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Monday, December 12, 2005

Shattered

Tomorrow will be the day where dear bf will be in camp. Emotionally, I'm not under control. I just feel like crying sey. I dun like the feeling of loneliness. I dun like the feeling of knowing he's not by my side.

Dear,
You will be going thru a new phase in life. A new chapter in your life. You will be experiencing new things, meeting new people. I hope we can make this thru. Your sis told me, she has faith in us. I have faith in our love. this will be a great jump in our relationship. no more "college school sweethearts". We're more than that.

Dear,
I'm loving you more each day. 5 years of that bond, will be a passing cloud to us. And what happen after that, I'm patiently waiting for it. we have so many things planned out. our next vacation. I just can't wait.

Dear,
I love you, and always love you. We'll always be the most loving couple of all. You're the only person in my heart. You're the light of my life. You're everything to me.

Dear,
Good luck in this new phase of life. Even though I'm literally shattered about this, but I have to be strong right dear? I have to be independant now. I might fall real bad for the next few months, but I know, you'll always support me from wherever you are.

Loving you dear

{11:26 PM}