeeee fireworks.. nicest.. coolness.. wish u were there with me.. so aft that.. we headed down to pacific coffee.. chill out.. joke around.. stoopid jokes.. hahhaa..


well.. that's more or less like it.. well.. i've uploaded the pics.. will share some of it here k.... enjoyz...




us.. but i'm still incomplete..







ever since dear's not ard.. i'm changing direction.. hahah.. i lurve her! see how intimate we can be... u wouldn't wanna noe wad we did behind cameras.. hahahahha..



met this darling! (woi u! stop looking at her! hahaha)



they made up my life..







spectacular fireworksZ!

that's some of the pics... and....



indulging myself, with oreo cheesecake!

that's all!!


-i laughed, i talked, i smiled, i had fun. but everytime my heart beats, it is calling out his name. picturing him in my mind. imagining him there with me. my life is incomplete ever since he's away. come back soon, i miss u damn much. let me be in your arms once again, and my life will be whole again.-

{12:21 AM}

Saturday, July 16, 2005


Oh.. What A Nite...

haiz.. it's kinda half moon tonite.......... i lurve it.. it's nice... (if u miss me, just look at the moon.. cuz it's gonna be the same moon that i'll be looking.. we're not that far away after all...)
so yeah... friday nite.. as usual..went to my religious class... so yeah.. kinda tired now...


hmm.. my sis went to the gynae just now... she didn't tell me anything bout it.. but my mum did.. hope the baby's fine.. hope my niece will be fine.... hope my sis will be fine too.. i know she's scared.. she'll pull thru it... she will.. *sobs*


anyway.... weekends is here... nothing much i'm gonna do.. just clean up my forever messy room.. tot of putting more pics in my room.. but then.. need to develope the pics.. cam malas gitu ah...


hmm.. tonite i miss him alot.... nanti kalau gi brunei pun.. it's another cycle we haf to go thru... damnZ.. btw, end of the year.. i mite be going to bangkok.. tengok bapok!! favourite!!! hahahahaha... but it's not confirm yet..


well.. i'm gonna sleep now.. feeling sickly already... (since he's not ard, my body system become so haywire)...

good nite ma dear, sleep tite... mwahh~

{12:46 AM}

Friday, July 15, 2005


Haiz...

So.. he is coming back on Monday.. *boo hoo hoo* weekends.. wad to do.. there's baybeats going on.. mite be going there... i remember the last time i went to baybeats at esplanade.. with lan.. and yeah.. saw a shooting star... i wished for something.. how nice... (lan! u missed it rite?? hahahahaha) anyway.. this year.. if i saw it again.. (how unlikely).. i have more wishes to wish upon.. hahaa.. tot of going al-majlis.. but weekends is always full.... haiz.. we see lah kan..


anyway.. my tix to brunei is confirmed(i think).. being apart from dear again! geeZ... so yeah..


haiz.. never in my whole life i'm looking forward for monday.. but this time.. i am.. i'm sooooo looking forward for monday....


*we received a good news today!* hehehehe..


still thinking wad to do for weekends.... any plans anyone??


outtieZ

{4:27 PM}

Thursday, July 14, 2005


Bad Morning.... Gosh!

Hate waking up and feeling so shitty....

woke up with swollen eyes... damn....

had a bad dream yet again... 2 nites in a row.... wth sak.. and the dream somewhat the same.. related..

my sore throat... my cough...

it's just not my morning at all..

{10:11 AM}

Wednesday, July 13, 2005


Graduation Day

Graduation day was fine.. it was memorable, significant... It's nice to see the proud faces of my family.. finally!

took some pics... will post dem soon...

anyway.. it was initially nerve wrecking... wen u got up the stage... haha.. but.. the feeling is nice..

so yeah.. i wore a black top from G2000, my esprit skirt.. my pointy black shoes... all black.. hee.. as usual..

wen i saw my bro and sis looked at me while i took my diploma.. it feels nice.. i wish he was there too.. i wish mum was there too... (mum say i made my dad proud.. i'm glad i did.. and i miss him.. alot.. wish he was there too..*sob*)

i dunoe wad else to write ah.. actually not having any mood now.. i think i wanna hit the sack.. here are some pics..


me and my diploma



my lil nephew..



sis, me and bro... thanks for coming eh!



My graduation...



lind, me, my Course Manager, Hafiz and Nana


yeah.. that's some of the pics.... malas nak post lagi..

till den....

{10:40 PM}

Tuesday, July 12, 2005


Out with "mummy"

out with my "mummy".. lind that is.... all i can say.. is fun! hehehe.. at first dinah was with us.. but she got some urgent matter to attend to..

anyway.. met lind and dinah aft werk.. me wanna find wad to wear for tmr's graduation day... (yeahhh! it's graduation day!!) so yeah.. jln2.. i was in heels.. so damn tired.. but yeah.. getting used to it.. ;) anyway.. went to G2000, found a nice top.. but then.. still wanna survey for other design... den after rounding2 till city link... i finally bought the top at G2000.. it's the nicest.. so yeah.. by then.. dinah left us.. :(


anyway.. me and lind.. we talked alot.. nonsense stuffs.. khai! sorry eh.. u were mostly in our conversations... hahaha.. we reminisce bout the past.. year 1.. year 2.. till now.. how i used to have a very bad temper... where i can just walked off without giving signals... how khai and his hair... so wak-ish.. how lind.. ermm.. sombong... hahaha.. now we're cool.... :) but yeah.. discovered a trick using lind's hp... honey, dun forget to try k!! hahaha..


so yeah.. had a laughable nite with lind... farnie i must say.. khai shld be there...


anyway.. no matter how enjoyable my day is.. i wish he's around.. i miss being in your arms.. well m gonna go and sleep now.. cuz the sooner i sleep.. the sooner next day will come..... and the sooner days will pass.. and the sooner he'll be back... and the sooner i can meet him....


outtieZ

*counting down the days - 4 days more to go*

{11:51 PM}



Cold cold afternoon

It's freaking cold here... freezing....

anywhoo.. will not be going to Good Charlotte concert later.. *boo hoo hoo* but hey.. it's just good charlotte.. it's not eminem.. heheh...
but will be going shopping later.. weee~ meeting lind and dinah...

hmm... werk aft werk aft werk... i've been enjoying this werk... been cool.. :D

so yeah.. my mum fell down this morning.............. *wun elaborate* *sob*

i miss farhan...

ok gtg meet my boss now....

outtieZ

{5:08 PM}

Monday, July 11, 2005


Cater 2 U

I've changed my video.... a nice song from Destiny's Child.. specially dedicated to my dear... here's the lyrics..


[Verse 1 Beyonce]
Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud,
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
The More If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless Without You (Yeah)
If I Want It (Got It)
When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter

Let Me Help You
Take Off Your Shoes
Untie Your Shoestrings
Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah)
What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah)
Let Me Feed You
Let Me Run Your Bathwater
Whatever You Desire, I'll Supply Ya
Sing You A Song
Turn The Game On
I'll Brush Your Hair
Help Put Your Do Rag On
Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah)
You Want A Manicure?
Baby I'm Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy

[Chorus]
Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man
;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

[Verse 2 Kelly]
Baby I'm Happy You're Home,
Let Me Hold You In My Arms
I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
Making Sure That I'm Doing My Part (Oh)
Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do (Oh)
If You Want It (I Got It)
Say The Word (I Will Try It)
I Know Whatever I'm Not Fulfilling (Oh)
Another Woman Is Willing (Oh)
I'm Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And Spirit

I Promise You (Promise You)
I'll Keep Myself Up (Oh)
Remain The Same Chick (Yeah)
You Fell In Love With (Yeah)
I'll Keep It Tight, I'll Keep My Figure Right
I'll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder, I'll Roll Over
Baby I Heard You, I'm Here To Serve You (I'm Lovin It, I'm Lovin It)
If It's Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy

[Chorus]

[Bridge Michelle]
I Want To Give You My Breath, My Strength, My Will To Be Here
That's The Least I Can Do,
Let Me Cater To You
Through The Good (Good)
The Bad (Through The Bad)
The Ups And The Downs (Ups And Downs)
I'll Still Be Here For You
Let Me Cater To You
Cause You're Beautiful (You're Beautiful)
I Love The Way You Are (You Are)
Fulfill Your Every Desire (Desire)
Your Wish Is My Command (Command)
I Want To Cater To My Man
Your Heart (Your Heart)
So Pure Your Love Shines Through(Shines Through)
The Darkness We'll Get Through (So Much)
So Much Of Me Is You (Is You)
I Want To Cater To My Man




outtieZ

{9:37 PM}



Missing Him

I miss him alot........ 2 days down.. in times like this.. time flies sooo damn slow... can't wait for his return.. i never tot it will be this hard.... well.. den.. this routine, we gotta face again wen i'm off to brunei...

anyway, werk been occupying me... met my boss just now.. so yeah.. had a few meetings, calls, travels to arrange.. it's gonna be tuff.. but then.. i'll manage... secretariat isn't the thing for me..but as time pass.. it's kinda fun.. challenging..

hmm.. tmr's good charlotte concert... hmm.. Ema wanted to go with me.. so.. hmmm...


i miss this guy alot... miss his craps.. miss his smile, miss his nonsense.. sweetheart, i miss u!!

outtieZ

{9:15 PM}

Sunday, July 10, 2005


9th Monthh

It's been a wonderful, precious, perfect, loving 9 months with you.... time passes by so fast... thanks for being with me, thanks for loving me, thanks for showing me your world.. thanks for being part of my life..

i wish you are here right now with me.... i miss u soo much... one week seem forever.. but i'll wait for your return k... :)

again.. Happy 9 Months.. happy 10th...

hope the happy months keep on coming in!

{8:39 PM}



9th Monthh

It's been a wonderful, precious, perfect, loving 9 months with you.... time passes by so fast... thanks for being with me, thanks for loving me, thanks for showing me your world.. thanks for being part of my life..

i wish you are here right now with me.... i miss u soo much... one week seem forever.. but i'll wait for your return k... :)

again.. Happy 9 Months.. happy 10th...

hope the happy months keep on coming in!

{8:39 PM}

Saturday, July 09, 2005


Weekendssss

For the first time ever.. i'm soo not looking forward for weekends.. in fact i'm not looking forward to 10th as well........ haizzzzzzzzzz.......... guess.. gonna spend the 10th alone huh? *tsk tsk tsk* one week plus.. he's not gonna be around... cam maner.....

i dunnoe lah.. no mood at all.. *grrr*

*swooosshhh - disappear*

{12:52 AM}

Wednesday, July 06, 2005



Another day.. another work load... at werk, and it's cold.. having my flu... i need his body warmth.. anyway.. kinda sleepy too, been yawning... wish i was in bed... just like him.... but nahh.. need the money... ;)

yeah.. talking bout money... talked to dearie yesterday wad i'm gonna do with my money... :) shopping ehh dear.. If i continue to work here.. i'm just aiming for something.... gonna get myself an ORIGINAL gucci or prada handbag.. i just wanna pamper myself... and yeah i gotta save for it... obviously, can't let my mum noe bout it... hahaha.. i noe it will cost alot.. but then.. hmmm.. i dun think he will like the idea of me wasting my money for a handbag...

anywayz... next week is graduation.. linny darling.. go k.. u noe i dun wanna be alone.. hahaha.. :D and nana, i see u there k... malam nak partayy?? ahaha.. like my mum bagi gitu kannn.... anyway.. next week i must be well behaved rite honey?? heee~

so yeah.. kinda hungry now.... lunch will be Cavana.. my teriyaki chix noodle.... yeap.. just lunch.. den the rest.. yogurt that is... i'm not torturing myself.. seriously... :D

well.. i guess that's bout it.. will blog soon... i haf a slight training with my sis later... :)

outtieZ

{11:22 AM}

Tuesday, July 05, 2005


Back To Werk

Well2...m werking now.. almost half the day's down.. werk's been ok... not much stress... own time own target kinda thing.. hmm.. but of course, i can't possibly took the whole day to finish a simple task rite... anywhoo..coping the atmosphere here... been werking here for 3 yrs on and off.. so yeah. used to it.. i never imagined myself werking in an office... i've always picture myself doing designing stuffs.. like drafting design.. or interior deco......


well.. the "boss" asked me a few questions regarding werk just now... i still need to learn some stuff... well.. gonna be a Team Assistant soon.. i guess... hmm.. challenges... i really hope i get a full time job here.. that's when i have to take up secretariat courses.. been looking thru some private skul.. SSTC is one of dem... *wondering*.. if i get a job here.. the pay is extremely good... and i mean it.. good...! let just say... the ending of 1K or beginning of 2K.. bez kan..... if i got the job.. gonna give my mum the life she never had.. gonna pamper her.. and myself and my dear too.. heeee~


anyway, waiting for my sis... she's suppose to teach me some stuff.. like arranging meetings, arranging travel plans... i dun learn all this in IBT u noe... hahahahahahaha....


well.. thinking of shopping soon.. i so wanna get another pair of shoes.... URGENTLY...

outtieZ...

{2:56 PM}

Monday, July 04, 2005


Counting The Days

At first I was counting the days i was gonna spend at home bumming around.. and yeah.. the days gonna end... gonna start werk tmr... for maybe 2 mths.. hopefully i got the full time job there... not really a job in my stream.. but den again... if i got it.. gonna hafta take a part time course...


well... m counting the days still... 9 mths.. :D and the day i'm not gonna be in his arms for about a week.... *wails loudly* so yeah... haizzzz...


well.. actually been wanting to write bout the G8 concert... saw it... it was.. heartening.. pple in africa... haiz. we say our life isn't good enuff.. take a look at em.. even how hard their lives are.. they can STILL put a smile on their face... and we say we having a hard-up life here.. *slaps forehead* we say we dun have anything nice to wear at times.. look at those pple.. they hardly even cover demselves.. can't blame us anyway, we're spoilt for choice.. yeah.. it's a different lifestyle.. but den i pity dem.. i do.. it brings tears to my eyes..

so yeah.. hmm.. enuff of that huh?? owel.. i cut my hair today.. someone say i look really nice... *awwww* hehehe..

well..t hat's bout it... graduation day is coming up.. good charlotte concert coming up... anyone wanna go??? *hah*

outtieZ

{11:15 PM}

Sunday, July 03, 2005


Put A Smile On My Face

well.. had a great weekends.. this is how the story goes...

on saturday.. went out with my best frenz, sharina and faezah.. khai and farhan tagged along too.. so there it is.. all my special pple.. if only lind was there..

anyway.. we went to swensen's at PS.. hmm. celebrate sharina's bday.... but then the restaurant manager was soo freaking rude.... cam nak kena sepak seyyy... if i saw him at any outlet.. will never go there.. NEVER! anyway.. it was good.. sharina was surprised with her birthday firehouse ice cream... the food was yummylicious.. niceee~

anyway.. after that.. went to watch Youthopia's concert.. Funkus! was great!!! so yeah.. if you'll didn't know.. Funkus! is a new group consist of Freaky Z, Aslan, Zaheed, Ali and Hamzah.. they played good music......... u should grab their album wen it's out... so there's more perf.. like BFC, BAD, Parking Lot Pimp (they're awesoommmeee!) *2 thumbs up* and many more...
so yeah.. overall the gig was kewlnesSZ...

den on sunday.. went out with my dearie... suppose to go to kembangan to watch Funkus! perform again.. but den.. we missed dem.... so we head down to bugis to catch a movie.. but the timing was a bit off.. finally.. went to suntec... watched A Lot Like Love... Ashton Kutcher.. is mouth watering as always.. hahaa.. so yeah.. after that.. went home... bus rides, conversations... were splendid..

-there's still a smile on my face-

thank you for everything.....

*I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you*

{11:53 PM}

Friday, July 01, 2005


New Skin

Yay... gotta new skins... well.. i didn't like the previous one actually.. and since i'm at home.. doin nothing.. i just took my time.. and look for a new skin.. :D

so yeah.. i've put a video by Bow Wow - Let Me Hold You.. kinda like the song.. very catchy.. and yeah.. i wanna hold you.. hehehe.. ;)

anyhows.. m bored to death at home.. i dunnoe wad to do.. susah ah cam gini.. but yea.. tmr going out.. and sunday as well...

lan! if u r reading this.. most prob u see me there at yr gig k... ;)

so yeah.. nothing much to update also... hmm.. wanna buy shoes tmr.. i hope can get wad i want... bezzzZ..

so that's bout it.. till den...

outtieZ

{4:48 PM}

FEMME
Love(s) online , hits

" with the status of madly in love with my one and only, muhammad farhan. "


AMOUR
My very own Mr Policeman | Earrings | Haircuts | Blue Flowers | Perfumes | Accessories | Eminem | Movies | Chocolates | Ice Creams


DESIRE
Him Perfume | Guess T-shirt sale period is the best | V3i thanks dear! mwah | Skirts | Hair Makeover | Big Bag | Class 3 License | Visit to Zoo | Sentosa with BF | Tenting with BF | Going for dear's POC | Shoes | Dress


TALK




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