Every Little Thing...

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Missing him already

ok.. this is dreadful...

onli few hours, and i'm missing him. Just now when I sent him early this morning, while in the cab with his mum and sis, i couldn't help but stare at him from the back seat. I could see he's in deep thought. Dear always look good when he's thinking.

PA was nearer and nearer as we drove down the expressway. I'm getting more tension and nervous and sad. And almost everything. I don't want him to go. I wanna hold him back, but I know I can't. Went to met his cousin first at Ang Mo Kio, changed car and off we went to PA. Sitting beside him, I just miss him more.

We arrived at PA. Damn. I don't like it. There we walked to the place he's suppose to register. He walked briskly up the stairs as I just looked at him. We waited downstairs for him, only to know that we're at the wrong place. went to where dear was, he was in one lecture theater. Lil we knew that, we can actually leave while he's in the LT. No proper saying goodbyes. No exchange of words. We all walked away. I miss him badly now.

We waited around Toa Payoh area, but he asked us to go home. He must have been missing us badly too. Off we went. Went Waterina Condo to pick up Kak Anis's mum's clothing. Nice place. Beautiful, scenic, calm and cosy. Yr mum mention we should get that kinda house. Isn't that what we planned? hehe

Dear, I miss you. And just now, spending time with your family, makes me closer to you. I'm loving your family too.

Dear, I don't know if i can bear not seeing u for 5 days and able to see u only over the weekends. I hope I can. Sabar, time flies.

Don't worry dear, i'll be fine. I'm proud of you. I'm now officially mr. policeman's gf. =)

{5:50 PM}