Wednesday, August 31, 2005
To my most adorable Nayli Insyirah.. You're a week old today! A wonderful gift from God.. The light in everyone's life, the beautiful noise in the house..
A birth that change almost everything.. how wonderful can life get.. Seeing her awake every morning.. My morning has never been better..
It's amazing how I can actually love her ever since the day she was born... I can feel the connection, chemistry with her...
To my Nayli Insyirah, hope you grow up to be one fine young lady.. semoga jadi anak yg solehah.. and pandai jaga diri...
This world is still a cruel place to live in..
I love you, and I know the rest of the family love you too.. =) can't wait to see u grow up right infront of my eyes.. another magical moment happening.....
{11:57 PM}
blargh~ tired i am... sick i am... restless i am... sleepy i am.. energetic i am.. NOT.. hahah..
I need a rest.. beach will be nice... BB fam planning to go sentosa on 14 sept.. sharks sak khai.. why must be weekdays... pple WORKING you know!! i try to make it ah.. but unlikely ahh.. haiz.. so many places i wanna go... so lil time.. so many things i wanna buy.. so many reasons for me to save up....
hmmz.. *yawnz* lunch time soon.. ordered soup for today.. blarghh.. ehehe.. oklah.. till den..
oh ya.. to my ONE and ONLY brother-in-law! Merdeka! x3... i mean.. HAPPY 27th
BASHDAY!! may your life be filled with love, happiness and surprises! wehehehe..
{11:25 AM}
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
oh well.. it's already tuesday.. m tired.. hhehe.. sleepy.... i'm anything but energetic.. :D
so yeah.. me going to BEP concert for sure!! i dun care how much it cost.. but i'll go... wehehehe... ;)
well.. that's it lah... nothing to update anyways.. tired.. blargghh~
{1:56 PM}
What the fcuk did i do to you till you swear my whole family???? If you really have alot of shit to say to me... why dun you come and lay everything here??? why must you go to other pple's blog and say all the shitz.. you know wad.. fcuk you! you better off left alone fcuking with yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn bloody bastard.... you're sucha sickening asshole... and i swear you live your life rotting... shit on you!!
eurrgghh~~~~~~ i'm freaking pissed... damn bloody pissed off!!!!!!!!!!
{12:42 AM}
Monday, August 29, 2005
Can't work.. can't concentrate.. eurgghh~ bored bored bored.... I sooo wanna go back and continue sleep.... I soo wanna play with the lil one.. I sooo wanna wear just berms and t-shirt at home.. and watch tv... eurgghh~ Monday!!!
So yeah.. weekends were kinda dry.. went muar on saturday wee morning and came back later in the evening... oklah.. wasn't that joyful.. haha.. more like i was forced to go... but at least i gotta escape from helping ard the house.. ahahaha.. sunday was ok.. went out to white sands for a while.. den was at home.. playing wit the lil one... hehehe..
so yeah.. how short is weekend... 5 more days to go thru... haizzzz.. i hope i can pull this true...tired2... malas2.... geeZ...
ok u all.. for those in TP.. my dear dear frenz taking their exams... GOOD LUCK!! blajar betul2.. tak mau main2 k... Khai! pass your maths k.. ;) to does taking SIP.. yay~ last week rite.. hehehe.. enjoy you all.. hope to u all soon.. mwahh~
{10:00 AM}
Saturday, August 27, 2005
It's weekends everyone.. enjoyZ!!...
{1:28 AM}
Thursday, August 25, 2005
So yeah.. had a bad thurs! hmm.. woke up late, missed the usual bus, raining at city hall(and i dun bring umbrella), my emails cannot be access the whole morning and half afternoon, feeling a lil sick.. gosh!! how bad can a day turn right???
so yeah, like now.. i dun feel like doing any work.. stuffed up!
haiz.. dunnoe wad to update... blargghh.. that's it for now..
2:33pm.... that's it..
{3:24 PM}
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Welcome aboard my new lil princess.. my angel.... Nayli Insyirah!!
She was born in Raffles Hospital, 3.55kg at 10:38am..
Both mum and baby are doing fine....
Can't wait to meet her!!!!!
{11:18 AM}
Monday, August 22, 2005
miss the times in secondary, where being naughty is cool... where mixing ard with the guys were cool... yeah.. i was once like that.. i only had a handful of girlfrenz that i could TRUST.. others were the normal tech guys.. i WAS close to them.. they were my listening ears.. remembered when we girls played chapteh in skul, played soccer.. that was funny.... the captain's ball tournament where i was called out cuz i lose my temper.. the break the rules thingy... well.. i dyed my hair when i was in secondary skul, so if there's a spot check, i will just wet them, or i brought my black hair spray to skul.. hahaha.. den will ask my frenz to help me with it... met alot of great chinese frenz.. yan2, evon, benjy, earthworm and many2 more... but i love Yan2 though.. she's my pal!!! oh.. obviously not forgetting the 2 sweethearts... Sharina and Faezah..
Other nice memories... it's still hidden in me somehow... gosh! i miss them.. time flies.. it's been like donkey years since i last saw some of them.... i wish there was a gathering... ahhaha. .it'll be cool...
well, poly life... a wonderful, magnificient chapter in my life.... meeting lind and khai was the most wonderful gift of all.. they're angel in disguise.. i love them.. like alot!! we went thru alot.. stoopid lecture jokes... me and lind fav pastime during lect, peeping ard..hahahaa! and also sleep.. macdonald's study joke, AH.. lets-purposely-skip-lectures-and-slack-in-bb.. woahh..all that... was just perfect chapter....
Life with BB fam, are no different.. they were there for me... they were the shoulders when i need to cry on.... the all girls plus khai break time gossip... the u-know-what thingy.. hahaha.. the no-need-to-go-for-class meeting.. hahahaa.. that was like.. funny.. totally..
and of course! meeting my dear, getting to noe him... i remembered it was indeed a rough one, lotsa probs, i must say lotsa tears as well for me... and lotsa lotsa smile... yeah... again.. lind and khai and BB Fam were the one that give me the confidence, the strength i need... but it all pays off though.. the tears, the wait, the frustration.. hahahaa... been smiling for the past 10mths now.. hehehehe... been good!!!
thinking back.. i can nvr go thru that again.. i'm missing my past... but i'm curious about my future... and i'm contented with the present...
well, there goes my rantings... *sighs* till den...
{5:44 PM}
hehehee.. come to think of it.. they do look somehow alike.. doncha all think so.. hahaha.. maybe he needs to cut and curl his hair.. and uhmm.. wear a beanie.. whehehehe.. :D my own craig david.. hands off people!!! hahahaa.. :D
{11:40 AM}
Saturday, August 20, 2005
it was fun.. both me and dear got the award... so it was cool.. we wore something similar... all black.. with (him) grey tie, (me) grey scarf... hehehe.. *everyone* awww.. hehehe.. well, here are a few pics for me to share... :D
see... similar kannn.. hehhee.. awww..
me and John..
couples award receipient.. =)
Ex-ESC members 04/05.. with the principal..
the siblingss...
meet the siblings.. ;)
the bf and Kak Yan
us again...
end-of-day
{12:25 AM}
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
i'm tired.. but got lotsa stuffs to do.. getting a new internet connection tmr.. hmmmzz.. dunnoe what's the diff... aper sey my sis... ish ish...
anyway.. i'm just updating.. for the sake of updating..
i miss tripoDz..
{11:20 PM}
Monday, August 15, 2005
but anywhoo... pulled thru 2.. 2 more to go... macam banyak gitu... hopefully i got this job... firstly.. i dun wanna go job hunting... secondly.. i dun wanna go for interviewssssss!!! sucknessZ hahaha..
anyway.. i'm feeling sooo tired today.... not having that much of monday blue though... khekeke... hmmz.. i think i ate alot today... i feel soo bloated.. hahaha.. wth...
so.. yeahhh.. i'm counting down the days till i will see my new niece.. can't wait seyyy.. Kak! cepat2 lah sikit.. haahhaa... can't wait to see her cute face, lil fingers and toes... small eyes,lips.. and yeah.. the pipi.. cam nak gigit2 gitu.. hahaha.. oh ya... i can't wait for another thing too.. Black Eyed Peas coming to town... yeahh.. m gonna catch em live again...! at least this time ard.. i noe someone will go.. or rather he HAVE to go.. hahahaa.. ;)
well.. that's more or less bout it... hmm.. there's a msg for some pple.. (u shld noe who u are)
if u pple are reading this.. hope i get this msg straight to all of u... yest, we were suppose to watch fireworks as a whole grp of frenz.. but turn out to be scattered around.. next time.. for some of you, PLEASE have the slightest courtesy to at least call or msg that u're not going and not keep any of us waiting.. too bad.. i guess it spoiled alot of pple mood yesterday! I'm sorry Khai, Nana and Sha.. i apologize.. the outing wasn't suppose to be that way! :(
{5:42 PM}
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Before the fireworkz.. we went to fountain of wealth at Suntec... it was.. adorably romantic.. hehe.. i wished for someting.. hope it came true.. ;) anyway.....
here are a few pics... enjoyZ..
well.. i didn't take much pics.. just took alot of videos... but anywhoo.. i took a mental picture.. still fresh in ma mind...
hmmz.. that's it for now... weekends over!! :'(
p/s dear, remember about a year ago, we weren't together yet.. and now it's been good.. 10mths.. and still counting...
then...
now....
{11:58 PM}
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Memories..
Memories? What are they?
Are they suppose to be forgotten?
Or just hidden at the back of the mind?
Are memories suppose to be erased?
All the good, bad, nice and ugly..
What are they anyway?
At one point thy are so fresh in your mind,
And at the other point, they just disappear
Do memories lives on?
Just like what people normally say
Do memories fade off?
I don't know, what all this about
But I'm sure for me, that it stays
For a short period of time
But it's hidden
For as long as I could remember....
-yuni-
{7:04 PM}
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Day 1 (4 Aug)
had my first flight.. it was scary.. cuz there was strong turbulence, but yeah.. reached Brunei safely.. so yeah.. met my cuzzin and all.. was really2 excited wen i met sha2.. i miss her.. so yeah, day one.. nothing much... just laze ard... helped ard.. that's bout it..
Day 2 (5 Aug)
On the 2nd day... was my cuzzin (abg pi) wedding.. it was alrite.. but the culture there was different.. had fun the whole afternoon.. and yeah.. the real fun began at nite.. sha2 asked me to chill out with her cuzzins.. they were, Hafiz, Fadil and Ajis.. Abg Jack and Kaka Isut were there too.. it was.. fun fun fun... at first was kinda awkward... but den.. yeah.. i really enjoyed myself.. went sheeshaing.. it was funny.. and cool.. i lurve hanging out with them...
Day 3 (6 Aug)
Went out in the afternoon with cuzzy and company.. had the dinner reception at Holiday Lodge Hotel.. it was nice.. met alot of pple.. the food was ok.. not as nice.. but yeah.. nothing much happened on 3rd day though...
Day 4 (7Aug)
Went shoppinG!!!!!! hehehe.. spend and spend and spend.. like nobody's biz... more like sightseeing and shopping day... nothing much i could explain except that.. hahaa.. at nite... we went sheeshaing again!! hahaha.. aft sheeshaing, me, hafiz and sha2 sneaked into Empire hotel.. and went stargazing.. it was magnificient, the sky's clear.. the stars shining so brightly.. ohh.. what a nite... so yeah.. for the first time ever.. reached home almost 5am.. hahaha.. thank god we sleeping over Kaka Isut hse.. so no one really cares.. hahaha.. but it was really unforgettable..
Day 5 (8 Aug)
went to watch the Island, kinda cool movie.. pacey, but too much talking at times.. i was soo tired that some of the parts, i fell asleep..so yeah.. aft movies... went shopping again with very lil money i had.. hehee.. managed to buy stuffs that i'm suppose to buy.. so oklah kan.. den at nite.. start to pack my bag.. i so dun wanna go home...... it was really fun there... but yeah... i can't..
Last Day (9 Aug)
It was really really sad to leave brunei.. i miss my cuzzin.. i miss the company.. i had a great time... it was memorable.. thanks all of u.. so yeah.. before i got the plane... almost all were crying.. obviously i cried too...hhahaa... if only i cld extend my stay.... but.. nah.. i'm missing the singapore pple so much already.. hehhee..
so that's bout it.. i will go there again soon... and have more fun... :D thanks all of u.. (u noe who u are) hope to see u all again.. gonna miss all the laughter and jokes we shared! it's only 6 days.. but the fun that i had.. was for a lifetime... :) to sha2.. i love u cuzzy.. hope to meet u soon..!!! muahhzz..
{11:00 PM}
It's been wonderful 10 months with you.. I'm glad we went thru our ups and downs with much anticipation, patience and tolerance... Thanks for being by my side all this while...
Not gonna say much here.. let the rest of be btwn u and me.. hehehe...
p/s u noe i love u.. and i noe u love me too.. =)
HAPPY 10 months dear!!!
{2:08 PM}
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
ESPECIALLY...
Muhammad Farhan! I'm gonna miss u alot alot.... take care of yrself k...
and to the rest.. u noe who u are... me gonna miss ya! i'll be back.. hahaa..
till den... wish me a safe journey... mwahhH~
outtieZ
{11:34 PM}
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
I noe everyone's gonna support this decision.. esp my family and dear... i noe they'll be happy for me... :D hehehe...
wen i first started werking here.. like 3 yrs back.. i was telling myself.. i'm not gonna werk in an office.. everything change huh... nice changes.. -smileZ-
well.. that's more or less like it.. ngantok bangeett.. hehee.. :P till den..
outtieZ
{2:40 PM}
Monday, August 01, 2005
i've been sneezing alot.. maybe i'm just tired... so yeah... later.. aft werk.. gonna go et cetera for a while.. there's great sale going on there.. finding pink stripe shirt... him and her shirt. hehehe.. i wanna go shopping.. badly...
balik.. i need to pack my bags... counting down the days.. till we meet again.. oh ya, i just got to now that my job scope.. somehow rather involve in travelling.. hopefully i get to travel one day.. all by myself.. :) mesti best.. hehehe..
i'm bored.. haiz.. seriously.. superbly bored.. B.O.R.E.D!! can somebody kill some of the time.. blargghH! i want the belgian choco ice blended drink.. yummyliciouZ...
that's all lah.. till den.. while i'm gone.. take care...
outtieZ
{3:19 PM}