Every Little Thing...

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Father's Day

Tomorrow, without a doubt is father's day. And somehow, I'm getting a lil emotional this year. Been thinking bout my dad for the past few days. Like missing him alot. So I guess, I'll pour my heart contents here.....

Ayah, if only you are here with me right now. I just want to tell you how much I love you. How much I miss you.

I always remembered being your little girl. Always following you when I was small. Getting all the toys I wanted. Getting to piggy back you. Following you to your kedai. And ayah, look at me now. I know you are proud of me now. I got my diploma, I got a job and ayah, I'm going to get a driving license soon.

Ayah, I wanted to tell you that we got a new family member. Nayli is now 10 months old, Ayah. She beautiful. If only you could see her.

Ayah, and also I wanna tell you that, I've met someone so wonderful. I've met someone who could really understand me. Ayah, Farhan is a very nice person. Dia jaga adik dengan betul tau. Ayah, sometime I wish you could see me getting married, having my own children. But I know it won't happened.

Ayah, I really miss you. I always looked at your photos. And I just wished I could hug you again. Kissed you again, salam you again and talked to you again. And never i had the chance to say that I love you before you go.

Ayah, till we meet again. I know you are looking at me from somewhere safe. Adik sayang Ayah.

{11:18 PM}